Everytime I see him I fall in love againI went to the barn yesterday, overwhelmed with certain frustrations on a matter that I'm not willing to talk about right now, but rest assured Nelson and Elizabeth this does not pertain to you, no one was there anymore it was just me and a barn full of ponies. I walked over to Mocha looked in his stall walked in and just cried into his shoulder it wasn't like I was upset I mean I was pretty pissed off but I wasn't upset. Everytime I see my baby doll I just fall in love with him all over again. I think I just stood there buried in his shoulder for about 30 minutes and just I don't even know just told him how amazing he is and how there is no one and nothing in the whole world quite as special as he is. I think I'm gonna go out to the barn again and just sit and talk to him.... this is a random journal written out of compassion and frustration,
science law that pertains to real life= every action has an equal and opposite reaction... hold on tight it'll be a bumpy ride here on out
that's it I'm determined I don't care what I have to do to get there I am freaking getting the hell out of Crystal Lake as soon as I can which is probably in two years and I am not looking back!