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ConflictZero
21 year-old male from Phoenix, AZ
I'm fucking 15 and I love life, but sometimes hate the parents. Not because I'm a stupid dramatic stereotypical teenager, but because I have good reason to. :-)
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Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.Today was a good day to begin with, but a matter of minutes ago, it just went downhill.

If I don't get my stupid fucking Honors English grades up before the end of the semester, I get dropped from that class.

Some of you may be asking: Why are you so concerned?

Here's my answer. I tend to be really shitty at keeping track of assignments and generally giving a shit about school when summer ends and we go back. What ends up happening is I fuck myself over and realize what I'm in for. I go, "Fuck, I'm screwing myself. I better try really hard to get better grades before I'm nothing but a load of shit at the bottom of the pile!"

So I work extremely hard, but I've screwed myself so badly that no matter how hard I try, I stay with the same bullshit grade as I've had.

The thing is, I'm failing Honors right now with what I believe to be a High F or a Low D, and I've done everything in my power so far to try and pick myself back up off this ground of sharpened bloody fucking spikes, and it seems like my efforts were starting to take flight. The problem now is if I don't raise my grade to at least a C-, I'm getting switched into fucking regular English class. FUCK REGULAR ENGLISH. I HAD TO DEAL WITH THAT SHIT ALL LAST YEAR AND IT BORED ME TO HELL. I'm not insane enough to deal with it for a semester.

So if I don't raise my grades enough in time, all this effort I started contributing towards my English work and other classes in general will go to shit. It's like they're looking me in the face and saying "CONGRATS, ASSHOLE! IT WAS FUN TO WATCH YOU DESPERATELY TRY, AND ESPECIALLY FUNNY TO WATCH YOU FAIL!"

It's like a hamster running on a wheel. I'm getting nowhere, there is no end, and once you're on the only way to stop is to fall off.

I hate school and grades. Suck it.
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Music hXc punx rawx Anarky dewd Dystopia Gauze Confuse Gai GISM Oi Polloi Lip Cream Crass Conflict Aus-Rotten Battle of Disarm A//Political Doom Subhumans Crust Attack! Operation Ivy Nervosa Reagan Youth Leftover Crack Initial State Ramones Antischism Capitalist Casualties Flux of Punk Indians OLD Chumbawamba The Adicts GBH The Partisans Dead Kennedys Grimple Charles Bronson Ernesto Bravo Blatz Nausea Atrocious Madness Los Crudos Limp Wrist Karma Korp (my band. :D ) I also like Techno/Electronica/whatever the fuck you want to call it. Aphex Twin Autechre Boards of Canada Squarepusher some other ones too. METAL Iron Maiden Megadeth and some others I can't really think of.
Movies Full Metal Jacket scumbag... Also: Finding Nemo Fight Club...big difference there...Kill Bill Kaena: The Prophecy Ex'd Driver Miyazaki's Spirited Away and LOTS of other movies.
TV Shows THE SCREEN SAVERS! NOT FUCKING ATTACK OF THE SHOW!!! X Play Invader Zim (for life fuckers!) and that's it because media is almost completely made up of bullshit.
Books Naruto You Don't Know Me Warhammer 40 000: Firewarrior and other's that I can't think of because you noobs suck.