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22 year-old female from Englewood, OH
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CONFUSED =[ Ok. so my best friend also a guy i dated for 6 month, Has made me cry and made me feel like shit for about 4 months. i am confused now b/c i dont know if he means to anymore. i mean he tells me he doensnt but i feel the opposite way about it. this is just really complicated.
sad part is i still have many feelings for him i cant even explain them. and his new girlfriend was one of my best friends. which seems kind of fucked up too me. he said he would never hurt me and thats all that seems to happen now. ya i made many mistakes in this but WOW. didnt think there were this many!!! but BOY was i wrong. basically over the past month or so all i have wanted to do is die there for a while. i mean i know that is stupid to think about but im not gonna lie it has crossed my mind a few times. BUT NOW I KNOW ITS STUPID AND POINTLESS!!!!!!
oh. so heres the worst part of it all he tells me he wants me but he tells my other friend he doesnt i mean this is so fucked up when you look at it.
i just want the old JELLYBEAN back the one that would sing me to sleep. talk to me all night long. not let me go knowing something was wrong. tell me he loves me and he wouldnt trade me for the world. how im the love of his life and im the only one he ever thinks about. I JUST MISS HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING!!!!! CONFUSED =[ Ok. so my best friend also a guy i dated for 6 month, Has made me cry and made me feel like shit for about 4 months. i am confused now b/c i dont know if he means to anymore. i mean he tells me he doensnt but i feel the opposite way about it. this is just really complicated.
sad part is i still have many feelings for him i cant even explain them. and his new girlfriend was one of my best friends. which seems kind of fucked up too me. he said he would never hurt me and thats all that seems to happen now. ya i made many mistakes in this but WOW. didnt think there were this many!!! but BOY was i wrong. basically over the past month or so all i have wanted to do is die there for a while. i mean i know that is stupid to think about but im not gonna lie it has crossed my mind a few times. BUT NOW I KNOW ITS STUPID AND POINTLESS!!!!!!
oh. so heres the worst part of it all he tells me he wants me but he tells my other friend he doesnt i mean this is so fucked up when you look at it.
i just want the old JELLYBEAN back the one that would sing me to sleep. talk to me all night long. not let me go knowing something was wrong. tell me he loves me and he wouldnt trade me for the world. how im the love of his life and im the only one he ever thinks about. I JUST MISS HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING!!!!!
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February 27th, 1991 | | COURTNEYANNE'S... | |
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