I met this girl hehehe ok this is a different type of post since i last did anything on this site i was full of teenage angst and didnt that i would ever meet a girl that actually likes me for me. well since then that has changed a-lot and i have met serveral women who like me but that not my point they all later become great friends though awkwardly enough. So what im trying to say is that even though i can sex i ended up keeping good friendships becuase i generally dont give a damn about what they think so that makes for the transition all that much easier for them. Sadly ive done some interesting things in my love-life. First i met this girl at a job i used to work at and then we sorta hit it off. thikngs grew hot and heavy and for the first time i met some one that i care about. here is the downer she lives in poland and we were working in california well i moved back home she went to here city in warsaw and we continued to talk online sending each other emails and basically for once in my life i felt like i was in a relationship. SO here is the funny part i decided to fly all the way from Georgia to Poland for a 6 week holiday in which at the current time we hadnt had sex. this was totally because i care about here and now two going on three weeks in im trying to figure out if i should say the L-word because we are at the point since i have to say in all day there is nothing new to say. Not that the connection has died its just in an area thats like hey if we dont figure out whats going on then we will fall apart wrong!! this around the time she lays the greatest sex that i have ever had. So this being said i dont know what to think i want to say it and i can tell that she want to say it to, but if one of us says it then i can see the conversation afterward and i would love to be like hey ill stay in here with you. but at the same time if i do that and my parents back home are going to be likke what the fuck. im lost and dont know what to do becuase all the things point to she is someone i want to stay with and make something work. and then there is the other side that says just give it a couple more weeks and then figure it out.