ChangeMonday night I was sitting on rooster speak listening to the podcast as I normally do and then at the end of the podcast Burnie took the podcast on a serious note and it left me stunned and unable to talk and I was left there for 45 minutes thinking about my life and everything like that and I decided that I need to change the way I was because I was starting to become distant to everyone I cared about because honestly I don't know why.
I've spent today trying to be more active online and let some people know how I felt about them and how much they mean to me and I am going to try and do that more often.
I want to take this time to thank you all for reading this and you all mean so much to me.
From here on out I promise to be more of the friend that you all deserve.
I'd also like to announce that I am going to be going to New York Comic Con this october and would love to meet up with anyone going.
I got to thinkingI was at work the other day and for some reason I started to think about what family is to me.
When I think of family I don't think of a blood relative, I think of someone who I love and care for and would do absolutely anything for... and that brings me to think about you guys, I've been on this site almost 2 years and nearly every person that I have spoken to on this site whether it has been a couple of weeks to over a year, you've all had a massive impact on me and changed my life and honestly I think of you all as my family.
You guys mean so much to me and nothing can or will ever change that.
When I first started using the site I was here for the content Roosterteeth made but now I am here because of the friendships they have helped create and I will always be here.
My day off = RTX stuff I have spent the day doing some RTX planning like how much money I plan on taking and how I'm going to take it and let me just say planning what I am doing with money I haven't even got yet is making my bank account cry.
I'm also planning what I am doing when I arrive and what not so if you want to meet up or anything just let me know because I'd love to meet so many of you before the event starts and hang out after.
Every day closer is another day where I get more excited for meeting so many awesome people that I can luckily call friends and awesome ones at that. Yes I mean YOU
I'm sorryI know I haven't really been online recently on here, RS or on Twitter and I am truly sorry about that.
The truth is, I haven't been dealing with my uncles death well and I've basically acted like it never happened and have just been working all the hours I can 6 days a week and 8 hours a shift while trying to not let people see me not coping and it kept me distracted for a little while but eventually it led me to start snapping at people for no reason so I decided I needed time off from work.
I just want to thank @Uncertainty for sending me a message yesterday morning and reminding me that people on here are my family and they care and just showing the greatness of this community.
Thank you guys I've had rather a crap couple of days due to work screwing me over and having to deal with my uncles funeral that is tomorrow but you all helped me forget about that and made today the best damn day I've ever had.