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hateok.....i officially suck
im gonna go crawl in a fucking hole and die.
this is shit.
i hate it.
c'ya........NEVER!
cuz my death hole is too small 4 n e one but me.
byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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...and im starting to thinktht its not a problem with them.
tht maybe it truely is me.
tht they're only guys and i am jst
too
jaghhbzfvhierultgae7lyhrtfgaelr8yf (insert unwanted adjective here)
maybe.
probably.
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And the even more depressing part...she likes him back. and now i feel like im standing in the way.
tell me how a whole heart feels like.
i haven't had one in SO long.
i REALLY suck @ life.
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my summer...how wonderful.im in the deepest pits of hell.
why?
1)my heart is broken
2)i keep fighting with my parents
3)everyone around me is sad
4)my ears, throat, head, and stomach hurt
5)im under mucho stress
6)i haven't slept at all
7)my moods r out of wack
9)i miss my nana
10)im not good enuff 4 n e one.
and yet i am completely calm at the current moment. this is just fucking depressing.
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SilenceI sit by the phone and wait.
i stare a it and plead.
ring, i beg.
silence.
I talk to you.
I ask for your reply.
and i sit, waiting.
silence.
Is it my fault?
i want to know why.
why im not good enough.
silence.
I sit in my room.
appologizing to the unknown.
for an undescribable reason.
Silence.
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so now i guesslife sux...again. i hate that. i always wind up with that. how??????????? idk.
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As Soon As You're AwayForgotten fears
and memories of darkness
come back to haunt
as soon as you're away
all the lies
i told myself in vain
have come to stay
i say that im okay
they see me
as a girl with little to offer
ugly and pathetic
they wish me away
my insides are out
im stomach in my throat
tears in my eyes
as soon as you're away
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