hateok.....i officially suck im gonna go crawl in a fucking hole and die. this is shit. i hate it. c'ya........NEVER! cuz my death hole is too small 4 n e one but me. byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
...and im starting to thinktht its not a problem with them. tht maybe it truely is me. tht they're only guys and i am jst too jaghhbzfvhierultgae7lyhrtfgaelr8yf (insert unwanted adjective here) maybe. probably.
my summer...how wonderful.im in the deepest pits of hell. why? 1)my heart is broken 2)i keep fighting with my parents 3)everyone around me is sad 4)my ears, throat, head, and stomach hurt 5)im under mucho stress 6)i haven't slept at all 7)my moods r out of wack 9)i miss my nana 10)im not good enuff 4 n e one. and yet i am completely calm at the current moment. this is just fucking depressing.