Well I finally went and did it + UpdatesIf you are just looking for the updates then scroll down to the bottom of this journal past the black line. Had some pretty big stuff happen in the last few months.
For those of you still here I finally went and did it.
I built myself a computer. Only been putting it off for 6 years. Jesse convinced me when he decided to drive me to Brandon (an hour away) just to look at computer parts. Hard to pass it up once everything is in your hands. XD My old one was just too far gone to upgrade, I mean it was 8 years old. It still runs and Ill have it hooked up in case I need something from it but as of now its done for a while.
So for those of you still interested - Here we go on parts.
CM Stormtrooper Case (thing has rubberized plastic and a handle for moving, fans everywhere for cooling plus its black with red LED's... say no more)
Asus Sabertooth 990fx Motherboard
AMD FX-8350 8 core 4.0Ghz CPU (Why? Well why not?)
Geforce GTX 660 - 2GB onboard memory (the real reason for the upgrades really)
Corsair 800W power supply (never want for power again)
Seagate 1TB HDD
16 GB DDR3 ram
LG Blu-ray/DVD rom (was the same price as a dvd rom so what the hell)
Windows 7 Home (WIndows 8 may you burn forever in hell with the people who talk in the theater)
Yeah I went for broke on this. Everything is so shiny now.
But just look at it. It. Is. Glorious. _____________________________________________________________________
Alright so updates. Earlier in this Journal I mentioned someone by the name of Jesse. Some of you already know this but Jesse is my boyfriend. We've been together for about 3 months and I have been so much happier just by having him around. Was in a depression for the longest time because of a whole combination of things and he is one of the biggest reasons why I came out of it. This is of course why I have been so inactive the past 3 months, been too busy having wild sex parties and what not. So yeah in short, I'm gay. Now you know. There that was easy.
Family issues haven't really improved with my brother getting sentenced to a few years in prison. Absolutely devastated my parents even though that's exactly what he deserves. Still hate seeing them like that, but I cut him out of my life years ago so I hold no feelings for the matter.
Job is still at Wal-mart. Really not much to say there besides that I still hate the place with every fiber of my being but I cant find anything better in the area for the money. Fuck!, doesn't even begin to say it.
Been having issues with Dominic my roommate and (for now)good friend not managing his money proper so Ive basically become his accountant because I'm not getting stuck with a $1000 rent payment ever again. Ive even been budgeting out money to get his debt in order (primarily the debt he owes me). His car's starter also blew so Ive been forced to cart him to work in exchange for gas money. Rather sleep in personally but I can't have him losing his job when he owes me money now can I?
All in all Its been hectic with my sudden acquisition of a social life, and all of the emotional bullshit to deal with that comes with that. I wish I had more time to spend here like I used to and will try to keep up with everyone as best I can, so don't hesitate to leave a comment here or shoot me a message or something and Ill get back to you when I can.
Birthday.Me. 24. I'm actually happy for once. Deal with it.
Things have been good for me lately. Methinks i was in a bit of a depression for a while there so I'm happy to be in a good place for the first time in a long time. Some of you are responsible for that (you all know who you are) and you will always have a place in my heartbed. Just saying.
That last JournalIve been away from RT for a few days so this is a bit late, but I feel I should point out that I don't dislike Valentines day because I was alone that night, (I'm actually with someone, our work schedules just conflicted that day) I just don't like the idea of some obligation to express how you feel about someone on a specific date. If you are good to them they wont need some reminder of that, and while gifts are nice you should give them because you want to make the person happy and not because its what's expected of you. So yeah, fuck Valentine's day.
To those of you who commented, just know I appreciate the fuck out of you all.