I have a low blood sugar problem. Its nothing bad, just something I've had to deal with since I was little. See the thing is I have to eat every 3 or so hours or things go down hill fast. The point to this journal is not my blood sugar, but what Ive been dealing with these past few weeks.
TIME FOR BACK STORY!
Last July I moved in with my boyfriend Jayson and his family (His mother, step father, aunt and kid cousin). And it's been interesting, since his aunt and cousin are the most picky eaters in the fucking world! Im not talking about "I dont like green beans". No more like I'm going to cry cause she made something I dont like. Im not gonna lie, I was picky when I was young, but my ma told me "If you dont like whats cooked you dont eat" and I got over most of my picky-ness. But this kid is spoiled to high fucking heaven. She lives off on white rice, fast food chicken nuggets and granola bars. This doesn't bother me, its not my fucking kid. She has her food that no one else is allowed to eat, and I respect that.
But here is my problem, she has her food, so I get me stuff that I like to tide me over till dinner, like chocolate granola bars, orange juice and such, and every now and then I may get a bag of chips. But these are all things I get for myself so when my blood sugar drops I'm not getting her things. Which I thought was a rule everyone abides by. Boy was I wrong! Everything in this house is up for taking if Faith (the kid cousin) wants them. The bag of chips I left in the kitchen, eaten by her shortly after I opened them and had my share and then leaving the room. My granola bars? One box is already gone after 1 day. My juice which I need in order to get to the food I need is already gone So on and so forth.
My reply to things I need being taken was to put them in my bedside night stand. And as I found out today was shes mad that I'm not sharing with her. (Here's the thing this 10 year old has been on my case since day one. Not a damn thing I do is right, and or she spins lies to her mother making me look like a bad guy. She even stared talking to my friends, pretending to be a 18 year old, with hopes of getting them in trouble. She wants to catfished them in a way.I put most of that to an end. I'm not gonna let any dateline shit happen. But until now I've put these things out of my mind, but now shes messing with my health. This is just a bratty 10 year old girl thinking she can over power me.Yeah! That's not happening. )
So, after finding out how poor little baby is mad, I told her mother tough, I'm not sharing. These are things I bought with my money for me. And if she doesn't like it that's not my damn problem. And as this moment I'm waiting for shit to blow back in my face. Here's the thing, I'm not on this rock to please this kid. I've been nice, I've been kind and when that didn't work I avoided her all together. This shit is just stupid.
So after all of this, I just want to eat my food in goddamn peace.