Top Images (Last 24 Hours)
My rebuttal for whenever someone says they wish they could draw.
Comments (3)
Sassy Chicken demands respect! Idea sparked from TeamFusterCluck in LoZelda's stream
Comments (6)
Session 1
Comments (4)
@Steffie as the AH Wrangler by @lolo014. Enjoy some AH Wrangler Steffie feat. @geoff @jack @gavino @ray @ryan @michael @lindsay @kdin @caleb @axialmatt and @jeremy
Comments (1)
Emiya Shirou (Paladin Armor) and Saber (Ancient Nord Armor) from Fate/Stay Night Commission
Comments (2)
Exactly be yourself
Comments (1)
Ever want to cuddle with bread? How about a How To: I am Bread Real Life Edition plushie? :D
Comments (11)
Look at this bomb ass tattoo I got.
Comments (5)
My Church cosplay is looking so sick. Cannot wait to debut this in May! Here's more if you wanna see!
Comments (11)
this will probably be added to the pyre of things I'll never finish. I really just want to keep practicing light sources and light casting.
Comments (1)
033
Comments (4)
Husband and I. Oh, right - my hair is teal now. :)
Comments (4)

Top Forum Posts (Last 24 Hours)

Top Journals (Last 24 Hours)

April 22nd, 2015

Hi, I'm Caszie

I'm one hell of a person.

I like fish..... but there's a lot more to me than just being Fishy Queen.

I am brave.
I am easily frightened.

I'm outgoing.
I get overwhelmed a lot.

I know exactly what I want from life
I will not be able to answer you if you ask me what exactly I want from life.

I'm so strong.
I'm so weak.

I'm a walking contradiction in every way possible.

I want to live life to the fullest.
I remember the times I tried to kill myself often.

I don't often express negative emotions.
I get overly excited and bounce and scream constantly.

I love to feel needed and wanted.
I can't handle too much pressure or I break.

I hate to be alone.
I feel connected to a very few people.

I push people away a lot.
I feel people tend to forget about me.

I get so scared of the future.
I can't wait for what comes next.

I'm terrified of mediocrity.
I've always wanted to feel normal.

I don't know how to ask for help.
I've needed help my entire life.

I always find a way to pick myself back up.....
I know myself a lot better than I think.

I have pretty eyes.
I can light up a room.
I am beyond affectionate.
I love nonverbal communication.
I touch everything.
I am smart.
I work so hard to be successful.
I admire the person I've become.

I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders.
I'm going to be just fine.

Just fine.

April 23rd, 2015

12 RVB Seasons in 5 days

So, I finally did it. I finally started and am (almost) caught up with Red Vs Blue. Here are some thoughts!

The humor is extremely smart! When I first started watching I caught myself saying "man, this humor is kind of dumb" But as the show went on and as I kept really thinking about the jokes made, there was so much political and cultural satire that I really started regretting those initial thoughts.

The writing is something special -every character who has a name is amazingly crafted and extremely complex and they're all developed in the course of all 12 seasons in such an amazing way, that you can't help but sympathize with just about everyone.

I'm sure I have more thoughts, but I can't think of them right now. The bottom line is - RVB is a great show, and I now understand why its such a huge hit that spawned what RT is today, I wish I would've done this sooner.

April 23rd, 2015

Breaking These Chains That Bind Me.

So, I've been really down the past three weeks. I've been really low and have been hiding my problems as much as I can.

Today however I was listening to @topham chat with @audrey and they talked about "The List." Check it out here, quality stuff for sure!!!

I came to a realization...I am part of the list, and lots of people from the list came to my side and did exactly what they always do, they talked to me, helped me up, and kept me going. However there is one person, whom I might say is the most important person, who hasn't come forward and talked to me yet...Myself.

I feel that I need to give myself a pep talk, so...Here it goes.

Andres...you're an amazing human being. You give without question, you sacrifice without hesitation, and you spread love unconditionally. You are going through a lot of crap right now. You've stopped podcasting (not entirely your fault), you've let someone take the best of you and run with it, you've pushed people away when you need them most, but you're still standing. It's tough, life hits hard, and when the ref calls the fight she'll keep wailing on you, but you gotta get up. You gotta rise from the ground and hold your head up high. There is an entire community here waiting for you to come back, and be that passionate loving guy that they love. You can't let this keep you down, get up, fight back, trust your friends, your family.

Show your emotions, let them flow. Be vulnerable, let people in. Show yourself that even though times are tough, you will persevere!!!

Now get up, hold your chin up high, and stop feeling bad, because you deserve better and your friends are not trying to help you for no reason!!!


Ok. I refuse to be depressed anymore!!! Thanks to all of you who have been there for me for the past week, you all mean the world to me. I love you all, and I hope to one day repay your kindness and compassion one day. Ohana!



- Andres

April 23rd, 2015

DiMonoRecap

If you ask me how the last week has been, I would have this exact expression:


In case you hadn't realised, @DiMono came over to stay with me for a week. And it was the bestest ever.

My Highlights:

- Touring Loch Ness. Of course. Though Nessie was sleeping that day.


- ...having to up my pout-game.

The level of concentration is extreme. I still have much to learn it seems.

- Showing him my secret happy place. If you look back in my journals, I've taken a picture at this exact spot before. It was lovely to share it.

I always go into a bit of a happy-trance when I'm there.

- The most versatile necklace in the universe.

So beautiful, so unique. And it's gone with everything I've worn since I got it.

- Making him try as many new foods/drinks as possible:
* Haggis, Neeps and Tatties
* Tunnocks Teacakes
* Caramel Wafers
* Dream Ring (a Highland secret)
* Scottish salmon
* Turkey Dinosaurs
* Cullen Skink... Sort of.
* Chippy chips, with plenty salt and vinegar
* Whiskey
* Irn Bru
* Tizer
* Pimms and Lemonade

... I'm forgetting some... But I admire his courage in trying everything I gave him

There are so many things I could talk about, but it'll take me forever. If you want to hear it from him he just beat me to the recap here, though my journal is like, obvs better.

Miss you nerd. Come back soon.

April 23rd, 2015

Collectibles

So I got a thing in the mail...



it feels....heavy...