Well I'm 17 now, so that should at least mean something.
Things get tough you know? You realize you're not really living for yourself and you panic and just can't quite keep your cool. It gets better though. Or at least, that's what I'd like to think.
I'm not going to abandon this place, but I can't guarantee I'll come back to check on it on a regular basis. I still miss you though. So please don't give up on me.