Update?!
I have been horrible about keeping up with you all! I do read your journals and comment when I can, I just don’t seem to have the time to sit down and update you all on my own life. However I have today off and no plans till lunch so I’m making it a point to write a little update.

The house: I should have been moving into a great house this weekend. I had found, had an accepted offer and it passed all inspections. It was a 3-4 bedroom, 2 bath, garage, completely remodeled. It would have been a lot for just Ethan and I but would have given us room to grow down the road. It was perfect! Unfortunately the program that I have my loan through is low on funds and won’t be able to process any home loans for 4 months. Needless to say I had to pull out of the deal and will have to start looking again in a couple months, to say I was disappointed would be an understatement. Oh well nothing I can do about it but hope something comes up when I start looking again and hope people are willing to help move me in the middle of winter.

Ethan: He is doing great. He switched preschools/daycares a couple weeks ago. It was really hard for him to leave the old one (he cried when we left on his last day) but he is loving the new one and is very happy there. He turns 5 next month! I can’t hardly believe it, my baby is growing up so fast!

Work: Work is work, what more can I say. I don’t like my job but I’m good at it and it isn’t horrible. The insurance is awesome so I guess it is worth it. However I did find out that the company I used to work for is going bankrupt and everyone there will be losing their jobs at the end of the month. I guess they are being offered jobs for other companies within the company but they all come with big pay cuts and a lot of them require working nights and weekends. Never had I been more thankful I switched jobs when I did as I was the day I found that out!

Love: Sometimes it comes when least expected and with someone with whom you never thought you had a chance with or even saw yourself with, but when it happens and it is real you can’t fight it. I find that I have fallen, and every day I fall deeper. I am probably more happy and feeling more like myself than I have in so long and know that I have an amazing man in life. I am so very thankful and lucky to have someone like him in my life. We have both been through a lot in the past and have both come to truly believe that everything happens for a reason and that good things can happen to good people.

Weekend: I went out of town last weekend. It was seriously the best weekend ever…even if I did come back wounded!

Update?!
I have been horrible about keeping up with you all! I do read your journals and comment when I can, I just don’t seem to have the time to sit down and update you all on my own life. However I have today off and no plans till lunch so I’m making it a point to write a little update.

The house: I should have been moving into a great house this weekend. I had found, had an accepted offer and it passed all inspections. It was a 3-4 bedroom, 2 bath, garage, completely remodeled. It would have been a lot for just Ethan and I but would have given us room to grow down the road. It was perfect! Unfortunately the program that I have my loan through is low on funds and won’t be able to process any home loans for 4 months. Needless to say I had to pull out of the deal and will have to start looking again in a couple months, to say I was disappointed would be an understatement. Oh well nothing I can do about it but hope something comes up when I start looking again and hope people are willing to help move me in the middle of winter.

Ethan: He is doing great. He switched preschools/daycares a couple weeks ago. It was really hard for him to leave the old one (he cried when we left on his last day) but he is loving the new one and is very happy there. He turns 5 next month! I can’t hardly believe it, my baby is growing up so fast!

Work: Work is work, what more can I say. I don’t like my job but I’m good at it and it isn’t horrible. The insurance is awesome so I guess it is worth it. However I did find out that the company I used to work for is going bankrupt and everyone there will be losing their jobs at the end of the month. I guess they are being offered jobs for other companies within the company but they all come with big pay cuts and a lot of them require working nights and weekends. Never had I been more thankful I switched jobs when I did as I was the day I found that out!

Love: Sometimes it comes when least expected and with someone with whom you never thought you had a chance with or even saw yourself with, but when it happens and it is real you can’t fight it. I find that I have fallen, and every day I fall deeper. I am probably more happy and feeling more like myself than I have in so long and know that I have an amazing man in life. I am so very thankful and lucky to have someone like him in my life. We have both been through a lot in the past and have both come to truly believe that everything happens for a reason and that good things can happen to good people.

Weekend: I went out of town last weekend. It was seriously the best weekend ever…even if I did come back wounded!