25 year-old male from at a cinema near you! I do accept random friend requests, but only with a message.
I'm usually really talkative and like to be friends with any ol' person. I'm just not much of a conversation starter. Plus I'm crazy when I have the energy to be!!!~~~~~~~
So long.. Over Christmas I was thinking about stuff and made a decision. I didn't make it lightly, but I need to do it.
I realised that my one reason for joining RvB is 6 weeks long gone. I would read her journal entries.. and try to keep in touch. It just shows that I have tried to follow close to her path. But now I need to divert away. And RvB is just prolonging the pain. You are all champs (except mufin.. He's a faggot.) I just can't stay on here any longer. So if any of you want to stay in touch (which I would be more than happy to) my email is mmmroastchicken@hotmail.com.. Effective as soon as this journal is posted I will be signing out permanently.
To that person, they know who they are.. Remember me as the guy I was in grade 12.. And not the person I am now. He loved you and was very lucky to have what he did.
And finally, (I know this is long, but I'm spilling my guts) I leave you all with the lyrics to my favourite song (Yes! Lyrics, Argh!)
Numb - Linkin Park
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless Lost under the surface I don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
[Caught in the undertow Just caught in the undertow] Everystep that I take is another mistake to you
I've Become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do Is be more like me And be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly Afraid to lose control 'cause everything you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you.
[Caught in the undertow Just caught in the undertow] Everystep that I take is another mistake to you [Caught in the undertow Just caught in the undertow] Every second I waste is more than I can take
But I know I may end up failing too But I know you were just like me With someone disappointed in you
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