holy shiznit i'm sickly right now. i been taking care of my bro and mom and since no good deed goes undone, i'm super sick. i'm redoing things in my life. i want to do better for myself and go to graduate school. no one in my family has so it's going to be a trip. i'm sorry to my friends, i haven't been online. i been reading as much as possible on your journals to keep up with you but my chest hurts and my eyes are watery. i've just been working and volunteering a lot. still living in new york but looking for my own place now. trying to save as much possible. inflataion making things hard...lol i hope you guys aren't mad at me for not being around for you