ShodAlex

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27 year-old female from my lil fantasy world, near Newcastle AUS
love Anime, Videogames, Driving my Car!!! a Turqoise Holden Barina
like Ministry of Sound and Chillout music...

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Brief visit...Why the fuck do I write in this at all?
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This weekend I won a comp to play the new Xbox 360 in Sydney before it comes out on 2 no shit 23rd of March!
So naturally I find this out an hour before I gotta get my ass on a train for 3 hrs... %#%(^$(*!!!

And instead of nice clean nerdy self esteam raising with electronic equipment, I visitted my party friends who strangely didn't go out to party that night, so we all got drug fucked at home, peachy...

I did my best to doze of for about 3 hrs after snorting shit and burning my sinuses...

If u don't count pot, this is the only chemical abuse I've been involved with since last easter.

So now I'm asking myself, why oh why the fuck did I snort pills? I don't really get anything out of it, its not even worth the sickening side effects... and on top of that I'm sick of smoking too... smoking anything, its not happening for me it really isnt.

Anyway still managed to have energy to get myself to good ol MS offices, and played DOA4 to death, no but cheers, Ayane is the shit ;)
And wireless controllers, I can never go back :)

Btw my boss is currently slashing my pay and turning my fulltime job casual with some other chick doing my job 3 days a week, whoopdeefuckindoo.

I guess what I'm saying right now is that I've had a revelation (combination of events conspiring against me and the fact I'm writing this while coming down like a bitch)

I didn't do anything wrong with my life so far, but I've failed to notice the things changing around me and its time I changed too. Starting this week, new job search, no just sitting around sniffing drugs, and maybe some nico patches, but one step at a time ;)

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And how the fuck do I still manage to accumulate karma points with my level of dedication?

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