Monique HavockkWho Am I? I am Monique Havockk and I am a radically changed girl. In the fall of 2009 I came face to face with God and I have never been the same. My life has been reshaped and well I am a very different person. I never really have found love again since Josh and I broke up nearly three years ago but I am alright with that seeing as how I am still a very young girl of 17 and my life has just begun. As of late my passion and drive in life has been film. I have to jobs now editing short film and building/editing websites. I have also completely dedicated my life to God and although that has resulted in brutality at school and isolation in the place I live, I do not care. I have the eternity in mind, not just my present being. When I graduate high school this time next year I plan on leaving the desert and moving to somewhere green on the east coast and begin my life in film. I have changed a lot, as I can see on my old journals, but i was also young then as well. I doubt anyone will be reading this insanely long journal, or even if anyone gives a damn, but I guess I wanted to reintroduce myself to readvsblue. I hope all of you are doing well. -Monique Havockk 2011 youtube.com/moniquehavockk A photo of me in my recent years