Alkalined

Male
from Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada

    • Alkalined

      Its time to say goodbye...

      5 months ago

      There's a point where it tips...

      There's a point where it breaks...

      There's a point where it bends...

      And a point we just can't take anymore...

      There's a line that we'll cross and there's no return...

      There's a time and a place no bridges left to burn...

      Anymore...

      We love you Monty... But its time to say goodbye....

    • Alkalined

      Difficulty: Strenuous

      9 months ago

      A few years back I went to Tennessee to visit my girl friend for the first time. It was quite a trip and it was the single biggest thing I had ever done in my life. While we were there we climbed a mountain together, figured it would be fun, take pictures and the like. When we got there at the foot of the mountain there was a sign that had the number of steps and a message "Difficulty: Strenuous"

      My girl friend is now my wife and to do so she has chosen to make and unbelievably difficult choice to move to Canada with me to start a new life. When she arrived I hired a lawyer and we began the process of a spousal sponsorship. My God. This has been the most difficult thing I have ever had to do in my life. But while I stress and worry and tire she is forced through all the same but worse. She can't have a job until she gets this finished so she needs to rely on me to support her. She doesn't own a car, she doesn't know the city, she has no friends, she can barely get around and thus she is forced to live out the days of this legal process in my small room alone for most of the day.

      When we climbed that mountain I remember taking all the bags so she wouldn't be burdened and I remember me demanding that I do so. I remember that it was hot as hell an we were sweating ourselves dry and we didn't have the foresight to bring water. And I remember having to stop several times on the way up just to rest our wobbly legs. We tried to keep spirits up by taking pictures and telling jokes but it was still a daunting task and we just wanted to go home.

      I feel like we are climbing that mountain again. Cursing all the way and struggling to stay on our feet. I carry the weight of our packs and I try to keep us going but its with every step we take we feel its harder to lift our bodies up the next one. We stop to take a breath but its only making the journey longer. And we know that once we get to the top we still have to get back down.

      I hate doing this to her. I keep looking over to see her feeling tired and frustrated and I wish I could some how make things better or make things go faster but I can't. We just need to keep going. This is the hardest thing we have ever done, we had no idea it was going to be like this and we continue to feel the sting of this painful process but as I climb I have no regret for the things I am unable to do while I walk beside her. If I chose not to climb this mountain with her I would have extra money, extra time and such but even as things pass me by that we both know I would love to indulge I honestly feel no remorse or regret. For I feel that I'm doing something positive in my life by walking with the woman I love. I don't feel alone, I don't feel ashamed and I don't feel ignored or thought less of. The only thing I regret is not being better, not being stronger, not being faster, smarter, wealthy etc. But now I have the motivation to achieve those things and know that its not just for me either.

      So I'm not going to stop and I'm not going to leave her behind and just as I asked then when we climbed that mountain and she felt like her legs were going to give out I will offer to carry her if needed.

      We mastered that mountain and I know we can master this. Its just that the Difficulty is Strenuous.

    • Alkalined

      The meetings of two ends

      11 months ago

      Today we have done what the two of us thought was impossible. But it has come together. Autumn and I have become man and wife. 9_tailed_pup and Alkalined are now wed. We have managed to close the gap of 1500 miles and seal with with a binding promise. In a Winnipeg apartment on August 12 at 2:00 two people who met on Rooster Teeth married. Pictures will come I just needed to get that out there because just thinking about it is still almost too much.

    • Alkalined

      It happened...

      1 year ago

      So as many of you know I have been living with a young lady from this site now that means the world to me. Together her and I have started down a path that will lead us to one hell of a life but to get there we have more then our share of trials to contend with. She has been living with me now for a while and with immigration matters being what they are times have been tough here. I have been working hard to support both of us while she stresses because she is legally unable to get a job in this country while her immigration is being dealt with. We are bogged down in procedures, paperwork, phone calls, appointments and of course money. Bills, payments, loans, Lawyer fees and just even the day to day staples have bitten into our funds with a vengeance.

      But during all this we were given a brief chance to get away from all of it. Ai Kon came around the corner and despite our current financial troubles we made it a mission to be there and in costume. She and I spent the day together talking to people spending time with friends and going to panels. I was dressed as Roy Mustang and she was in a lovely purple Gothic Lolita dress. As the day wound down we left the convention center ready to head home waiting for our ride.

      It was dark and noisy, There was construction nearby and we were both very tired and sore from the day. And there she was in all her splendor and there was me. A crazy fool with a silly costume of with not a nickle to my name or a trick up my sleeve. Never the less I asked her to hold something for me and to close her eyes. And with that I dropped to one knee and asked for her hand in marriage... I didn't even have a ring all I had was the day we shared together in our silly geekyness that only her and I can love and laugh at.

      And she said yes...

  • About Me

    Welcome all. If you wish to know more about me then please ask me.
    If you have a question, then ask.
    If you have a problem, then tell me.
    If you want to talk, then talk

    If you want a friend then, well you know where the button is.

    Signed: Colton Grant Sundmark

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  • Comments (3791)

    • Worgansola

      Worgansola

      1 year ago

      A horse walks into a pub and says I'd like a whiskey please[/b[
      The shocker barkeeper asked the horse What kind would you like?
      The horse replies in confusion You mean there more than than one kind?
      The barkeeper says Of course! we've got bells we've got Grants hell we've even got one named after you!
      to which the horse replied What Fred?

    • 9_tailed_pup

      9_tailed_pup Kykaku

      1 year ago

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    • LadyDeathbane

      LadyDeathbane RT NorCal

      1 year ago

      i love autumn

      dont tell alkalined

    • 9_tailed_pup

      9_tailed_pup Kykaku

      1 year ago

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    • Darkfire180

      Darkfire180 Dislike the new site!

      2 years ago

      Damn, I didn't realize I hadn't added you yet! DX

      • Alkalined

        Alkalined

        2 years ago

        Ah don't worry about it.

    • Tisell

      Tisell

      2 years ago

      Alucard! :D

    • 9_tailed_pup

      9_tailed_pup Kykaku

      2 years ago

      Hello,
      My Name is Miss Autumn, I was reading you personal comments and I happened across Miss Jennifer's comment. I'm interested in showing you I'm a lot better than her in each and every way. Please contact me Via personal message.

      xD I love you

      • 9_tailed_pup

        9_tailed_pup Kykaku

        2 years ago

        Hello Mr. Colton. I indeed like both toast AND bacon. And this is good news for you because I would LOVE to have children. Please though, if you would like to discuss this further, I must as you to email me at:
        n*****_s*******_f**@yahoo.com
        Wishing you an eventful New Year ;)

      • Alkalined

        Alkalined

        2 years ago

        Hello my name is Mr. Colton and I like toast. I also happen to like bacon. I have been looking over your profile for the better part of 5 years now and I would like to say if you are interested in either toast or bacon I may wish you to bare my children. Wishing you a happy maternity leave!

    • jinnfer

      jinnfer

      2 years ago

      Hello,
      My Name is Miss Jennifer,I read your profile today and it was so good to
      me.i feel you are the only one,i am interested to be a friend
      first.please contact me([email protected])
      miss.JENNIFER JUST WISHING YOU THE BEST OF 2013.

    • 9_tailed_pup

      9_tailed_pup Kykaku

      2 years ago

      Damn, I'm gonna lose you to robot whores who cant spell -.-

    • 9_tailed_pup

      9_tailed_pup Kykaku

      2 years ago

      *Tackles*

      Hi there =3