Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

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from Bothell, Wa or Ellensburg, Wa, whichever

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    • Ever had moments when being a hermit sounds nice?

      1 week ago

      Bensonator The Breach

      wTimes when I've felt like someone has listened to me and gave a shit about what I say comes so rarely to me. So often people cut me off, never hear me out and let me finish what I'm saying. It's not just my family, it's damn near everyone.


      The first case of this was something that happened to me a long time ago. Kindergarten, I think. You might not wanna read this next part. I was walking along during recess when I saw a commotion. I went to go see what was going on. Looked like a classic boy vs girl thing we all go through as kids, but this one went too far. And so they went to get help and when help came, I was thrown under the bus. I was accused of choking a girl and it didn't matter how many times I told them I didn't do it, no one listened to me. I don't tell this story to many people. It's the single worst thing that's ever happened to me and I think maybe I've forgiven the world for it but I can never forget. But what really pissed me off about it is years later, dad forgot.


      I used to feel like my best friend listened to me. And his father. But now, it's like being home, but worse. They don't listen, they cut me off, they don't let me finish my thoughts, and they always have to be right.


      I often say my thoughts aloud. I find my thoughts come to me in better clarity when I hear them. But what I say is often my side of a conversation I never got to say or things I want to say to someone that I know I'll never get to. I've realized, this is not just because I find it easier to think that way, but it's also the only catharsis I can find. If I can't say them to the person, I'll say them to no one in particular. Because in the end, one of the only people I know that I feel actually listens to me is me. How fucking sad is that? Kinda pathetic if you ask me.


      I'll be back...

    • Theory about Spaceballs (spoilers)

      2 weeks ago

      Bensonator The Breach

      what if it's what humanity becomes after the nuclear war in planet of the apes? Maybe the Spaceballs and Druidians are descendents of humans that fled earth after the nuclear war. Remember how at the end, spaceball one's head lands on a planet with the apes from planet of the apes? It would explain all they have in common with cultures on earth. XD

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    • I Feel Sad And Let Down

      3 weeks ago

      Bensonator The Breach

      For many of us, Bionicle was more than just a line of toys. They were our role models, the igniters of our creativity and curiosity. I was in special Ed as a kid. Number of reasons. One was I couldn't read that well, but then bionicles had books. I loved bionicles, and I knew there was more to them then just the toys, so I got those books, and I read. A lot, and got better at reading than most people I knew. Bionicles helped me learn to read.


      They also taught me the dangers of selfish goals and motivations, how a hero is someone who purs others before him/her. It taught me how in order for great goals to be accomplished, we must be together but not one, we must do our part, and if we do that, we will achieve what we were always meant to


      In them, I saw metaphors for growing up that inspired me, and I also saw a rich world with culture, history, animals, and a hidden secret that blew my mind when it was revealed.


      It was a hell of a thing. And they brought it back for a while. Their reboot was just not the same, but it captured the spirit of Bionicle. The feeling of heroism and nobility that a little child feels when hearing of heroes by a campfire. That is the spirit of Bionicle to me, and they did not fail to make me feel that.


      Now Bionicle is over again. I feel many things. I feel let down, I feel sad, but I also feel hopeful, because they ended the reboot in a way that says it might come back. Not only that, but it was one hell of a heroic send off. So while I'm sad the reboot didn't last longer, I'm glad they didn't exactly fail in my eyes.


      To unity, duty, destiny. The 3 words I live by, and will always live by.


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    • R.I.P Mister Fishy

      1 month ago

      Bensonator The Breach

      my little brothers fish died yesterday. So we buried him in the backyard, encased in a small wooden jewelery box. He was a good fish. A pretty fish.


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      My brother even made a little fish design with some pebbles. He'll be missed.


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    • Hey Barbara

      1 month ago

      Bensonator The Breach

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D


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    • I have a theory about the ancient aliens in rvb

      2 months ago

      Bensonator The Breach

      it's kind of weird that the elites had kind of a forerunner-like role in chorus. So I'm thinking this is all forerunner technology, but this was one of the few times elites had gained complete technological control of a forerunner planet. That would explain the covenant weapons being stored by forerunner tech.


      And my friend said this is what would happen if the Reds and Blues were in halo 6. Fireteam Osiris and blue team spend a bit of time with thrm and see what they're like. Locke would say "so youre just insanely lucky then?" "Yeah." They'd all say. Then chief would say "we have something in common." Then the Reds and blues just stare. You can tell their mouths and just hanging open. XD this would really get to sarge's head XD


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    • This will be nostalgic and Frightening down to your soul XD

      2 months ago

      Bensonator The Breach

      Tell me in the comments below if you think this seems kind of in character for Ms. Frizzle. I think it is XD


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    • Sometimes,..

      2 months ago

      Bensonator The Breach

      I wish I could open my eyes and the nightmare would be over; I'm not an adult. I'm still a kid. I just remember how much wonder I found in things. Like take, when I lost myself in the Bionicle universe. The way that story inspired me to try and be as brave and compassionate as I can be. The story of a little villager becoming a strong, powerful being. I guess maybe it was a symbol for how children saw becoming an adult. But the former villagers see for themselves how much it really sucks. Wow, it's even relatable to adults. XD


      I'm not depressed. I'm just nostalgic. Don't worry about me, folks.


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    • We brought it on ourselves

      2 months ago

      Bensonator The Breach

      People have complained about captain America saying Hail Hydra. I see why, but maybe it's supposed to piss America off. Maybe it's a harsh lesson. Maybe Captain America being a nazi is a metaphor for america's support of trump, a man that has said things comparable to some of the ideas the nazis had.


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    • Life gives you Lemons...

      3 months ago

      Bensonator The Breach

      Instead, I have gotten my good friends, Jadenkaiba to design my superhero. Who knows, maybe this way, I could make it a webcomic instead. I could commision them to draw the comic a page at a time. Gonna be expensive. XD


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  • Comments (81)

    • Fly FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Keeper of Blades

      3 months ago

      Hey dude... for some reason I never saw your friend request. I appreciate it... But why did you pick me?

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 months ago

        You were curious about my superhero. I thought we could have interesting talks. Like for instance, I prefer marvel over DC. I'm just a sucker for batman XD

      • Fly FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Keeper of Blades

        3 months ago

        fair enough... I'm more of a DC fella myself... But I like Marvel as well. I alzo dig some Image stuff

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        1 month ago

        I'm someday gonna draw a small fan comic of a marvel and DC crossover. It will be called "The Death of Superman."

    • KodeX_Zon

      1 year ago

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      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        1 year ago

        very well XD

      • KodeX_Zon

        1 year ago

        Exactly!

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        1 year ago

        no. what am I supposed to be remembering? XD

      • KodeX_Zon

        1 year ago

        Remember?

    • Okami_117

      1 year ago

      Hey, I have a quick question, based on the two helmets you have redesigned for Chupas, what would a Mark VI helmet look like or a FOTUS for that matter?

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        1 year ago

        Thank you :)

      • Okami_117

        1 year ago

        Hm, I see. I'd bet it look pretty damn cool!

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        1 year ago

        I'd have to design it to find that out. It's a process of taking a chupa's head in profile, drawing a structure around it that still has elements of the mjolner helmet, and keeping the visor enough like the original helmet that you can tell what its based off. It's not something I would know beforehand.

    • SailorGirl81 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Keeper Of Kittens

      2 years ago

      Hey my painting of you was featured at the Artists of the RT Community Panel.

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        2 years ago

        Awesome! :D

    • Myshu FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold chupariffic

      2 years ago

      Special deliveries!
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    • Speedypuppy

      2 years ago

      Your picture is done. It's not colored though.

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        2 years ago

        ^w^

      • Speedypuppy

        2 years ago

        Your welcome.

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        2 years ago

        I found it. Thank you. :) smiley12.gif

      • Speedypuppy

        2 years ago

        Now, it's in my images on my page. it has you name, written, all over it.....

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        2 years ago

        Awesome! :D When can I see it?

    • Speedypuppy

      2 years ago

      Oops I thought you were the dude that wanted to see my natsu picture. Your icon got me confused ^^"

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        2 years ago

        It's fine. :)

    • Speedypuppy

      2 years ago

      I just posted my picture of Natsu! :3 You can see it on my images.

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        2 years ago

        Okay.

    • Roosternezz

      3 years ago

      im going to hav you con then lets dance the tango ill lead pretty amerocan boy lets go dwon town tyo brown teon!

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        I believe you are making fun of a friend of mine. In which case, you are an asshole.

      • Roosternezz

        3 years ago

        *sorry

      • Roosternezz

        3 years ago

        soory im retated diont be an insult youtr a nice guy lets get down

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Huh? May I suggest typing that a bit better?

    • Echelea67

      3 years ago

      What was it you wanted to mention in the journal comment? smiley6.gif

    • FintonTanner

      3 years ago

      ruby will be on the site on 18th of july

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Yes, I heard. Thank you.

    • SpoonyJuno FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      3 years ago

      So, I was told that your birthday didn't go very well. So my buddy DC commissioned a drawing for you to help you cheer up.

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      For your birthday, ChupaSamus in her Zero Suit! Happy birthday!

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        THANK YOU!!!!!! smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • mlprapture FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      3 years ago

      hey sorry i didn't tell this yesterday but i wasn't on the web. anyway happy birthday man smiley0.gif you are a talented individual and i am glad that i met you.

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Thanks buddy. smiley1.gif

    • DCLaxer06

      3 years ago

      Good god..... Another Gabe

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Your welc's and thanks.

      • DCLaxer06

        3 years ago

        Thanks, you too bro

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Thanks. Your a cool dude.

      • DCLaxer06

        3 years ago

        I would rather find out now than bring it up later and not be wary about the topic but I am sorry.

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Thanks. It's always one of the first things my friends find out about me. Or the firs important thing, anyway.

      • DCLaxer06

        3 years ago

        Oh wow, I'm sorry bro

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Or Dave. I'm named after my mom's favorite client. She was a psychologist. "Was" in context because she died when I was 3. Really sucks, dude.

      • DCLaxer06

        3 years ago

        Probably not haha. I like the name but if you feel like a ben then you're a ben.

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Oooooh... Now I feel stupid. Thanks for liking my name. I'm sure you fit the title of Gabe.

      • DCLaxer06

        3 years ago

        I love the name and it was under your goods section

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Hello Other-Gabe. How did you find out that was my name? I don't like it very much. I feel more like A Ben, or Dave.

        Post edited 12/10/12 5:46PM

    • Myshu FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold chupariffic

      3 years ago

      Special delivery!
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      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Why the hell would I not? smiley1.gif

      • Myshu FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold chupariffic

        3 years ago

        You're welcome! Glad you like. :P

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Thank you! So fucking much! smiley1.gifsmiley1.gifsmiley1.gifsmiley11.gifsmiley11.gif

    • Feliciano

      3 years ago

      Hey I'm back,my laptop broke,so I had to gather the money to get it fixed.

      • Feliciano

        3 years ago

        Ok.

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        I've got some new drawings posted. You can see them there.

      • Feliciano

        3 years ago

        Oh cool.

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        I'm good. went through a rough spot, but I'm fine now. I'm also on a drawing, and creative hot streak.

      • Feliciano

        3 years ago

        But*

      • Feliciano

        3 years ago

        Yeah I'm fine,I look to much like a woman bu whatever.

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        3 years ago

        Oh, that's where you've been. I was just about to send you a message. So how've you been as of late. Doing alright?

    • mini3929

      4 years ago

      OMG ZUKO!!! do you watch legend of korra too?

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        4 years ago

        You bet I do.

    • ghostflame71 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      4 years ago

      I was talking about talking to thundarbunny

      • ghostflame71 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        4 years ago

        i have done what i can do without going pyro on people's asses.

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        4 years ago

        Okay. Matter resolved, I guess.

      • ghostflame71 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        4 years ago

        nope, i can tell the noobs from the vets

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        4 years ago

        I thought you were talking to crap to Agent Me.

      • ghostflame71 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        4 years ago

        Yea I noticed bunny was way newer

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        4 years ago

        Oh. Sorry.

    • Lieutenant_Crunch

      4 years ago

      YOU WATCH PSYCH!!! THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!!

    • Lieutenant_Crunch

      4 years ago

      what do you mean by "living hell"

      • Bensonator FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold The Breach

        4 years ago

        It seriously seems that the teachers conspire to have homework assignments, strategicly timed to be on the same day, and projects on the same week. and my school starts at 7:10 which means I have to wake up at 5:45 every single fucking day.

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