Finding_Emo

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from Craphole Canberra, Australia

    • Finding_Emo

      1 year ago

      I cant believe i remembered my password

    • Finding_Emo

      32?

      3 years ago

      Since turning 32 I've been thinking about my love life and realized that its been far to long since the last time I was in love. Not just caring, but totally out of my fucking mind in love.

      I'm just looking for that one special woman, a who just grabs you, the woman that who separates you from your friends, not intentionally like a Yoko Ono kind of way but, just kind of like "Oh my god. This chick is fascinating, everything she says is amazing" So amazing you don't want to hang out with your friends, You would rather hang out with her.

      So you end up pushing your friends over a bit. They can be "wanna go out for a bit?" And you are like "Nah man, I'm going to hang out with this chick, she is fucking awesome"



      And she enlightens you, she teaches you things, and she is beautiful, and sexy, and fucks like a demon.



      She is everything you dream about, and for some unknown fucking reason she is interested in you, She has turned the sun onto you. And you find that you don't ever want to let that go. Because once you have stood in the light of the sun, the reflection from the moon will never be as warm.



      So you work hard to stay around that, and you love being around her. And you do things together.



      She is the kind of chick that's like when you say "Hey, Wanna go to Zeffirelli's?" and she is "Fuck yeah I love that place". And you're ecstatic because you found one of the good ones. So then there you are sitting across from each other eating of each others plate, when suddenly you feel her rubbing your leg under the table. So you look up at her and she is looking at you with those eyes, those bedroom eyes.

      And you know that fucking expression that is on her face, but you play it off as "What?" and she replies with "Lets go fuck in the bathroom" And you come back with "We cant fuck in the bathroom, there are people here. There is an old couple staring at us. The waitress is probably thinking with going to dine and dash" She says "Ill tell you what. I'm going to the bathroom and I'm going to wait to get fucked, and i hope its by you"

      And off she goes to the bathroom, and you are left at the table stammering like an idiot. Then you start looking around, and you are scared and your heart is pounding. And you look over at the old couple who are enjoying the early bird special, and you lock eyes with the 80 odd year old woman is looking at you so disapprovingly, whilst beside her, her 85 year old husband has a ear to ear grin and is mouthing the word "GOOOO" at you.

      So you get the fuck up and you go to the bathroom, and you look and hope that she is in the men's, but no she is going to make you work for it. So you go into the ladies bathroom and enter the stall, and there she is. You lock the door, and you start fucking hardcore in the Zeff's bathroom right against the stall partition wall. And its passionate and feverish, at one point your foot slips in the bowl, she accidentally hits the flusher, and when she climaxes she is loud. Everyone in the restaurant knows what going on and you just don't care.

      Is that too much to ask for?

    • Finding_Emo

      Say whaaaaaaaaa?

      3 years ago

      No I'm not dead. I've just been working like a motherfucker.

      So since my last journal what have I been up to? Work work work.

      Well let's pick up from last journal. Leigh and I went and saw Kevin Smith, and it was awesome.

      A few months later Leigh and I parted ways.

      I've bought 2 new audi's. I have a 2011 TTRS which is and awesome car. But not wanting to use it as a daily driver I picked up a heavily modified 2002 S4. With 2 Ko4 Frankenturbo's, full cat back exhaust the car has 492 horsepower at the wheels, which is a lot.

      And since I have had it I installed an 8.3 inch in dash display that does divx, mp4, DVD, gps, Bluetooth, all that shit.

      But that wasn't enough, so I installed an xbox360 and a 3G wireless internet router as well. That's right, I can play call of duty whilst stuck at traffic lights.

      But right now I'm not even in Australia. I'm out enjoying the world on holidays. I was invited to Tampere, Finland by a friend for the premiere of the new film Iron Sky. It's a film about Nazis from the dark side of the moon. When it comes out in Australia I suggest you go see it if you like dark comedy.

      After the movie premiere I got to go to after party and hang out with cast and crew of the film. It was awesome and the live music was supplied by the band Laibach, who did the films soundtrack. By the end of the night I was well and truly drunk and my cost had been signed by the cast of Iron Sky with a paint pen.

      A few days later the director posted an interview with the lead female actor on YouTube and at the 49 second mark a drunken me wanders through the back ground. Check the link.

      But prior to that I was in Russia for a week and had a good time there. I tried to consult with a Russian I used to know about what to do for the quintessential "Russian experience" but they didn't get back to me. So I did the touristy thing around Moscow.

      But right now I sit alone in a restaurant in Stockholm, Sweden wondering if my steak will ever be ready as I have typed all this out on my iPhone since they have taken my order.

      I get back into Australia on the 12th of April as after Sweden I'm heading over for 3 days to Norway, then a 2 day layover in Amsterdam.

      But, and I know this will piss my boss off, after 28 days on holidays, ignoring emails and phone calls, I'm taking the 26th off as I have tickets to go see Kevin Smith and Jason Mews... Thus bringing us full circle and this journal to an end.

      www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uMSBBZfJkk

    • Finding_Emo

      Full 1:15 video of Armageddon Pannel

      in Forums > Full 1:15 video of Armageddon Pannel | Follow this topic

      Bellow is a link to the full 1 hour 15 minute Q&A from sydneys Armageddon 27-2-2011 with Matt and Geoff

      I am also currently re-encoding it to a mkv and will upload it as a torrent for those who want a full hd download of the pannel

      www.youtube.com/watch?v=80eSZXfsu8I

      If you asked a question mention what you question was below.

      I'll start.

      I was the guy Matt mentioned about being back on the old phpbb forums, and my questions where about seeing "the schdule", why Geoff picked "Lazor" as his middle name, and if a talking fish gave geoff 3 wishes, what would they be.

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    • Finding_Emo

      Guess who

      5 years ago

      just bought tickets to go see Kevin Fucking Smith live in sydney next monday!!!

      you know, i can hear you calling me names. :)

      Time to get my Silent Bob coat dry cleaned...

    • Finding_Emo

      Oh i knew I forgot something

      5 years ago

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      Yep.... $9080 to get the Audi back on the road.... No one was even close to getting it right on....

    • Finding_Emo

      Its now 12.02 am

      5 years ago

      So its my birthday!!!

      and now i am going to bed...

      as for car repair bill i will post a scan of the bill when i get up in the morning...

      but right now im fucking tired and since its my birthday i can do what i want.... and i want to sleep

    • Finding_Emo

      contest

      5 years ago

      ok, this is open to everyone. lets have some fun. feel free to invite people to have a guess.

      Right the contest is to see who can get the closest to what it cost me to get the audi fixed.

      If you are the closest you get a $10 itunes gift card/$10 in your paypal account.
      If you are the closest and within $100 of the cost you get $20 itunes/paypal
      If you are winner and get the exact price you get $50 itunes/paypal.

      So get guessing. you get 1 guess.

      Now rememeber the engine was totaly cooked. and i had the clutch replaced at the same time.

      Contest will close monday the 31st at what ever time i remember to do it.

      Annnnnnddddd GO!

  • About Me

    And then I would wonder if I was losing my mind. Did I delight in heaving back and forth in bed at night, waking the next morning exhausted and ill-tempered? Come now, i would say to myself, all this anguish over her? All this torment for an ex-cocktail waitress, a two faced cunt who only wanted my money, house, name and piece of mind? Did I really want to become half of a completely insane, self-destructive, self- defeating union?

    Yes! I screamed. Yes! YES!


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    That's right Jack, I'm watching you - Ira Gaines

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  • Comments (369)

    • Caiti Velvet Scarlatina

      4 years ago

      So was that you with the camera set up? Are you uploading it?

      Caiti

    • amber

      5 years ago

      once I get some spare cash I'll look into it :)

    • amber

      5 years ago

      what is this kelflings you speak of? not a clue! :)

    • amber

      5 years ago

      so disappointed....celldweller are doing a show in Japan....but not australia.

    • amber

      5 years ago

      you have the party animals STD? that's awesome! definitely have to have a match or two! speaking of xboxes, my USA one died last week, typical rrod, got a $9 kit from eBay, and it works fine so far! woo. celldweller is doing some gigs in NY, totally want to go!

    • amber

      5 years ago

      yes, as a matter of fact, i did. i'm excited.

    • film_geek

      5 years ago

      That's awesome dude.

    • Finding_Emo

      5 years ago

      Because like you its awesomesauce!!!

    • amber

      5 years ago

      ouchies. that's... a lot! why THAT particular brand?

    • amber

      6 years ago

      ha ha, not coming from canada smiley8.gif

    • amber

      6 years ago

      having a bit of trouble navigating this russian stuff! but i think i've got it sorted. i'll get back to you.

    • amber

      6 years ago

      fucking awesome deal dude! i usually buy my gold memberships from amazon.com not sure if they'll work for an australian account, but as my original account was made in the usa...i can keep getting cheap thingies. i haven't had time to play much online recently. even though i'm unemployed and all. but still, woo! so you couldn't get YOUR 360 fixed?

    • mangrove

      6 years ago

      sweetie, he's only 10.5 months old -- wolfhounds are bigger then great danes and dobermans. This boy fully grown will max out btw 60-75 kgs. And I love him too much to swap him for anything :)

    • Infinity303

      6 years ago

      Hello!

      Long time no talk (Emily, formerly Infinity43)

    • amber

      6 years ago

      nice celldweller joke, touche sir.

      i voted for the rudd dog. and uh. yup. you're welcome for the $900 that i helped him give you, by electing him? smiley8.gif

    • amber

      6 years ago

      it's a thunderdome thing. but i can't talk about it.

      that's rule # 1.

    • amber

      6 years ago

      fucking a! smiley13.gif

    • amber

      6 years ago

      legend.

    • amber

      6 years ago

      champion! muchos gracias! smiley12.gif

    • Gen

      6 years ago

      I knew what it was

    • amber

      6 years ago

      hahaha, it's all good. i kinda figured you meant hat trick. then again, it is late, so you can be excused for bad spelling. and on that note, i'm off to bed!

    • amber

      6 years ago

      hahah. kind of, but not really smiley6.gif

      i'll give you the first letter of each word. but i'm pretty sure no one is going to get it.

      V. B. V.

    • amber

      7 years ago

      tis what i was aiming for!

    • BobLablaw

      7 years ago

      The fact that you have Spiderbait and Queens of the Stone Age in your favourite music makes me so happy.

      Just thought you'd like to know.

      Post edited 12/30/08 8:18AM

    • amber

      7 years ago

      that'd be a negatory to the surgery. but a hell yes to $600 to and $600 flights from LA. sweet.

    • Gen

      7 years ago

      Christmas.JPG

    • amber

      7 years ago

      there were a lot more drunk journals than drunk dialing though.

    • amber

      7 years ago

      oh there's plenty of sober amber...it's just very rare to catch her in photographs, but on the other hand, party girl amber seems to LOVE taking photos.

    • ghostflame71

      7 years ago

      i know, its funny that people complain about it, i had one person bitching at me that i deleted his MANY accounts(about 6 total) and i told him that i wasn't a mod and couldn't. even the mod that did it told him, and said person was still bitching at me


      i laughed soo hard

    • amber

      7 years ago

      it was sand. cause uh, you were at the beach, and it was windy. yup. gotcha.

    • mangrove

      7 years ago

      Most likely a he. Haven't picked the pup up yet, although I visited him and all his sisters at the shelter

      If I do get the boy his name will be Borric. If I get a girl, it'll be Celeste.

    • amber

      7 years ago

      wow. i had no idea. thanks dude. dunno if i'm digging it though...reminds me of the old days, can't figure out if that's good or bad, or whether my tastes have just matured?

    • Joshulus

      7 years ago

      Nah dude, you're better off giving it away to someone who will use it. :D
      Besides, there's quite a few images that are leaving me stumped.

    • amber

      7 years ago

      totally down.

    • Gen

      7 years ago

      You went to work.... Hmm - and people wonder why I am a public servant - any excuse for a holiday will do.....

    • Gen

      7 years ago

      I am looking at it, but I don't want a voucher smile.png Not for itunes anyway wink.png

    • Gen

      7 years ago

      Ahh, When I can get onto it I will do that. I know I need to run a system update, so I will have to do that first (I tried to get into the store, and it chucked a wobbly at me)

    • Gen

      7 years ago

      I have owned a PS3 for 3 days - I never even thought I would EVER own one (well at least not yet).
      I didn't even know that it had a responsive controller like the Wii.

      So what is a PS3 network, and how do I set it up?

    • Gen

      7 years ago

      Touche :D

      Australia are now 30 points behind the USA smiley2.gif

      Post edited 8/20/08 8:33AM

    • Gen

      7 years ago

      I got to yell while I was at work, and people jumped and did what I wanted.

      That was a first smiley0.gifsmiley0.gif

    • Gen

      7 years ago

      HELL YES!!!!!!!

      I have a really good manager now, and she helped me get my position re-evaluated.
      Big pay jump for me - from an APS4 to an APS6. Woot!!!

    • Gen

      7 years ago

      I am practising my No's. Am boss person now.

      So NO!

    • Gen

      7 years ago

      No - I stole this from News.com.au when it was put up there at midday. I don't know which Gus you are talking about - the only one I have on watch hasn't put a journal up for 2 days...

      http://www.news.com.au/story/0,23599,24146597-38198,00.html

    • amber

      7 years ago

      don't tempt me.

    • mangrove

      7 years ago

      Vacation? What vacation? I'm going for business, not pleasure!

      And I have a total of about 50 hours fly time in two weeks (Melbourne>Hongkong>London>Seville>London>Hongkong>Melbourne) ....12 hours sounded like a round number to call for the average flight time.

    • amber

      7 years ago

      hahah, thanks for the offer dear, totally flattered. though i'm quite sure the man would have something to say about that.

      yeh if i get stuck i'll send you a message screaming for help smiley0.gif

    • amber

      7 years ago

      um, well i used it. and i scanned my drive...but i dunno what it's found. it's kinda hard to read. but nothing had 40gigs of something as far as i could see. i'll try again tonight when i get home, maybe i'll even read the instructions this time smiley0.gif

    • amber

      7 years ago

      sweeet!
      hook a sister up if you please!
      smiley12.gif

    • amber

      7 years ago

      does it require me to format this hd again?

      tell me more, i'm slightly intrigued. smiley0.gif

    • amber

      7 years ago

      even after i did a non quick format and i've already installed windows and stuff back onto it?

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