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    • I don't know what to say at this point...

      4 months ago

      Higgmeister Judge me if you will

      People just do not learn. Why? I just can't fathom why these people would crave this sort of attention at all. All that can be accomplished from this is further hatred, pain and suffering! When people take their beliefs to extreme levels of fanaticism, that's when I question my faith in humanity and in myself as well.


      Still my heart goes out to all those affected by the horrific events that took place in Manchester last night. Also I urge any and all of you who are out and about (wherever you maybe in the world), to enjoy yourselves, but also most importantly... stay safe! Thank you and take care!  heart family

    • It's happening again...

      6 months ago

      Higgmeister Judge me if you will

      No matter what I do to insure that I don't succumb to my own fears and doubts, they always come creeping back every time. Especially when I'm alone, even now when I'm cooped up in my room. Even though I want to break out of my shell and meet people, at the same time though I believe that I don't deserve that privilege in any way, all because of my desperation and social ineptitude. This is a song that most people are probably sick and tired of hearing from me at this point, but it's like a constant feedback loop, no matter how much I try to unburden myself of this negativity.


      I know that I am my own worst enemy, I know that there is no one else to blame but me for the mistakes I've made so far. The million dollar question is this though, how do I fight me?! How do I overcome myself without turning into what most people would consider to be essentially an asshole? What fuels my negativity even further, is when I read stories in the newspapers about controlling and abusive partners (regardless of gender, ethnicity, beliefs or even sexual orientation for that matter), who brutally murder or maim their former significant others, all because they've succumbed to their own petty insecurities.


      I do try to simply skip over those stories and pretend that they don't exist, that everything is all sunshine and rainbows. Yet for some non-explainable reason, I find it exceedingly difficult to ignore. All the suffering and pain that isn't even my own to begin with, I shoulder it because I feel like no one else can nor will they ever do so. At the same time I know that if I at least try to do something about it, I know for a fact I'll inevitably make things worse, that I will undoubtedly be reviled for what I've done regardless of how "benevolent" my actions maybe in my own eyes. 


      This is the sort of thing that greatly puts me off from seeking the closeness and companionship, that most socially adept people tend to find with ease. Not just because I'm worried about what other people are like, but I'm still trying to find myself. The answer to the question of "Who am I?" [as a person] still eludes me, especially when people have very different perceptions. A name means nothing after all really, it is our actions that determine who we really are. I know I'm overthinking things at this point, but it still frustrates greatly and yet I don't know why it does so.



    • A long winded rant...

      7 months ago

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      I just saw something on the TV that really doth grip my faeces. I really don't know why it gets on my nerves right now, but it does.. literally to the point that I'm making this rant over something I know very little about, especially as I'm still and will always be single (It's a rather painful acceptance of fate for me). Couples communicating over Social Media, heterosexual and homosexual it makes no damn difference whatsoever (even frickin' bisexual love triads or something like that). Why in the name of Screaming Jesus would anyone do something so dumb as to follow their partner on say Twitter, Facebook, Instagram or on any other social media outlet?! It's just seems so dumb, especially when you know what your partner gets up to on a daily basis, that's like hiring a private detective to spy on them despite the fact you know exactly what they get up to 24/7!! 


      Even if you know sort of lifestyle they lead, from the ordinary Average Joe 9 to 5 people that just do their everyday jobs, come home and expect food on the table, to the hardcore adrenaline junkies that are seeking for the next new high like snowboarding whilst being chased by an avalanche, street racing whilst dodging the cops, bungee jumping off of tall buildings or swimming with dangerous sharks. What I'm saying is this.... Why do it in the first place? (This is to both men and women by the way, this is regardless of sexual orientation as well I'm not being stereotypical at all here, well towards humans in general, so I suppose I am being stereotypical, I mean if a giraffe wants to have a night out with a hippo or if an eagle wants a blowjob from a rabbit, well then go figure I'm not bothered). Seriously though, you know the person you love, you know that this person is going to be totally honest, compassionate and caring towards you. That's the reason why they chose to be with you in the first place, it's because they trust you more than anyone in the world. So why do it?!  confused

    • Praise be to Santa Muerte!!

      7 months ago

      Higgmeister Judge me if you will

      My Ghost Recon fallen angel statue hath arrived in the post today!! Who's a lucky so and so? This guy right here!! That's who!! Fuck aye!!  caboose

    • And so my least favourite day of the year is here.

      7 months ago

      Higgmeister Judge me if you will

      Yup Valentine's day, the day in which I say "bah humbug!" (As opposed to Christmas) to for the following reasons.....


      1. First and foremost, my desperation in searching for that level of closeness and companionship has brought me nothing but trouble. Which brings me to the second reason....


      2. The fact that I'm all heart and no brain, makes me an eligible candidate for people to exploit me and make me do stupid things. I have a very nasty habit of throwing caution into the wind, added to that I tend to say things which are best left unsaid, as a result I end up finding myself in awkward situations that make me feel rather flustered and upset. Thus I end up making myself look like an absolute idiot and a total loser.


      3. This will be rather embarrassing for me to admit this, but here goes... I tried to have sex twice and basically flopped, not only because I feel so anxious, but also it's mainly due to the fact that I put myself through excessive self abuse on a daily basis, which leads to the final reason.


      4. My confidence has been and continues to remain at an all time low, mainly due to my mother saying that I set my standards too high (and she's right, I am rather picky, in fact I'm too picky for my own good). Then there's my father who says I'm good looking, but only when he's drunk, which serves to confuse me even further, which in turn makes me increasingly more desperate.

    • Volume 4 Verdict and predictions for Volume 5....

      7 months ago

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      Well I have to say overall, it was very impressive to watch. The animation keeps getting better and better every time. Also to see Team RWBY overcome their own personal obstacles, not just by themselves but with the aid of those closest to them i.e. their friends and family, well... not so much the latter in Weiss's case as her little brother and her pappy are a pair of precious petulant pugnacious prats! No disrespect to Howard Wang and Jason Douglas though, as they did a terrific job bringing them to life, so hats off to them (please don't kill me Lord Beerus). Also Raven Branwen tut tut tut!! She definitely does not win The Mother of the Year Award that's for sure, if Ms.Branwen was on Remnant's equivalent to The Jeremy Kyle Show, everyone and I mean EVERYONE would and should rip into her like a giant soggy roll of wet toilet paper (Yang especially)... not literally of course. Overall it was rather grueling but fun to watch.


      The highlight of Volume 4 in my opinion, it would have to be Nora and Ren's backstory. I'm sure some of you will agree with me on that (hopefully one Samantha Ireland and one Neath Oum), although others maybe inclined to have opinions contrary to my own, in which case feel free to express them, I will not think any less of you if you choose to do so or not. But to see them come so far, even through the hardships they had faced early in their lives, it made me sad but it also made me happy. Let's hope they do get married, and that their lives will be considerably more peaceful and joyous!  ren nora revolving_hearts Also I wouldn't mind seeing Sun's parents as well, or maybe if someone could at least write a fanfic entitled "Meet the Wukongs" and more or less base it off Meet the Fockers that would be great! blakeInsert Sun Emoji here  purple_heartSpeaking of love Jaune looks rather lonesome, now I know this sounds weird to most of you (especially @Miles and @Kerry), but I have a confession to make... I'm a firm proponent to the ship entitled "Ocean Moonlight".  Call me weird but I reckon either Jaune Vasilias or Neptune Arc has a nice ring to it. jauneInsert Neptune Emoji here blue_heart 


      Now onto my other predictions for Volume 5, I can deduce we will no doubt see the headmaster of Haven Academy, whom undoubtedly alludes to the cowardly lion, in the sense that he's doing whatever is necessary to clearly insure his own survival (if that's the case I don't know why on Earth Ozpin would want to place his trust in him at all). Also we have yet to see Sienna Khan, the current leader of the White Fang whom obviously alludes to Shere Khan, but whether Sienna is male or female remains to be seen, regardless High Leader Khan clearly has views contrary to that of Chieftain Ghira so it'll be rather intriguing to see those two felines knocking heads. Another crucial character we have also yet to see make an appearance is the ever elusive Spring Maiden, the fact that Raven wasn't forthcoming in telling her brother where she is, implies that she may have her under her wing, thus is abusing the maiden and the limitless power she possesses to get what she and her people want. Speaking of Maidens, I suppose it is somewhat uplifting to see that the terrifyingly sexy Cinder Fall is back on form at the end of Volume 4 after being Big Bossed by Ruby, I'm still holding out on a fool's hope that she'll turn against Salem and maybe have a Goku/Vegeta style relationship with the silver eyed simpleton. Falling Petals for the win yo! metal rubyInsert Cinder Emoji here. heart


      Also this maybe well off-topic, but I would so love to see Cinder and Frieza duke it out in a Death Battle. Even though Frieza would clearly win, I like Cinder more than Frieza, so naturally I would want her to well and truly kick his ass. Once again.... Insert Cinder Emoji here.


      Finally there are few serious questions that reside in my mind, in particular what of the other two maidens Summer and Winter? No doubt they're residing within Vacuo and Atlas respectively (I fear Weiss may have to take a trip back home in order to insure the safety of The Winter Maiden, since no one else in Atlas has got the stones to carry out such a perilous task). Also if James Ironwood alludes to The Tin Woodsman, Professor Lionheart alludes to The Cowardly Lion and Qrow Branwen alludes to The Scarecrow, what of the Headmaster/Headmistress of Shade Academy?


      Hopefully these questions will be answered in the next volume or in the near future, but for now I will content myself with the fact that the Rooster Teeth Animation department have outdone themselves yet again, in addition the cast and crew have been absolutely incredible. Love and praise to you all!!  heart thumbsup

    • I'll keep this brief...

      7 months ago

      Higgmeister Judge me if you will

      Obviously it's been two years now, if only he could've seen how far we've all come as a community. I just wish that he were still here with us, and I sincerely hope that he knows how much we all love him for what he has done for us.

    • RWBY Grimm Eclipse: The verdict so far...

      8 months ago

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      Well I have to say I am impressed overall with how the game turned out. Saying that I do have a few factors to discuss... I still feel as though PvP mode should be introduced to make the game even more enticing, but with a twist. I.e. rather than have the two teams actually fighting against each other, it should be more of a case of which team can kill the most Grimm or the largest most fearsome Grimm, as well as gathering more supplies and completing their objectives faster than the other team. 


      Also I feel that the inclusion of more teams aside from RWBY and JNPR should most definitely be paramount otherwise I fear the game itself will eventually run dry, as such I would love to play as Teams SSSN, NDGO, CFVY, ABRN and also maybe Cinder's team. Ooo!! How I'd love to get my hands on that terrifyingly sexy Fall Maiden!! (not actually get my hands on her as that would be rather weird, I mean in terms of playing the game as the character). So yeah!! Those faults aside I love the game so much and it is rather enjoyable.


      To Jordan Scott and rest of the game development team at Rooster Teeth, you guys have done a terrific job so far! I'm sure that Monty would be immensely proud of you all as I am, I'm also sure that the Cast and Crew of the Show itself and the rest of the RWBY Fan-base feel the same way.


      Much love and praise to you all!! You have my thanks!! blushheart

    • Operation Anthropoid...

      8 months ago

      Higgmeister Judge me if you will

      Planning to go see Anthropoid tonight. For those of you who don't know, it's based on the true story of the assassination of Reinhard Heydrich, who was Head of Security in The Third Reich. To give you a little more backstory to him, He was known as "The Butcher of Prague", he was in charge of the Gestapo and Chief of The Reich Main Security Office. He was also a Deputy/Acting Reich Protector of Bohemia and Moravia. 


      Not only was he responsible for formalising plans for "The Final Solution", he was also responsible for the total subjugation of the Czech People. In the hopes of crushing their resistance to German rule, Heydrich took steps to try an "Germanize" the Czechs by suppressing their culture, as well as eliminating and deporting members of local resistance groups. He was also responsible for the creation of the "Einstazgruppen", special task forces that travelled behind the German Armies and murdered over 2 million people by mass shooting and gassing.


      There were those in among Hitler's inner circle who were afraid of him, even Heinrich Himmler who was ReichsFuhrer of the SchutzStaffel was terrified of him. Even though he was his boss, Heydrich was "outshining" him, SS comrades joked that Heydrich was Himmler's brain. When news reached the ears of Hitler and his henchmen of Heydrich's death on 4th of June 1942, Hitler and his Inner Circle were breathing a collective sigh of relief behind closed doors, especially Heinrich Himmler.Even though the Nazis carried out a terrible reprisal against the Czech people for the initial assassination attempt which was carried out over a week ago (May 27th to be exact) in order to save face with the German people.


      Basically it was a case of shaking someone's hand, whilst using your free hand to stick a knife into their back at the same time (metaphorically speaking, of course). A similar case of that metaphor cropped up again with Erwin Rommel, Hitler offered him a chance to take his own life in order to preserve morale on the home front and in the German Army, rather than have him being brought to Roland Freisler's court to face a sham trial, in which he would be branded as a traitor and executed.

    • An Amazing 24 hour Twitch live stream from WGP...

      11 months ago

      Higgmeister Judge me if you will

      Before I start I don't know if most of you here, are aware of a certain group of amazing and talented young ladies from Oregon called WatchGirlsPlay. They have been in the game for over three years, and I am truly blessed to have the pleasure of knowing them. 


      The group may have changed over the years, but that still hasn't stopped them from doing what they do best, nor has it faltered the faith of their community. They have just been so crazy and incredible in my eyes. Just recently they did a 24 hour live stream on their Twitch Channel, which has literally been one heck of a madcap adventure. 


      I'm guessing there maybe some WGP Fans somewhere within the Domain of Rooster Teeth, I don't know. But if any of you wonderful human beings are here, shout-out to you all!! Also shout-out to the girls (if you are also lurking within this hallowed realm) who have just been and always will be non-stop awesome.

      Also for those of you who don't know them, before you get the wrong idea they're gamers, not y'know.... gus  Anyways you can also find them on YouTube, Facebook, Twitter and Instagram


      That's pretty much all I can say, except for this... much love and peace out! heart rose 

  • Comments (45)

    • Toptoast FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Keeper of the Breakfast

      1 year ago

      Hello!

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        1 year ago

        Hi! :-)

    • Austin0434

      2 years ago

      How are you?

      • Austin0434

        2 years ago

        good learning new lamp designs and also a new language

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        2 years ago

        I'm good, yourself?

    • Titch1101

      2 years ago

      That's a pretty cool profile pic dude. My favourite is either Ruby and her sniper rifle or Blake and her assault rifle.

      • Titch1101

        2 years ago

        M4 would be cool. Yeah that would be very cool.

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        2 years ago

        I would be nice as well if Weiss had an M4 Carbine with a fixed bayonet across her back, to go with that Hand-cannon.

      • Titch1101

        2 years ago

        Oh definitely. That would suit her so much better

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        2 years ago

        Thanks bruv, it's actually an Light Machine Gun she's carrying though. It has a drum magazine same as Yang's automatic shotgun. In all honesty though, she'd be much better off sporting a Honey Badger.

    • Carter23 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Zoinks!

      2 years ago

      Thanks for the add! :D

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        2 years ago

        No Probs dude!! smiley1.gif

    • Lindsay FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      2 years ago

      Your tattoo is awesome! Thanks for watching!

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        2 years ago

        Something for you sing along to, this Christmas! Enjoy!

        www.youtube.com/watch?v=56LMxlUVZ34

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        2 years ago

        Thank you! smiley1.gif I'm thinking about getting another one on my left fore-arm of Team RWBY's Symbols, that'll be next on the agenda.

    • Raf FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold ShimmySham Gaming

      2 years ago

      Thanks for the add!

      • Raf FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold ShimmySham Gaming

        2 years ago

        Nice, same same

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        2 years ago

        Doing alright? Just chillin..

      • Raf FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold ShimmySham Gaming

        2 years ago

        Going pretty well, how about for you?

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        2 years ago

        No probs dude!! Hows things?

    • HalfricanBush FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Halfrican Warrior

      3 years ago

      thanks for the add bro!

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        3 years ago

        No probs bruv and congrats on the new arrival! :-)

    • JakeHCoker

      3 years ago

      Haha I saw your sponsor tag and read it pretty much the way you expected me to.

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        3 years ago

        "All done in the best possible taste!"

        www.youtube.com/watch?v=O881zyKgBBw

    • supertits FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold No Longer Super!

      3 years ago

      Thanks for the request, friend!

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        3 years ago

        No probs!! ::-)

    • LostInSweden

      3 years ago

      Hi! Thank you for befriending me =DD

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        3 years ago

        Got work in just under an hour

      • LostInSweden

        3 years ago

        dead tired^^' you?

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        3 years ago

        No Probs!! Hows you?

    • AshleyBren

      3 years ago

      MY COMMENT TO YOU! smiley12.gif

      • AshleyBren

        3 years ago

        YOU ARE WELCOME, MY FRIEND.

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        3 years ago

        THANK YOU!!!

    • kiworange dj funky fresh

      3 years ago

      thanks for the adddddd!

    • Kyroo23

      3 years ago

      G'day mate thanks for the add

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        3 years ago

        Weather's glorious here (for the time being), got work in less than 2 hours. So I'm having a brew before I go, since I can't drink alcohol tea is the next best thing.

      • Kyroo23

        3 years ago

        Cold mostly but i cant complain especially talking to somebody living in the UK how about you mate?

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        3 years ago

        No problem dude! Hows things down under? smiley1.gif

    • Honeydew471

      3 years ago

      Hey there mate! Thanks for the add! So, what's up?

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        3 years ago

        Not much bruv, just chillin and thinking about spit polishing Barbara's boots for RTX. smiley1.gif

    • nannyoyou

      3 years ago

      Thanks for the add!! :D feel free to message me or bug me whenever you like HAHA or not whatever floats your boat. mmkay. mmK.

    • ailsarocks FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Community Stylist

      3 years ago

      Hey! Thanks for friend requesting me! smiley0.gif

      • Higgmeister FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Judge me if you will

        3 years ago

        No Probs! :-)

    • Steinarr FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Witty title!

      4 years ago

      Welcome to the community! :D

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