8 years ago
I HATE MY BIRTHDAYS
every year for the last 5 years or so, i have had nothing but disappointments. It's not that i asked for the unachievable unless having good times with friends is unachievable.
Honestly , I kinda want to forget my birthday just have it be another day. A day where the routine is normal is much better than a special day that really isn't to special. I'm in a serious depression right now. If anyone reads this please pray .
Edit: I didn't ask for anything really at all i find people are better than things
8 years ago
I rarely update this because no ever responds. There has been great changes is my life as late. I am single again, and at first i was kinda glad because i previously hadn't done any thing with her for 3 weeks. I was glad to have an answer in what was going on. 2 weeks later i was in depression and a week later i felt hate. I we talked and are all good.
Gaming has become an obsession in my life. I had a talk with my uncle which originally started out as a question about a book and led to gaming. To all Christians and non-believers alike, Games (especially MMO's) are pretty demonic, though you are just playing a game, you, in the game, are summoning creatures, casting spells, and the like. Now assuming there is no self control you can easily be drawn into this because you can do stuff in the game which are alright, and partially you want to do them in reality which is not. The lack of self control leads to obsession and antisocial tendencies (i have seen and experienced it first hand.) The great deceiver has a great tactic and it is effective.
As Christians we should not support games that involve summoning, casting of spells, or unchristian values. Shooters actually have benefits but choose the title wisely the plot makes the game and if its killing demons (DOOM) you might think its alright but the presence of "demons" are enough reason not to buy the game. I do believe Halo is a fairly good title, yes there is killing obviously but "your" doing it with a greater purpose than just personal survival. RTS's are good, it builds communication and strategic thinking but again there are games that are not that good. Personally i Love the dawn of war games but the game is full of evil, there is no "good" race. Space marines are partially corrupt, Chaos is Demon possessed, Orks are in for the kill of any thing, Necrons (their name means Death) are reanimated robot skeletons, Eldar conjure up magic, Imperial guard have a horrible tactic, the meatshielder (i know some games it is optional but this race is built that way). The Tau seem good but are Buddhist fundamentally. that game is full of evil.
Good games would be the age of Empire Series, Star wars rts's
The world is messed up and though it's a Hindu saying it still applies to Christianity
Be the Change you want to see in the World.
<Reclaimed One out>
Hey everyone, seeing that the other topic is dead,i made this one for it.
In case you don't know there is this game here called Lineage II (no wai)
wells its set in the world of Aden and there are the standard races, Human (general purpose) Orc (HP heavy and really strong) Dark Elf (specializes in dark combat weather mage or fighter) Elf (the counter to the Dark elf) and the Dwarfs (The crafters of the world) well this game is awesome there are Castle Sieges, Clan Halls, Pets, and much more
I use the private server Excalibur-L2 becasue of the 5x rates, it goes faster than the retail (once you play cou can imagine how much retail much suck) You can download the C5 client here to register with the Excalibur server just follow the steps under the register tab
My name is Norm in game if you register try and look me up (im sure your can figure out how to work the Hud to see who's online
(Warning if you have a MacBook Pro get the bootcamp update for the windows side before you play because there could be some problems with the keyboard I know cause found out the hard way)
8 years ago
Haven't written here in a while, oh well. well what is new wit my life... lets see got a job at a respectable fast food joint DQ grill and chill. I am also starting a job at my friends dad metal shop/ jewelry crafter. I am cutting back on games because i am loads behind in graphics math and web development and because my girlfriend thinks i game too much and i agree with that. Now on to business, i am going to be uploading a pic of me and her and i would like to hold a contest to see who can draw, photoshop, whatever art, the best pic of us in spartan armor with me defending her preferably with the sword and her over the shoulder with some good halo weapon.
to recap for the contest
1 Art work of some kind of still image
2 Includes me and my girlfriends heads on Spartans
3 Me defending her w/ the sword while she has sweet halo weapon right over my shoulder for cover fire
50 mods will be awarded
My favorite spartan colors are white primary and crimson secondary
hers is Green
9 years ago
I just love that title. Anywho, Alot of stuf has been going down lately
I got in a car accident about 3 weeks ago and i am still hurting from that. Yesterday i found out that i got whiplash from the accident. Got a new car 1995 Grand prix nice to get back to GM.
and now i am going out with someone i think thats just awesome and finaly i am going out!
Yesterday also i got DSL at my house now finaly fast internet at my house!
things are good pray for a job and my arms & neck to heal
AND things are finaly resolved with Ruth Woo Hoo
9 years ago
Hey everybody! Yes i am still alive! It was kinda hard to journal and check others journals without a constant internet connection now that i am back in school and have access to a wireless intenet i can do this more often.
New things over the summer are that i got a new job working with concrete statues and hanging gutters (my boss is a jack of all trades) it's been a tough summer. Got a nasty burn one day at work accidently touched red hot metal
I got myself a new laptop through school, a MacBook Pro
say what you will but i like shiny and Macs are shiny.
It runs windows really nicely but that partition is really small.
HALF LIFE 2 RUNS AWESOMELY seriously like 50 frames per second.
i took some pictures with the built in iSight i should upload them but im on the windows side, can't do it right now.
anywho i have like 140 mod points and am thinking about having a contest but i will have a contest giving 15 mods to the person who gives me the best contest
And by the way, you guys really like e-raping my watch list i had so much i coulden't read them all.
9 years ago
wow its been a while since i updated my journal (due to shoddy internet connections)
well here's the dealio.
the Tech support job diden't pan out.
I got 3 B's and 1 C this semester at southeast.
i am currently looking for a FT seasonal job so i dont have to take out student loans next year.
I have more stuff to sort out with Ruth(I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO TALK TO) i really want to get this fear senseation off of her. I was at a local coffeehouse and i saw someone who from the back side looked pretty darn close. i got afraid. i want this to be over and with me and her still being friends
on a humorous note, i just pistol whiped a spider
prayers for this job i might have lined up ( really need/want this job)
9 years ago
wow I'm suprised that the game actualy works and it works pretty well on my laptop (but at 800-600) and right now im waiting for cs: source to stop updateing so i can try it out
and there is bad news, for me at least rachel is moving to arizona for a job but i kinda feel good i dont feel at all like i did when ruth went to wisconsin
otherwise things are good
Hey im Brett i am a christian Thousand Foot Krutch, Chevelle And Linkin Park rock
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