MaddyMonster Hawkeye

26 years old
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from Bellingham, WA

  • Activity

    • Guardian app done!

      2 years ago

      MaddyMonster

      Guardian application was submitted so y'all can stop bitching at me to get it done :P Can't wait to hear back and see who I'm (hopefully) going to be working with next year <3 Love my fam and can't wait to see you all again at RTX 2017! 

    • New Stream Schedule

      2 years ago

      MaddyMonster

      Monday: starting between 4-5pm PST

      Wednesday: D&D night starting at 7pm PST

      Friday-Sunday: Check Twitter for start times!


      Twitch.tv/TheMaddyMonster

      Twitter: @TheMaddyMonster

    • Featured User?

      2 years ago

      MaddyMonster

      So.....that was a thing that was cool. Thanks everyone for the nice words, friend requests, and new followers! I appreciate the support :) Thanks for making this community great <3


      ~Maddy~

    • 3 years ago

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    • A change in schedule...

      3 years ago

      MaddyMonster

      It's a slight change but I've come to the realization that I'm having a difficult time keeping up with homework and streaming three or four days a week. SO! A change is in order. I still want to hang out with friends during the week (because you all keep me sane) so I've decided to start doing movie nights and theater nights via Skype where everyone can just lurk and watch a movie (while finishing homework, in my case) or chat with everyone else while watching :) I love watching movies while I chill or do homework so I figured I might as well relax with friends while doing it! Feel free to message me if you want to join with your Skype name and I'll add you to the call group! Otherwise feel free to give my Twitch a follow! Twitch.tv/themaddymonster


      So, my new schedule (posted on Twitter too) is...

      Monday: Stream at 4pm PST

      Tuesday: Movie night (Disney for now) 7pm PST

      Thursday: Theatre Thursday (Starkid Musicals for now) 7pm PST

      Friday: Fancy Friday Stream at 6pm PST


      Hope everyone is doing well <3 Love you guys <3

      ~Maddy~

    • Choo Choo! All Aboard the Twitch Train!

      3 years ago

      MaddyMonster

      Hey fam!

      Long time no talk! How's everyone doing? Good? Good.


      So I've got some hype news. For those of you who may not follow me on Twitter or just haven't seen my posts about it yet, I've started streaming!

      Now, I'm nowhere near a professional yet and keep in mind that I'm working with the resources I have (namely: shitty internet and a Macbook Pro laptop). But hey, I'm slowly getting there and working up to building my own PC....eventually. It's hard to do when you're a broke college student who doesn't have a job.


      Why did I start streaming you ask? Great question!

      With being busy at school and feeling like I have no (ok, I have a handful) friends up here in Bham, I was really sinking back into old habits and depression. Watching other people's Twitch stream really helped me out and being a part of chat helped me feel like I had friends to talk to every day; but watching streams wasn't enough for me. I wanted to play games with other people.

      Although I've only been going for 3 weeks now, streaming has already done wonders for me. It's turned 'ok' days, into good days and helped me use the word 'happy' to describe myself again. My chat is small, but the people who watch are good friends and bring good conversation. They make my stream a safe, welcoming, and fun place and I love every one of them for that.


      So come one, come all and hang out with me and my #spaghettifam :P If you don't understand the reference yet, don't worry....you'll get it soon enough ;)


      My stream schedule is Mondays and Tuesdays at 4pm PST, Fridays at 6pm PST, and either Saturday or Sunday (I'll let you know on Twitter). Can't wait to see you there <3


      Twitch.tv/themaddymonster


      Love

      ~Maddy~

    • 3 years ago

      MaddyMonster
    • 5 Things I Love About Myself

      3 years ago

      MaddyMonster

      If you know me, you know that I have a hard time seeing myself in a positive light. Many people have tried to break the thought from my mind, but it's a hard thing to do when I refuse to realize it for myself. However, even I can sometimes admit there are a few things that I like (...ok, love) about myself.


      1. Let's not beat around the bush, I've got nice boobs, killer horse rider legs, and a fairly decent ass. You know it. I know it. Everybody fucking knows it. No sense in being modest and pretending I'm not proud of them. I'm not telling you to objectify me and only see me for a nice pair of tits and an ass, I'm just commenting on something I love about my own body that I think other people probably can appreciate too.

      2. I'm not afraid to be myself, even around people I don't know. If you don't like me, you can fuck off, because I'm fabulous.....but really though, I can make friends with just about anybody. I've realized people are much more responsive and genuine toward you if you're open about who you are from the get-go. All my nerdy stuff? Yeah, I'm proud of it. And the more people know about it, the more I might find we have something in common. For example: Liking Rooster Teeth= instant friend.

      3. I'm pursuing my dream as an actress. Even if I go down in flames, or find something else I like better than acting, at least I will never have to live under the crippling self-loathing of not trying my hardest. I'd rather try and fail than to have never pursued my dream at all. I want to live with no regrets and this is one of the ways I'm making that dream come true. It's also a part of my 2016 resolutions to live with no fear of failure. Fuck failure. You know why? Because you're not going to fail. If you don't get what you want, it's because you've found something better, you just may not have realized it yet :)

      4. Horses have always been my thing. Since for a long time growing up, my mom and I were poor as church mice, it was a hobby we never had money for. So she said to me, if you can find a way to make it happen, you can do it, but I can't afford to pay for it. So, at 14 I found the closest stable, rode my bike down, and begged for a job. After working my ass off and paying for every riding lesson and lease for years, I finally bought my first horse at the age of 18. It really proved to me that if I worked hard enough, I could do whatever I put my mind to. It's such an important life lesson that I learned and the delayed gratification of owning a horse made me so much more appreciative of my horse and my journey to accomplish my goal. I will forever be proud of that frizzy haired, horse crazy girl who rode her bike down a gravel driveway and begged a stranger to let her shovel shit for free just to be around horses.

      5. I love travel and I'm not afraid to go somewhere new. I spent a month in Europe last winter and it was one of the best and most freeing experiences of my life. I grew and discovered so much about myself and the different countries I traveled to on that trip and I'm so lucky to have had the opportunity to go. I am incredibly proud of myself too for having worked my ass off (up to 3 jobs at a time the summer) to pay for it and so blessed to have such amazing family members who contributed last minute to support my adventure. Traveling alone can be scary at times but I've always had a wanderlust that won't be satisfied by the 50 states alone. I can't wait to see where my next adventure leads :)


      Thanks to Mary for inadvertently tagging me <3 It's a great way to start off thinking positively this new year. I'd like to tag everyone reading this to do your own list of 5 things you love about yourself (if you haven't already).


      Love you all <3

      ~Maddy~

  • Comments (27)

    • indiart28 RTX 2017 Guardian

      2 years ago

      Congratulations for unlocking the Achievement: "Featured User!" Enjoy your 100 gamerscores!


        whiskey  geoff jack ryan gavin michael jeremy tower 

      • MaddyMonster Hawkeye

        2 years ago

        Thanks dude! I appreciate the support <3

    • Mr_Charles_Casey FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Martial Guitarist

      2 years ago

      Happy FU day. Read some of your journals (cuz i'm a stalker) and gonna check out your twitch later. crown 

      • MaddyMonster Hawkeye

        2 years ago

        Thanks man I really appreciate! That's super cool of you! I won't be streaming today because I'm supporting my friend's birthday stream but I'll be live again tomorrow for a Sunday stream <3

    • aaronasael FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      2 years ago

      happy FU day! WA for life \m/

      • MaddyMonster Hawkeye

        2 years ago

        Thanks so much dude <3

    • HOWtwoROCK

      2 years ago

      Well you must have done something to be a featured user. I wonder what happened

      • MaddyMonster Hawkeye

        2 years ago

        I guess??? hahaha! Thanks!

    • Cinomari Keeper of N00bs

      3 years ago

      Links to your stream home? :)

      • MaddyMonster Hawkeye

        3 years ago

        Well, unfortunately I don't stream (yet) because I don't have the equipment to set it up, but I'm quite active on other people's Twitch chats! My Twitch is Themaddymonster (you can find me pretty much anywhere on the internet as that username)

    • Tillyisfat FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      4 years ago

      Happy Valentine's day X-Ray! I'm so glad to be your friend! :DDD Have a lovely day! smiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Count3D FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Site Admin

      5 years ago

      Pleasure was all mine. Great to see your cosplays at the con!

    • Johannah FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Tetherball Mafia Queen

      6 years ago

      Happy burfday Carolina!! You're like old. So yeah. Love you, the end. Gazuntite. :)

      • MaddyMonster Hawkeye

        6 years ago

        Shamukh ra ghelekhur aima Texas! Thank you for the message! Although I'm old and that's gross, I'm never growing up, so that's good right? Freelancers 5 ever! Love you too Tex :)

    • Johannah FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Tetherball Mafia Queen

      6 years ago

      'Ello love! Felt like bothering you on RT to see how soon you would respond. Embracing my inner Gav. ;)

    • williams FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      That's really awesome of you to stop by and leave a nice comment! It's very much appreciated!! hehe, yeah, the Meta is just so badass and fun to write for.

    • themeta12345

      7 years ago

      Hey did you see the new rvb psa about the internet

      • themeta12345

        7 years ago

        Me too! I thought it would come with episode 5

      • MaddyMonster Hawkeye

        7 years ago

        yeah. I was kinda mad about it since it wasn't an actual episode...but it was still funny!

    • themeta12345

      7 years ago

      Hey wassup? Thanks 4 friending meh!

      • themeta12345

        7 years ago

        I think it's awesome!!!

      • MaddyMonster Hawkeye

        7 years ago

        No problem! I basically always accept requests, sometimes it just takes me a while because I'm so busy. How's it going? What do you think of the new season of RvB so far?

    • themeta12345

      7 years ago

      Can we be friends?

    • themeta12345

      7 years ago

      I know it's a little late, but... WELCOME BACK!

    • williams FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      WElcome to the site :)

      • williams FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        7 years ago

        Well, that's awesome I'm really glad you've liked the music so far :) I'm sending u a friend request!!

      • MaddyMonster Hawkeye

        7 years ago

        Thanks! Everyone in the Rooster Teeth community has made me feel so welcome :) I'm so honored you commented on my page! I really love the music you do for Red vs Blue. The music from season 9 was so inspiring! It makes me want to be a badass everyday. You're awesome. Ok...I'll stop "fangirl"-ing...but seriously, your music is brilliant. Stay classy!
        ~Carolina02/Maddy~

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