MeganAmelia FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

27 years old
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from Leavenworth, KS

  • Activity

    • anxiety

      5 months ago

      MeganAmelia

      Im having anxious feelings tonight and I can't shake it. This happens once every 2 or 3 weeks and lasts for hours, I get in this funk. I think about people Ive talked to/ things I've said, how people are judging me. why is my friend not texting me back. I shouldn't care so much, fuck.

    • Anybody there?

      5 months ago

      MeganAmelia

      wow. The last time I posted a journal was over a year ago! I have seen a few posts similar to this, but I decided to log back in to the site and see how things are and post an update. 


      I just went through and read all of my journals, I used to kind of use this as a bit of a diary or sorts, I kind of miss that! maybe I will start doing that again. I am just here hoping the new site update doesn't wreck this ( I am optimistic). It was interesting to go through those journals, a lot of things changed for me over the past 5 years and honestly I am kind of glad that I had a place to post when I lost my job, got in a fight with my roommate, lost my cat. and you guys were here for me!


      Its not 2018 and I am still working my ass off at The casino which I love. Over the past year or so, I have opened up a bit and have made a lot of friends from different departments honest some of my closest friends I've met in this last year..... its nice having people who work the same days off and same weird schedules. 


      well thats it, see y'all laters

    • Life's little stresses

      2 years ago

      MeganAmelia

      a lot of times I post journals and project positivity and happy little updates of my life. But right now I'm just kind of stressed out and exhausted. I have been loving the promotion I got at my job about 7 months ago. Being in in casino security management might have been my calling. But it's brought me to working day shift. I have done graves as a secure officer and swings as supervisor but days is unfamiliar territory. Let me tell you it's a whole different animal. I have to be in anywhere from 5am to 7am depending on buisness needs. There is so many things going on its hard to wrap my mind around. I know that it will become second nature to me at some point but the getting used to it part is difficult. Along with that transition, my boyfriend who also works at the casino had his schedule moved around to grave shift. Making it now nearly impossible for us to spend time together. This I shall get through too. But man am I having a hard time.

    • Time flys!

      2 years ago

      MeganAmelia

      no joke. I can hardly believe it's July! I'll be 25 in less than a month and things are going pretty great. I've recently began seeing this pretty great guy who is the absolute sweetest last night he introduced me to game of thrones. Let's just say I am hooked. I got a new kitten a few days ago as well! It's been a little over a year since Link died, and I have been wanting to get Zelda a fried for a while now with my brothers (who is also my roommate) constant rejection. I finally talked him into it. Zelda hasn't been pleased with the new addition, but I think he is slowly frowning on her. We decided on the name Marty McFly!


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    • 2 years ago

      MeganAmelia
    • Trying to post and get on more!

      2 years ago

      MeganAmelia

      as my life gets more and more busy with work and all that entails, I find myself getting on less and less :-/ . It's a good and bad thing. It's nice having a job I enjoy, that I actually want to go to everyday. But I do miss spending time chatting with people on the site. I'm going to make a point of getting on and sponsor chatting more often when I get off work, since it sees I am staying up pretty late anyway. So maybe I see some of you pretties there?

      I've also made the decision no RTX this year. It is fun and rewarding, and I have loved going the past two years but I don't feel that it's financially worth it.....I have plans to go to Mexico with my family in October, and honestly a week long trip to a beach-front resort in cancun will cost me less than a 4 day trip to Austin.... that and 4th of July is a blackout vacation date at my work, might have been a little hard to finagle. When RTX rolls around I know in going to wish I was there.

      Want to hear some more crazy life stuff? My dad had a heart attack on Monday. Scared the living shit out of me when I got a phone call saying he was being life flighted from the ER on post to a hospital in Topeka. He is fine, medicine can work wonders, he had one stent placed and was released wed. He is very lucky! I don want to go through that ever again!

      Anywhere that's what's going on with me lately , see you soon all :)

    • Happy!!!

      2 years ago

      MeganAmelia

      My promotion has been the best thing That has ever happened to me... Training has gone better than wel. And I start running my shift next week.

    • Promoted!

      2 years ago

      MeganAmelia

      I feel like I'm going to burst. I was offered a supervisor position in my department at work, and until they officially announce it to the rest of the department I can't say anything. It's so hard because I'm so excited! It's been a long process, but it's great to say that in less than a year Of employment at the casino was promoted to security management. Glad someone sees my potential(especially when I have no management experience) I start in less than a week, so I will keep you all updated!!In other good work news, the same day I was offered a promotion I was also publicly celebrated as a star performer of the quarter. Think of it as a employee of the month on steroids. I had cake, an engraved award made for me, got 250 in cash a dinner for 2 valued at $100 for our steak house and 4 months of special garage parking ( yay for not having to clean snow off my car for the rest of winter) needless to say it's been a great week for me. And I just needed somewhere to share!

    • Abort abort!!!!

      2 years ago

      MeganAmelia

      The date I went on was an absolute trainwreck!


      I'm going to die alone

    • So guess what

      2 years ago

      MeganAmelia

      I have a date tomorrow. I haven't had a date in like 2 years. (At least


      I'm so nervous and so excited. AHHHHH!!!!!!

  • Comments (17)

    • Xiagax

      3 years ago

      I just learned, I don't live all that far away from you. What a coincidence :)

    • Dylan FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Davesexual

      3 years ago

      Hope you and your family are doing well as possibly can be smiley12.gifsmiley13.gif

    • snealiv

      4 years ago

      Well I just started using this account, so it has been a busy day to say the least!

      • MeganAmelia FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        4 years ago

        Welcome back! Feel free to hit me up anytime you want to chat!

    • Stuart

      4 years ago

      Thank you for the friend request, always nice to make new friends on the site smiley1.gif

      • Stuart

        4 years ago

        Ah I see :) Yeah the site isn't the best on phones.

      • MeganAmelia FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        4 years ago

        Yeah, of course. I would be more quick to respond normally, but I'm currently but I'm on a road trip back home and this site isn't super phone friendly

      • Stuart

        4 years ago

        No problem at all :) If you're ever up for a chat I'm always around on the site for a conversation and get to know people.

      • MeganAmelia FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        4 years ago

        I feel the same. Cheers :)

    • Prof_Gnocchi

      4 years ago

      I hope you find onix.jpg pected love today!

      • MeganAmelia FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        4 years ago

        :D

    • highimhi

      4 years ago

      I accept your request whole-heartedly, beautiful lady. Never doubt that you are beautiful. Go far and live long with your life. Your picture makes me smile!
      :D

      • highimhi

        4 years ago

        whiskey'll do that to a man. :P

      • MeganAmelia FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        4 years ago

        Thank you for all the kind words, you are so sweet =]

    • JJ FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      5 years ago

      Hi Megan thanks for the add!

      • MeganAmelia FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        5 years ago

        No, thank YOU for the add! :)

    • FintonTanner

      5 years ago

      can i add you

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