Verchota

Female
from Springfield, TN

    • Verchota

      Remiss

      1 month ago

      I have been incredibly remissive in my journal entries. I have been going through a lot lately. I'm still adjusting to working on 3rd shift as a security guard. I paid to go to college to be a rent-a-cop...smh.. Sometimes, I don't know which way is even up anymore. I feel like Grif. But I realized something today. I am more like Allison/Tex. My ex husband is Church and my fiancé is Epsilon. My ex and my fiancé are practically clones of each other as far as their personalities and similarities. My ex husband is the strongest willed person I know. Everything that he has set out to do, he has done. And my fiancé subjects himself to all kinds of mental torture on a daily basis. He is easily broken and fragile. Does this mean that in every time line I am doomed to fail? Has this been the problem? Am I doomed to repeat every mistake over and over again, getting so close to what I need and then ultimately failing in the end, no matter how hard I try? It all makes so much sense to me now. Like everything has never been this clear. Now that I understand, how do I fix it?

    • Verchota

      New Jersey Life

      3 months ago

      is freaking expensive!!!!!!!! OMG, why didn't anyone tell me how insanely priced everything is here?!?

    • Verchota

      Another Brick in the Wall

      4 months ago

      So I am supposed to leave for New Jersey on Monday. I took my car to have a recall part put on and to have a transmission leak fixed. The shady ass mechanic poked a hole in my radiator in hopes of wringing more money out of me. Money that I just don't have right now. So now I am stuck in the position of having to overdraft my account to fix a problem that wasn't even there to start with! Not to mention all of the drama unfolding in Jersey that I can't even help with since I am stuck here until Tuesday at the latest. Yeah, I know, it is only a days difference, but still!!! Ugh! It would be nice if everything played out in my favor for once!

    • Verchota

      T- 14 days

      5 months ago

      Until I move to New Jersey! I'm excited, and scared, and nervous! It is a 720 mile drive for me. smiley0.gif

    • Verchota

      Hey Y'all

      5 months ago

      After a forever long hiatus, I am back. So much has changed. I'm out of my wheelchair, for now. I've been working as a correctional officer with the State of Tennessee. I'm about to move to New Jersey and go back to school. I'm pretty excited about that. I have a new guy in my life. His name is Mike and he is awesome. I'm in love.... la sighhhhhh. smiley12.gif

    • Verchota

      Lemonade Sucks

      11 months ago

      Well, life has decided to throw lemons at me. It forgot the sugar and water, so my lemonade really sucks. I had to drop out of both schools. I couldn't afford to stay. The grants I received, despite my high GPA, didn't allot me enough to continue forward at this time. I was short on tuition for fall for one, and had zero money for fall for the other school. I would have had to take out massive student loans to pay for summer sessions with both schools, and would not have had money to buy any of my textbooks, that ranged to a total of between $500-$700 a SEMESTER. That is crazy for books, especially since they are not used as much to make them so high priced. My education at a standstill, and the VA not pulling their weight, I am stuck. 2 steps backwards, as always, but I don't think I can charm my way out of this.. On top of it all, my wheelchair broke. It's always something right? I wish life would go screw someone else for a while..I need a break!!

  • About Me

    ****I accept most random friend requests****

    I live in New Jersey, but I'm from Tennessee . Yes, I do have an accent. I'm in a wheelchair, but use a cane sometimes. Yes, I have been known to hit people with both. I love tattoos and have 22 so far, + many more in the works,including one of Church on my leg.I'm a US Army veteran and currently a full time college student. I have my Associates degree in Criminal Justice. I am working towards my Bachelors degree,in Psychology and Human Behavioral Studies, as well as my Masters, and Ph.D in Psychology.

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  • Comments (136)

    • RydiaWanders

      RydiaWanders Dazed and Confused

      6 months ago

      Hey hey, just stopping by to say hi and see how things are! I haven't seen a new journal in a while, not since your last it's-going-to-be-busy/sucky-as-all-Hell-now(!!) post. Wishing the best to you! ^_^ Y

    • gi_goku

      gi_goku Anime Fan

      1 year ago

      Hey. I just wanted to say hi and to see how you are doing.

      • gi_goku

        gi_goku Anime Fan

        1 year ago

        not to shabby

      • Verchota

        Verchota

        1 year ago

        I guess I can't complain too much. I've been kind of stressed about classes, since they start next week. and the docs started me on a new medicine that so far, only gives me screaming headaches. how've you been?

    • TinaBobina

      TinaBobina Hubba Hubba

      2 years ago

      I got you a little gift. It's not much but you've been through so much I thought I'd help out a little. Check next to your name. And God bless.

      • TinaBobina

        TinaBobina Hubba Hubba

        2 years ago

        You're welcome.

      • Verchota

        Verchota

        2 years ago

        oh wow! I don't know what to say! Thank you!

    • gi_goku

      gi_goku Anime Fan

      2 years ago

      I send you many internet hugs *hugs* I hope all is well and that creeper goes away. Best of luck. ^___^

      Post edited 1/08/13 6:38PM

      • Verchota

        Verchota

        2 years ago

        He doesn't usually show up until around 10, so I'm hoping he has an off night. I sure would like to get some sleep!

    • JeppeRoemer

      JeppeRoemer

      2 years ago

      Hmm... Don't really know why, but for some reason the drawing didn't show... The post below was regarding this:

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      Hopefully that makes more sense smiley8.gif

      • Verchota

        Verchota

        2 years ago

        Heehee , there is a very strong resemblance ;)

    • JeppeRoemer

      JeppeRoemer

      2 years ago

      Present! Hope you like it smiley1.gif
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      *Verchota (Crime has never been so solve-able...)

      Sorry for the magnifier (didn't turn out as well as I had hoped...)

    • Gearangel14

      Gearangel14

      2 years ago

      i love that you have 343 friends but that number has been stalking me *i see it a lot like looking at the clock and shit like that

    • RydiaWanders

      RydiaWanders Dazed and Confused

      2 years ago

      I'm not sure if I've shared this before, but I just re-watched this episode of Penny Arcade TV and it reminded me of you! Hope you enjoy. ^_^

    • sphoenix

      sphoenix

      2 years ago

      So hey Verchota do i get to get my Carmel Apple Pie today!?!!?!?? smiley0.gif

      • sphoenix

        sphoenix

        2 years ago

        uh no thanks lol....walmart is crowded haha

      • Verchota

        Verchota

        2 years ago

        Sure, come on to Walmart where I am! Lol

    • Sblock

      Sblock

      2 years ago

      love that you put accept most random request at the top of your page....made me smile :)

      • Sblock

        Sblock

        2 years ago

        I appreciate it...thank you :)

      • Verchota

        Verchota

        2 years ago

        I try to be..

      • Sblock

        Sblock

        2 years ago

        thats very kind of you :)

      • Verchota

        Verchota

        2 years ago

        When I first joined, no one wanted to add me when I was a newbie... I don't want others to feel like that.. ;)