bluerox803

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from Melbourne Victoria Australia

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    • To the dearest of me Amber.

      4 years ago

      bluerox803

      Strange how you know inside me
      I measure the time and I stand amazed
      Strange how I know inside you
      My hand is outstretched toward the damp of the haze

      And of course I forgive
      I've seen how you live
      Like a phoenix you rise from the ashes
      You pick up the pieces
      And the ghosts in the attic
      They never quite leave
      And of course I forgive
      You've seen how I live
      I've got darkness and fears to appease
      My voices and analogies
      Ambitions like ribbons
      Worn bright on my sleeve

      Strange how we know each other

      Strange how I fit into you
      There's a distance erased with the greatest of ease
      Strange how you fit into me
      A gentle warmth filling the deepest of needs

      And with each passing day
      The stories we say
      Draw us tighter into our addiction
      Confirm our conviction
      That some kind of miracle
      Passed on our hands
      And how I am sure
      Like never before
      Of my reasons for defying reason
      Embracing the seasons
      We dance through the colors
      Both followed and led

      Strange how we fit each other

      Strange how certain the journey
      Time unfolds the petals
      For our eyes to see
      Strange how this journey's hurting
      In ways we accept as part of fate's decree

      So we just hold on fast
      Acknowledge the past
      As lessons exquisitely crafted
      Painstakingly drafted
      To carve us as instruments
      That play the music of life
      For we don't realize
      Our faith in the prize
      Unless it's been somehow elusive
      How swiftly we choose it
      The sacred simplicity
      Of you at my side

    • Some memories.

      7 years ago

      bluerox803

      As the black fades to color
      So does her smile
      Her rose tinted lips now grey
      While her slate eyes light into a burning blue
      Things are not what they seem
      In this wonderful dream
      Lights flashing this way and that
      And all the while
      There she sits
      In her mahogany chair
      People walk by and stare
      At this changing sight
      But she does not care
      Sitting there
      Upon that chair
      As the colors around her change
      Like the oceans waters
      Never the same once more
      Her long blonde hair fades to black
      While her ebony skin grows pale
      We are all the same
      In this one game
      The board of life spins around us as we try to move straight through



      A single tear falls from my face
      Come and take a stroll with me
      And I shall show you what I see
      Darkness, fear, and pain
      It always seems to rain
      Sadness and joy are what I feel
      I have come to far to take or steal
      The heart of one so fare
      I have come to take a fancy to you in this life
      If I overcome this insanity I will surly love to meat you again
      My body now lifeless
      My soul now loveless
      I am truly forsaken
      I hate this loneliness
      Whats this a light
      A light for me
      A place for me to repent
      I find a place to settle after I finish what I am told
      A hand reaches out to me
      My lover my angel has sent me has been the one I have known it was
      A single tear I feel has fallen from my face



    • i want and got a girl like this

      7 years ago

      bluerox803

      To every girl. if you almost cry while reading this, it includes you.



      To every girl that is ..SCARED..
      to put her heart out there again, because she has been hurt
      too many times or so badly.

      To every girl that has been
      cheated on,
      because she's not a slut
      who gives it up to any guy.

      To every girl that
      dresses cute,
      not skanky.

      To every girl who
      wants to be called
      beautiful, not hot.

      To every girl that will spend her
      whoooole day looking
      for the perfect present for you.

      To every girl who gets her heart
      broken, because he
      chose that bitch instead.

      To every girl that would die
      to have a decent boyfriend.

      To every girl who would just once
      like to be treated like a princes

      To every girl that cries at night
      because of another heartbreak.

      To every girl that won't get
      down on her knees && open
      her mouth just to get a boyfriend.

      To every girl that
      just wants to hold hands.

      To every girl that
      kisses him with meaning.

      To every girl who
      just wishes he cared more.

      To every girl who would just
      once want a guy to give their
      jacket up when they are cold.

      To every girl who
      just wants him to call

      To every girl who lies
      awake at night thinking about him.

      To every girl who worries about him,
      when he hasn't texted you for a while.

      To every girl who just wants
      to be all that matters
      to him.

      To every girl that
      just wants to cuddle.

      To every girl that
      just wants to sleep with
      him without having sex

      To every girl who shows how much
      she cares and gets nothing back.

      To every girl that thought
      "maybe this one could be the one.

      To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff
      when she actually doesn't think it is funny.

      To every girl who is just
      looking for that one and
      only and is having a rough
      time along the way.

      To every girl that doesn't want
      a guy who just plays with her
      emotions but actually cares about
      how she feels.

      To every girl who wants
      words backed up...... with actions.

      To every girl that fell for all the lies
      only to find themselves alone in the end

      To every girl that gave her heart away
      to have it shoved back in her face

      To every girl that has faith that
      "tomorrow will be a better day.

      And it will be.

    • stuff IM REALLY WORRYED ABOUT YOU AMBER!

      8 years ago

      bluerox803

      I waited for you yesterday
      I waited and missed the last train
      I waited to say that I'd fallen in love with your way
      I waited for you yesterday
      Eventually walked home in the rain
      I waited to see if you felt the same for me

      But you don't,
      And you won't
      Go against your asshole father
      Going broke,
      Quitting dope
      For your folks
      Why did I even bother?
      Why did I?

      I waited for minds to change
      Pointing their fingers of blame
      It's not my fault you're ashamed of how you feel

      But you don't,
      And you won't
      Go against your asshole father
      Going broke,
      Quitting dope
      For your folks
      Why did I even bother?
      Why did I?

      Cause you don't
      Just admit it
      Cause you won't
      Just admit it
      Just admit it
      Just admit it
      Just admit it
      Just admit it
      I called you a whore and broke down your door
      But you don't even hate me!
      And how could I heal when you won't even feel?
      Why won't you hate me?!

      But you don't and you won't
      Go against your asshole father
      Going broke,
      Quitting dope
      For your folks
      Why did I even bother?
      Why did I?
      But you don't cause your nothing but
      Broken down daddy's little daughter
      AREN'T CHA?!!
      Going broke,
      Quitting dope
      For your folks
      Why did I even bother?
      Why did I?

    • ITS MY BIRTHDAY

      8 years ago

      bluerox803

      ITS MY BIRTHDAY EVERYBODY AND IM SO HAPPY
      i got...
      new phone motorola k1
      atm i got $190
      a new towel
      some ford stuff(as in the car for my new car coz now i got my L's)
      and my fav one of all is my new braslet i got with my name ingraved on it

    • its over i dont want to see u ever again

      8 years ago

      bluerox803

      I'm dying alone tonight.
      Was it even worth, such a little fight?
      Anger still runs deep.
      The image brought to mind, as you weep.
      Don't see it as a surprise.
      Its honestly the cause of my demise.
      Open your eyes,
      before they're gone, our lives...
      Too late to say goodbye,
      too late to even try...
      To die in this alley, is my biggest fear,
      especially when you're not even here...

      I promised you the world,
      I promised you my heart.
      And I promised you that we,
      Would never be apart.

      But times have changed,
      And so have I.
      And its time for us,
      To say goodbye.

      Please don't worry,
      Its not the end.
      Please don't be sorry,
      we will meet again.
      All because you said goodbye,
      I cried these tears
      Will you be there to open the door?
      Will you hold me in your arms when I'm crying on the floor?
      You said we'd be friends nothing more.
      But is it really worth living for
      Sometimes I feel like I should be hit over the head.
      Sometimes I feel like I should be dead.
      But honey no matter what you say,
      Nothing is gonna stop me being this way What's this for? It's just not right.
      Is it because of the mistakes I've made?
      The lies I've told you every night?
      Was it pressure? Love? Or hate?

      Because this wasn't what was meant to be.
      Life is so complicated don't ask why.
      Why did I let this happen to me?
      My life is a misery. Why can't I just die?

      Because the ones I loved left me here.
      This place I dare not name.
      This place that's so full of fear.
      But it reminds me, this is not a game.
      Roses are black. So is my heart.
      Because without you, I'm falling apart.
      Frozen inside. Because of this.
      Just a memory I will not miss.

    • you deside

      8 years ago

      bluerox803

      WHATS THE BETTER POKEMON OUT OF THESE 2

    • life its never fair wish it was

      8 years ago

      bluerox803

      I hate feeling like this
      I'm so tired of trying to fight this
      I'm asleep and all I dream of
      Is waking to You
      Tell me that You will listen
      You're touch is what I’m missing
      And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing You
      Comatose
      I'll never wake up without an overdose of You
      I don't wanna live, I dont wanna breathe
      'Les I feel you next to me
      You take the pain I feel
      Waking up to You never felt so real
      I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
      'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
      The way You make me feel
      Waking up to You never felt so real
      I hate living without You
      Dead wrong to ever doubt You
      But my demons lay in waiting
      Tempting me away
      Oh how I adore You
      Oh how I thirst for You
      Oh how I need You
      Comatose
      I'll never wake up without an overdose of You
      I don't wanna live, I dont wanna breathe
      'Les I feel You next to me
      You take the pain I feel
      Waking up to You never felt so real
      I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
      'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
      The way you make me feel
      Waking up to You never felt so real
      Breathing life
      Waking up
      My eyes open up
      Comatose
      I'll never wake up without an overdose of You
      I don't wanna live, I dont wanna breathe
      'Les I feel You next to me
      You take the pain I feel
      Waking up to You never felt so real
      I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
      'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
      The way You make me feel
      Waking up to You never felt so real
      Oh how I adore You
      Waking up to You never felt so real
      Oh how I thirst for You
      Waking up to You never felt so real
      Oh how I adore You
      The way You make me feel
      Waking up to You never felt so real

  • About Me

    I'm rarely on anymore, Busy busy person.
    Team Leader at Myer and I run the Merchandising Team
    Part of the Roo Teeth Community, Love all my friends in it :D

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  • Comments (127)

    • Arvin FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      4 years ago

      Hey there!
      I just saw that you're attending Armageddon Expo Melbourne. I just wanted to invite you to RTOZ, the official Rooster Teeth fan event in Australia! It goes over two nights, the 21st and the 22nd of October, with the staff most likely attending both nights. There are details on the Roo Teeth official website, as well as details and updates on the RTOZ group page.

      I also gave you an invite to the Australian Rooster Teeth Street Team. This is a group where RT fans can get together and hang out. This group has been created so that Rooster Teeth members from all over Australia can come together to hit the streets in order to promote Rooster Teeth in Australia! These are run in most major cities every few months. So there is a very likely chance that there's one near you soon!

    • soccer16

      7 years ago

      Don't get yourself worried about it.
      I'm not talking to anyone on here.
      It's the name of a song.

    • Jenna_16o

      7 years ago

      Heyyyy =] Im BACK! woop woop hehe
      Sorry i missed ur birthday hun...=[
      Hope it was good

      x

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      Message me.
      I need to talk to you.

    • b00mbam

      8 years ago

      no i dont but i can find out

    • DonutBoy1

      8 years ago

      Read the news comment you made. Happy birthday

    • FallenWyllis

      8 years ago

      Oh.
      Well Happy Birthday, dude!

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      Well that sucks...a lot.
      I truly hope that your break only gets better after this.
      Hopefully, something marvelously good will happen for you soon.
      I can tell that there's something good in your future, Joey.
      I'll be praying for it.

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I'll try to have her over soon so she can at least message you once or twice.

      The trip was actually really fun...well, other than the Six Flags incident.

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I would love to make it possible for her to talk to you, but I just can't/
      My lap top was taken too.
      This is my home computer.

    • saria7

      8 years ago

      come back online joey
      please

    • saria7

      8 years ago

      Harsh much???
      come on

    • saria7

      8 years ago

      Harsh much???
      come on

    • saria7

      8 years ago

      how can you hate Indiana jones?
      hes awsome!

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I actually know what you're talking about...
      It isn't just you that had those habits...

      Anyways, she really wishes she could get on and talk to you.
      For now, she wants me to update you on what's happening with her.
      She also wanted me to talk to you and encourage you.
      I don't know if I'll be able to help, but I'll do what I can.

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      In about 2 or 3 months...

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      It was a school computer and they collect them over the summer.
      She'll have another one in September

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I saw your comment on Amber's page.
      Nothing is wrong.
      Her school computer got taken up and that was what she used to get on rvb.

    • TheHyperOne

      8 years ago

      Don't post that stupid crap again. Idiot.

    • saria7

      8 years ago

      where are you!?

    • lovenothate

      8 years ago

      what?
      no...i got really busy

    • b00mbam

      8 years ago

      """"""because you read this... you will get kissed on the nearest possible Friday by the love of your life... if you don't break the chain. Tomorrow will be the best day of your lif e. However, if you don't send this to at least 10 people by the stroke of midnight tonight you will be forever cursed in love. Just copy and paste n send it to15 pple xcept me............... when you are done press F6 and your crushes name will appear on the screen in big letters.

    • bluerox803

      8 years ago

      what the FUCK is that video thats like nothing like me wtf are you on!!!!!!!!!!!

    • Neoma

      8 years ago

      Summarizing you.

    • Jenna_16o

      8 years ago

      Heyyy, how u been? x

    • b00mbam

      8 years ago

      yeah its the whole like distance thing right

    • b00mbam

      8 years ago

      yeah i know right and good good you

    • lovenothate

      8 years ago

      what? i just got on....and i have like 209843947 messages and alerts to check im sorry

    • Copy001

      8 years ago

      Perhaps.

    • saria7

      8 years ago

      as would i without u

    • saria7

      8 years ago

      i know i just love you
      X3

    • saria7

      8 years ago

      i love you joey!!!
      ^_^

    • cutiepie1141

      8 years ago

      1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

      2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

      3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

      4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they dont like you.

      5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

      6. You mean the world to someone.

      7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

      8. You are special and unique.

      9. Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.

      10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

      11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

      12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably wont get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

      13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

      14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

    • saria7

      8 years ago

      hey your on line
      sorry i dissappered last night
      i had the suddent urge to kill one of my friends who is being an asshole
      and i didnt want to take it out on you
      sorry

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I wouldn't stop worrying about you either.

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I can depepdning on what day it is and what mood I'm in.

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I'm her ride to church every Sunday morning.
      We pick her up at 8:30 in the morning.

      I don't need sleep.
      I'm more alert when I don't get any.

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I'm her ride to church every Sunday morning.
      We pick her up at 8:30 in the morning.

      I don't need sleep.
      I'm more alret when I don't get any.

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I don't want to be waiting for her when I pick her up tomorrow!

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      It's fine.
      And she's off.
      I told her to go to sleep.

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      Well, thank you.
      Oh, and Amber is four months older than me.

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I can understand that type of love for her.
      I share it with you.

      That's good!

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      Everyone has their moments.
      Amber does that...
      I love her for it!

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      You haven't proven to be anything other than that. ;)

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I'm really sorry.
      I've heard that you're a really awesome guy and you don't deserve that.

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      I've been pretty good.
      Last night I was really upset and acting like a baby.
      I fell bad about that...

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      You're welcome.

    • soccer16

      8 years ago

      No problem.

    • lovenothate

      8 years ago

      relly? wow thankies!! smiley12.gif

    • bluerox803

      8 years ago

      ur alwas first like also on my myspace ur first no matter wat

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