It's finally autumn. Orange, yellow and red leaves! Crunchy. Cool and Crisp air. It's the best time of the year!
I'm still around. Less around here - mostly Twitter. Moved back with my parents after leaving 3 years ago. I don't see myself leaving here anytime soon to be honest. Still happily single and dating/searching has taken a back seat this year.
Currently in a rut with my job/career. Still temping and honestly its becoming such the norm. Having no extra health benefits suck... A lot. but it could be worse. My mental health has been teetering up and down. 90% it's manageable. 10% of the time just kicks my ass back into the pit and when it does I just feel powerless. Anxiety and Depression are the worst company to have over. EVER.
BFF now lives on the west coast and not sure when I'll see him next. Which is a first for the both of us. Just like most of my favourite people live in the west coast. Some of my internet family that are close by and I always give them my support to whatever projects they get themselves to. I have been playing a lot with most of the favourite RT fam on Xbox and I have recently been gifted with a old, yet functional gaming laptop (YAY!). Watching quite a bit of YT and Twitch because I can tolerate the short bits instead of binge watching shows or movies (which I tend to do).
I get run down pretty easily and I hate it so much. I remember just powering through anything with little sleep and felt invincible. But I've always had a lingering darkness that wasn't addressed and it consumed me eventually.(Geez... feels like a Destiny Lore). Toronto, for me feels like a relationship that needs a huge reset. When its good. It's amazing and when it's terrible - I just don't want to address it. If you asked me 10 years ago that I'd be in this situation (still?). I think I would've ended my precious young adult life. But what can you do? These are the cards I was dealt with and I can only move forward.