genotech117

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    • genotech117

      Octer 12, 2011 (2)

      3 years ago

      (Dream Sequence 2) Had several short half-awake dreams after last journal entry. Details were too vague in any of them to really remember, but I do know none of them were really bad. Had trouble sleeping all around though, I think I was somewhat afraid of having that nightmare again. Did manage to get somewhat rested though, wasn't extremely tired like usual.

    • genotech117

      October 12, 2011

      3 years ago

      (Dream Sequence 1) Viuals in dream very vague, mostly audible. Dream is in some kind of old own setting. First clear details is my self and a group of people confront an aged man in a top hat. Man says it was his snake. For some reason his peen could grow into a very large literal snake and eat people. Was revealed that this snake ate my sister? I repeated this to myself, seemed important to remember for journal. Realize that I am having a dream. Man repeats what I repeat about 3 times, then asks "Are you the preacher?" Asks several times "Are you the preacher?" I suddenly try to sit up, dont remember laying down.

      (Recurring Nightmare) Something holding me down, can't get up. Question repeated "Are you the preacher?" Almost mocking me. Manage to sit up, still very heavy pressure on my body. I know this is my recurring nighmare, all I feel is fear and want to wake up. I try to slap myself awake in my dream, and actually feel a tingle in my cheeks. Maybe i actually did in the real world? View myself trying to sit up from a third person view. Try to yell, lke always with no voice. When i woke, i was only dreaming that I woke up.

      (Layer 2 dream) Dream I wake up from nightmare. Living with dad and timmy, but in my old apartment. See dad shaving and decide i need to myself. Using same kind of razor he is. Have to get something from my brothers shower, dont remember what. I wake up. Entire layer 2 dream extremely brief lasting what seemed like only a split second. Wake up screaming from nightmare.

      (Overview) Seems as soon as I realized I was dreaming, my mind began to fight me. I have had this recurring nightmare several times, details varying always the same nightmare. Me being held laying down by some unseen force, struggling to wake up. First time i recognized nightmare in-dream, greater measures had to be taken in dream to actually wake up. Almost seems like my subconsious does not like it when i recognize that I'm dreaming. Dream had an over dark feeling, almost like a Tim Burton movie. Glad I recorded this so fast, details are already starting to fade, didnt even remember my layer 2 dream until just now. Still, being as brief as it was, not sure if it has any importance. Only clear detail that remains was the mans question. "Are you a preacher?" Asked in the most sinister voice, almost challenging me, seemingly mocking me because he already knew the answer was no. It is currently 2:30 in the morning. Will try and go back to sleep.

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      Dream Journal

      3 years ago

      So i think i might have found a use for the journal again. Probably for the past year or so, I haven't been able to get a decent nights sleep without alcohol. Because of some personal stuff I had happen, I either couldn't sleep at all, or if I did sleep, I would have nightmares. This past couple weeks I have been trying again to sleep naturally. I have been able to sleep the last few nights but again with the dreams causing broken sleep. I had tried before a few times and my nightmares have toned down to just uncomfortable dreams. The last few nights my dreams have stayed pretty vivid, which helped bring me to a possible solution. In my last few dreams, there wasn't anything exactly bad about my dreams. Just a regular sort of dream for a brief moment but then I am able to realize that I am dreaming, and thus attempt to take control of my dream. Sometimes I can, and was in fact able to last night. I had full control of my dream and everything in it, and was able to get a full nights sleep and wake up well rested. The other nights, I wasn't able to take full control if any at all, and my dreams took a turn for the worst, spiraling into full on nightmares and waking up. More frequently my dreams are becoming double layered in a sense, as in I'll actually dream that I woke up, while in reality I'll still be asleep. I usually am able to really wake up very soon after this happens, but I usually will have a very hard time falling asleep again. So I have decided I am going to make an effort to control every dream i have. I've read a little bit about it and it's called Lucid dreaming, and that there are ways to willfully dream this way. One of the ways is what I'm going to start using this journal for, to record as thoroughly as I can every dream that I have. Supposedly, if I do this for long enough my subconscious will begin to be able to recognize small hints that will let me know that I am having a dream, and anything I might have done that allowed to me take full control. Unfortunately I wont be able to start my first entry till tomorrow provided I have a dream, as it is 6 in the evening right now and I can't remember even the most obscure details of my dream other than I did go lucid. Hopefully this will work, or at least help. I'm not particularly fond of taking any medications for any reason, especially ones that require a prescription. So let's see how this goes.

      later

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      HULK SMASH!

      4 years ago

      Dam what a crazy weekend! So let's start off thursday night. ended up goin on a suprise date, how's that grab ya? Went and saw transformers 3 and almost shit myself at the awesome, went back to her place got a little drank and crashed out. Friday night, we all went to Friday's. Ofcourse i pre-gamed before so im tipsy when we ge there. 2 rodeo pussy's, 1 jack and coke, 2 german chocolate jager things, a shot of jack on my steak, and a jager bomber to end my meal off. By then, I have not even begun to drink! got back to a friends house to finish off with a little house party along with 2 vanilla absolut/cokes, couple beers, and i lost count after 8 incredible hulks. ya that was friday night, and im now gettin back to where i dont feel like smashed ass. speaking of ass, i did manage to get a little play over the weekend. go me. anyway so im fuckin starving. gunna go hit up mcdonalds, then gotta go help my buddy fix his car. Happy 4th of July assholes.

      later

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      what a weekend

      4 years ago

      Ya, meant to post a journal on saturday but was too busy partyin. prolly hit about 12 jager bombers, lol. good start. So ya, first 2 episodes of redvsblue out. episode 1 started kinda slow IMO, was fuck really happy thqt brought back classic "pissed off at everything, cranky" Church. Episode 2 really stepped it up tho as far as pace and action. was really suprised they went full CGI with it tho, i ain't mad tho, was still great to watch. cant wait till episode 3! anywho, hope yall motherfuckers told yalls dads happy father's day. Well that's it for this week. not really much, worked all week, partied all weekend. maybe next week (think ill stick with mondays) ill have something more entertaining to read.

      later

    • genotech117

      It's been a while...

      4 years ago

      Damn, definitely been a while since the last time I logged onto RvB. Not to say I haven't been visiting, been watching Achievement Horse and Fails of the Weak religiously for the past few months now. Now what with the news of Halo 4 and Halo Anniversary, along with finding out about RvB season 9, I'd figure I'd register a new account (since I forgot my username) and sponsor roosterteeth on what looks like has potential to be an awesome season.

      Geuss ill have to start all over with my karma level, not a huge deal I geuss but still. Anyway, I'll keep this short and sweet till I have something better to talk about.

      later

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