suicidal_sal

Female
from Bradbury, CA

  • Activity

    • I Have a Tumor (update)

      9 years ago

      suicidal_sal

      Well, my doctor says that I'm not ready for the surgery, she says that I have too much prolactin for my surgery, because of the anti-psychotics that I was taking, which made my tumor worse and my hormones more off balance. I've been taking blood test for my endocrinologist and if not for her, my psychiatrist, if not for her, my regular doctor, it sucks, but it's not like I'm afraid of blood and there's no pain, except that it's a pain in the ass.

      I'm going to Mexico for Christmas, I'm leaving on Saturday, and I'll finish off Channukah on the road.

    • I Have a Tumor

      10 years ago

      suicidal_sal

      Well, today I found out that I have a tumor in my pituitary gland. It's benign, and will be taken out soon enough, talk about a tough day, I almost had a heart attack. As if my health wasn't bad enough... Thanks fo listening.

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    • pics AND MOD PROPOSAL!!!

      10 years ago

      suicidal_sal

      I'LL GIVE 3 MODS FOR EVERY 2MODS THAT YOU GIVE ME, YOU HAVE TO TELL ME WHO YOU ARE, PREFERABLY ON THIS JOURNAL'S PICS, THANKS!!!BTW, YOU CAN ONLY GIVE MODS TWICE!!!
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    • Did someone ask to be my friend????

      10 years ago

      suicidal_sal

      Well, I logged in today and I got a new friend request, but when I clicked nothing really happened it just took me to my conversations. If someone asked to be my friend please don't hesitate to ask again!

    • Suicidal Tendencies (it's a band BTW)

      10 years ago

      suicidal_sal

      Suicidal Failure

      Father forgive me for I know not what I do
      I tried everything, but I'll leave it up to you
      I don't want to live, I don't know why
      I don't have no reasons, I just want to die

      I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help
      I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself

      I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired
      I'm barely just 19, but my life I will retire
      I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun
      I pointed it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done

      I took all my mothers sleeping pills
      I jumped off a freeway bridge
      I drank three kinds of poison
      And drove my car off a ridge
      I beat myself with a bat
      Put a noose around my head
      I overdosed on heroin
      But I'm still not dead

      Death may not be the answer, it can't be all that great
      But me I'm not into living, with life I can't relate
      By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun
      I want to start my second life now
      So shoot me with your gun


      Suicide's An Alternative

      Sick of people - no ones real
      Sick of chicks - they're all bitches
      Sick of you - you're too hip
      Sick of life - it sucks

      Suicide's an alternative

      Sick of trying - what's the point
      Sick of talking - no one listens
      Sick of listening - it's all lies
      Sick of thinking - just end up confused
      Sick of moving - never get no where
      Sick of myself - don't wanna live
      Sick and tired - and no one cares
      Sick of life - it sucks

      Sick of politics - for the rich
      Sick of power - only oppresses
      Sick of government - full of tyrants
      Sick of school - total brainwash
      Sick of music - top 40 sucks
      Sick of myself - don't wanna live
      Sick and tired - and no one cares
      Sick of life - it sucks

    • Anti-Valentines Day

      10 years ago

      suicidal_sal

      I found an e-card that said...
      I hate Valentines Day! Who invented this crappy holiday anyways? Probably some love crazed loser with nothing better to do. It's like some freakin' heart shaped nightmare... candy hearts here and balloon hearts there, pink and red hearts--I hate hearts! And this cupid guy... I wanna beat the crap out of that little weirdo, flying around like some giant gnat in a loincloth takin' pot shots at people with his little love arrows. What if people don't want to be in love? I mean who does he thinks he is making people all gah gah against their will? And the music! Do you hear that? I wanna puke when I hear that crap. Enough with the music already! Hello, hello, I'm about to puke over here. Pukin' over here! God this holiday makes me sick. Well... anyways... have a nice February 14th ( but not a Happy Valentines Day... I hate Valentines Day!)

    • Institutionalized, again

      10 years ago

      suicidal_sal

      Well, the reason that I was away for a couple of days is that I was put in a mental hospital(again) , for DTS(danger to self) and DTO(danger to others). Because I was going to kill my father (again). But now, I'm back! from outer space they just walked in to see that sad look upon my face... duh,duh doo, doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo doo I WILL SURVIVE, I WILL SURVIVE, YEAH YEAH...

    • Back from Vacation

      10 years ago

      suicidal_sal

      Well, I'm back (not that anybody cares...). Anyways, I spent the whole time listening to my new iriver (yay, iriver!)

    • Going away for the New Years

      10 years ago

      suicidal_sal

      Well, since I love to party (NOT!) I'm going to Ensenada, Mexico for the New Years. Sucks for me 'cause I don't like to go. It's not fair 'cause my brothers get to stay over here, sucks. FUCK THIS SHIT!!!

    • Nice guys don't always finish last

      10 years ago

      suicidal_sal

      Nice guys don't always finish last
      .....To every guy that says I love you.
      -To every guy that opens doors.
      -To every guy that walks on the outside of a sidewalk so he can be the first to get hit by a car that careens off the road and push her out of the way.
      -To every guy that cooks dinner for her.
      -To every guy that said, "Sex can wait."
      -To every guy that said, "You're beautiful."
      -To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
      -To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick (And even a stuffed animal perhaps).
      -To every guy who has given her flowers just because she is feeling a bit depressed.
      -To every guy that said he would die for her.
      -To every guy that really would.
      -To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
      -To every guy that treated her like a princess.
      -To every guy that cried in front of her.
      -To every guy that she cried in front of.
      -To every guy that holds hands with her.
      -To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
      -To every guy that hugs her when shes sad.
      -To every guy who would give their jacket up.
      -To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
      - To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
      -To every guy that would give his seat up.
      -To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
      -To every guy that will just sleep (no sex) with her.
      -To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what (even if she got fat).
      -To every guy who told his secrets to her.
      -To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breathe.
      -To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
      -To every guy that believed in her dreams.
      -To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
      -To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
      -To every guy that wasnt just trying to get laid.
      -To every guy that actually listened.

      ---*To every guy that gave his heart only to have it shoved back in his face.

      This one is for you.

      -----If you are a nice guy repost this: Title; "nice guys finish last"-------

      -----If you are a girl that thinks every guy should try to encompass even a few of these things.....repost it with "nice guys don't always finish last"

  • About Me

    Sweet Jesus! I come back after about 4 years, and I realize how much of a dumb ass I was in high school. Me = FAIL

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  • Comments (175)

    • ediblepoison

      8 years ago

      You kick ass, sorry to hear about the toumor. Could I get a friend request? I also support good grammar, but I can't spell worth a damn.

    • Kakashi220

      8 years ago

      Lol. I dislocated my knee and they sent me home half way through boot camp.

    • Kakashi220

      8 years ago

      Yo

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      Hey!
      How are you?

    • GigasViking

      9 years ago

      Just a quick FYI to let you know that after 2 MONTHS I got the egyptian translator done! I am more relieved than ever now that the "bee-otch" (that's the name of the air freshener in the car used in the new Transformers movie) is done =)

      My newest journal entry covers the details you can check out sometime.

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      Waking up in the hospital bed. Scared cause I cant move. I asked the doctor whats going on. He said it happened all at school. He told me......"Your friend had a problem with some people and almost got himself shot. But a good friend like you was there to jump in front. Luckily you didnt die. Your going to be ok".............Now I think to myself Im happy I took That bullet for you. Because it would've hurt even more to see you lying in this hospital bed. Send this to 6 girls and 6 boys you know for sure you'll ride or die for...

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      Long time no talk.

    • monsterr

      9 years ago

      yeah! save the vowels.

    • GigasViking

      9 years ago

      Thx! You know...when I made those two translators I thought I'd be taking a break from making the 3rd one, LOL. The 3rd translator is going to be one for translating into hieroglyphics...which I've started collecting old books for doing research. So it looks like I'll have the 3rd translator up soon!

      Hope all is going great with you (noticed your J entry) =)

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      Hey, how are you?

    • GigasViking

      9 years ago

      Hey, thought I'd drop a note and let you know I just got done making a translator that will translate english into +5000 year old cuneiform language if you wanna check it out...its in my journal :)

    • Kakashi220

      9 years ago

      Sup?

    • blooded

      9 years ago

      hey man, i was wondering if you would like to join the army im in. its the Covenant. if you do, tell dopey loc you would like to join, and the i (blooded) recruted you, so that youll be in my squad. if not, whatever. if you do this, you should get a friend request from high charity.

    • canadianrock

      9 years ago

      Happy Early Valentines Day
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    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      I'm sorry to hear that.

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      I was too young to get pregneant when I was raped.

      Are you serious?

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      You busy on May 25th?

    • Roku

      9 years ago

      thats would halp my cousin but not me bc im not the one who lost the dog......

    • Church_Roxs

      9 years ago

      yes i have! ^___^

      i cried too D:

      and thank you lol

    • magna80

      9 years ago

      "Another cutter, Another freak,
      Another dork, Another geek,
      Another prep, Another jock,
      Another whore, And more punk rock,
      Another hater, Another "G",
      Another scar they put on me.
      Another label that happens to fall
      when no one really knows the person at all."

      this quote, poem, thingy reminded me of a nofx song, well part of it
      First they put away the dealers,
      keep our kids safe and off the street.
      Then they put away the prostitutes,
      keep married men cloistered at home.

      Then they shooed away the bums,
      then they beat and bashed the queers,
      turned away asylum-seekers,
      fed us suspicions and fears.
      We didn't raise our voice,
      we didn't make a fuss.
      It's funny there was no one left to notice
      when they came for us.

    • Decemius

      9 years ago

      "Fuck 2006" lol!


      I'm glad you enjoyied the title. smiley1.gif

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      what is ska?

    • BlueYoshi15

      9 years ago

      Maytag is the main character in a webcomic called Flipside.

      If you think Kikyo is fiesty, (whatever, i spelt the word wrong) wait until you see Maytag. I'll send the link later.

    • Sircatnipman

      9 years ago

      I AM AL SHARTON!!!!

    • Quovak

      9 years ago

      Hey, I know how much you love being an individual, so why don't you give up your individually and become a member of the Pengi army? All you have to do is make the blue penguin pic your primary. You don't have to, of course, but we're wanting new members.

    • macskull

      9 years ago

      Indeed. smiley0.gif

      Now, I need my sleep and am Going To Bed. Stupid parents. smiley4.gif

    • macskull

      9 years ago

      That is gold. Pure gold.

    • macskull

      9 years ago

      Yeah, I think it should be a crime for people to not know these things. But then again, there are people who would say not knowing anything about fashion should be a crime too. smiley7.gif

      Post edited 12/11/06 7:04PM

    • macskull

      9 years ago

      I want that shirt, and the Firefox RSS-logo "Well-fed" one. Just so I can walk around school and have people go, "What? smiley0.gif

    • BlueYoshi15

      9 years ago

      Only on here. I can't be funny in real life. For some reason, my mind is blank.

    • BlueYoshi15

      9 years ago

      Kagome's a hooker now?

      I've only watched eps 1-53, so i don't know what she does in 54-167, lol. smiley8.gif

    • NightsBeauty

      9 years ago

      Thanks. I thought it was from Yu Yu but couldn't remember names. I haven't seen it in forever..

    • nevfinffvii

      9 years ago

      yeah he is a pretty good friend of mine in real life and he says the most insightful things

    • EliteinSkirt

      9 years ago

      Your profile rocks.

    • jmbishop

      9 years ago

      rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/profile.php?uid=314511
      this guy is a loser he needs friends and comments

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      =D

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      yes.
      I know. I'm a dumbass.

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      I just realized you are a chick.

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      HOLY SHIT!!!!

    • boywonder

      9 years ago

      you are right mcr are soooo good i'm seeing them in march

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      you're positively evil

      It's adark gift I have

    • Leanne_Marie

      9 years ago

      hi thanks for the comemnt and mod

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      Post edited 10/29/06 1:41PM

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      hehe, that's why I told you to do it

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      idk, I was bored
      you thoght it was hot didn't you?

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      hehehe.
      Thank you.

    • i_r_caboos

      9 years ago

      ROFTLMFAO

    • awsomeman16

      9 years ago

      come check out my new pics

    • Decemius

      9 years ago

      No problem. If you want to see the full song list, look here .

    • Decemius

      9 years ago

      Judging from your music list, you'd like it. It's got ton of great rock songs: Iron Man, Bark at the Moon, Crossroads, Spanish Castle Magic, More then a Feeling, and No One Knows to name a few.

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