tamashinoryu

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from Daly City, CA

    • tamashinoryu

      Im back

      4 years ago

      Im back and i apologize if i made anyone worry
      so here i go trying to explain what happened since i aint in no hurry
      my parents have been on my ass
      telling me to do this do that when i have no gas
      i try and tell them im tired
      i just do not have the fire
      to go on anymore
      but like they are usually,
      theyre whores
      that wont listen to a single word i got to say
      i go back into my room i pray
      for the safe journey that i must take today
      pack my bags
      head out
      and leave the sad life i once knew
      but of course they would play their cards right
      and tell the people they knew had the most might
      went straight to the police
      didnt even care where i might be
      just wanted me back
      to tell me im whack
      and smack me again with a baseball bat.
      They bring me back to house
      im under house arrest
      now my life is put to the test
      this shit is fucked i cant go anywhere
      im finally stuck like gum to hair
      and to make it worse my sister goes against me while im a sitting duck
      goes up to me and says my poems suck
      just because to tease me knowing i cant do shit
      well now im stuck in hells pit
      but life has been good to me
      ive thought about ending this see?
      i cut myself but i dont care if they call me emo
      why does it matter? no one really cares
      just suck this johnson and leave me alone
      i just want to leave as soon as i turn eighteen
      then ill see that my old life has never been seen
      so now im back as a new man
      better than anyone in family
      as the most confident man alive
      if anyone wants to mess with me
      i swear to god i will end your life

    • tamashinoryu

      Unappreciated

      4 years ago

      What to did i ever do to deserve this hate?!
      Its like im just running and talking to a fucking gate
      This is getting so annoying
      I think im going to break
      Jesus, please help me in this time of need
      When even my friends wish i would bleed
      And die. Just to get rid of me
      Why is this happening
      Getting ignored is just so much pain
      By the time you read this my wrist i would make bleed
      And the person i loved
      Was the person that i cannot decieve
      She may be my everything
      But she can also destroy me in an instant
      I cant possibly fathom how cruel this world is, i just cant
      But i have no more reason to try and predict
      Anything anymore, i am sick
      Physically and mentally
      Ive been thinking about ending my life right here
      This narrative bout me may be the last one
      Seriously cant think of reasons outta this
      Im holding up my fists
      Im agreeing to this
      So if you can
      Please understand
      Dont follow me
      I just cant find anybody who needs me
      In this world
      It was nice to know you all
      And live your life you have dreamed
      Your life of glamour
      Your life of the sweet
      I love you all
      But apparently, the vice versa just isnt for me

    • tamashinoryu

      poems

      4 years ago

      I think might actually start using the journals as a way to just publish my poems that i have been saving up and just making for myself, just another way to write it out so i wont forget where i put them if i lose them. So yea i might just start uploading them.

    • tamashinoryu

      First Journal

      4 years ago

      Hey everyone, this is soulsurvivor9 from youtube, i just decided to join roosterteeth to join in the growing community. :D I am not a noob to achievement hunter i have seen all their vids and everything, so if you guys wanna talk to me about it, feel free. Other than that, soulsurvivor9 out!

  • About Me

    I am a guitarist, hardcore gamer, xbox fan (not a fanboy, i appreciate other consoles as well, i tend to like to stay away from those fanboys, just too much drama), I play a lot of sports: track, football, baseball, soccer, fencing, free running (not parkour, its different), and my specialty, basketball. I love to play FPS and RPG games, any other genres, i can play if it has a good storyline.

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  • Comments (2)

    • rooster1012

      rooster1012

      2 years ago

      best picture ever.... of all time

      • tamashinoryu

        tamashinoryu

        2 years ago

        haha i appreciate that dude, credit to google

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