Fantasy and procrastination are not even close to similar sounding words, too many syllables. This'll be another journal with some unorganized thoughts, time seems to pass pretty fast right now, I could've sworn I wrote one of these just a week ago, it's actually been more than three.
I've been all over the place today, through sheer luck I saw two of my friends without planning to do so. We weren't really in a place where we could properly catch up but it made me realize I should make an effort to actually spend time with my friends. I haven't seen most of my friends (a total of four friends seen in a month, man am I in a rut) since my last post. I did see family over Easter, which was more enjoyable than I expected, I also took a selfie with my dog. I actually took a couple and my phone decided to make an animation out of them, it's kind of funny and probably the best thing to come out of the last month. In regards to the NHL playoffs this clip is, without exaggeration, the only reason I get up from bed, it's not looking great.
For some reason I've also spent 1000% more time yearning back to the days of the old site today. I found myself looking through profiles of people I met in sponsor chat in 2014/2015 and wondered if other people ever stumble upon me and think of those times. What's up with Spotify playing 'Show must go on' as I write this paragraph? Aaand still, my internet-anxiety (totally a thing) got the better of me and I ended up not messaging them thinking "After all this time I barely remember them, how would they possibly remember me?" That said it'd probably make their day if someone actually took initiative on this fragmented site so I might do it once I get my shit together. I actually popped into the chat for a second to see that the last message was from two days ago, that didn't bring back any fond memories so I quickly moved on.
The thing I miss the most from the last site, and this isn't even close, is the dashboard being filled with journals, art and all kinds of cool stuff by people I didn't know. Your friends liking things shared it with you and ensured that each refresh would give you something new to look at on your dashboard. I thought about making a forum thread or group for sharing stuff kind of like this but quickly realized it wouldn't be anything like the aforementioned feature and wouldn't work the way it does in my head. I will, however, take this moment to bump a journal which people should see since I liked it and that's how it once worked.
Like the title to this journal suggests I've had "more important" things to do today but instead I've searched the site for some sings of life and tried to make an effort to be noticeably here and I'll be honest I'm not very happy with how I did, which is why I started writing this. I have hope that I'll be more motivated and energized to study after a few relaxing days chilling with my friends, just have to organize something, anything. In other news I can't wait for the weather to get warmer, there's decent amount of light but still too cold to hang out outdoors, I've been hyped about getting to play frisbee with my friends for a good two weeks now and hopefully soon mother nature may finally give me a break.
That's all for now, take this rather interesting song to possibly brighten your day.