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24 year-old male from The Darkness At The End Of Time
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What is too much to ask ?Hello everyone, please give feed back on this, im am open to all opinions on this, this is not a "What If " scenario this is a personal experiance that i have gone through and have decided to share with you all. My girlfreind that was with me for 4 years broke up with me this last christmas, she had gone off to university and i was following the next year, we talked everyday and we had both bought web cams, there we some problems we had run into problems over the years but who hasnt ? and we always made it through stronger then we were befor. Anyways one day i get an e-mail that basically said " i cheated on you, i cant be with you anymore " to answer this question now, it was a one night stand not she was dumping my for somone else. I called her up and i said " what if i told you i didnt care and just wanted to be with you ? " i should have mentioned this earlier but we had been planing on my visiting her that christmas, 38 days befor we broke up, i had already spent $300 on the train ticket and put a $600 deposit on an engadgment ring for her, i was proposing on christmas eve, she had even said if i asked she would say yes. I was supposed to meet all her family and everything, we were going all out with this christmas. She even called me and said she was sorry and i asked for one last date to change her mind and she agreed, the next day i find out she was drunk and didnt even remeber talking to me. Is this my fault ? Do i deserve this for not asking her to stay for a year ? Is it too mush to ask for somone to wait for you even if they say they will wait until they can be togeather again ? She had always told me that i had saved her life, befor she met me she had major problems, drugs,suicide,family etc she had told me i saved her. Is it too much to ask for somone who loves you ? who is willing to forgive and forget ? i wasnt sure if i wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, so i flew to my cousins wedding to see what it was like, after that i had no doubt in my mind she was the one i wanted to spend my life with. i just want an opinion, was this my fault ? was i asking for this to happen from not asking her to stay ? im now going to leave a little description of what i am looking for : I am looking for somone who dosnt have drug or alchohal problems ( going drinking now and then or on the weekends is not a problem) who dosnt have problems with there family that involve outside forces (so im ok with any fighting unless a layer has to be called in, the less the better but no one is perfect and little arguments will always happen) somone who dosnt need the world handed to them. I want someone who has some adventure in them, dosnt have to be a life style but even a spark, i want to travel the world i want a partner, somone special to travel with me. There is nothing more inspiring then a girl with a goal, somone who has a place that she is detremined to get too. i want somone with a dream, and who is not afraid to speak her mind, there is nothing i hate more then to feel i am being controlling of another. But going back to the topic of this, is all that too much to ask ?
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| Awards | | | | The Goods | | | Name |
Zotan Besaid | | Occupation |
Sales Associate | | Birthday |
October 1st, 1988 | | Interests |
Games Travel Swords Anime RVB of course | | Gamertag |
| | ZOTAN'S... | | | Music |
Game music Very varied amount of music | | Movies |
Final Fantasy 7 Advent Child Princess Mononoke Spireted away Totoro The Cat Returns Ranma Pirates of the carrabien Final Fantasy The Spirtis Within |
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