I can't remember the last time I've felt this way, I imagine it would have been a time I've pushed long out of my memory. I never realized just how much I loved her until just now, when I noticed my heart's still completely shattered, and no one could fix it. I've never felt the same way about anyone before...ever...why do I keep trying? I'm so confused, and I can't open up to people, I'm scared to become attached again.

Why did that happen to her? Why can't I continue to think of her like I used to? Why can't she be the same? I'm so confused, and so utterly alone...

"If it can't be you then it must be me."-"Back Again" Boy Kill Boy