Nothing much has been happening really. I have no money for the new maps for Halo 3 coming out and CoD: WaW maps came out today and I can't get them. A new Nazi Zombies map was created and from what I've been hearing, it's way better than the old one. More weapon variety, better weapons on the walls, all that stuff. So yeah.

Stress has been hitting me hard. School, parents getting worse, people are falling away from me. It's just been hard. Luckily I am used to it. I managed to fix my 360 without sending it in to microsoft. I saved myself from having to sell my games.

I just wish time will go faster. I really want to move and get out of here. I want to be with my boyfriend as soon as possible. I will be so much happier and more cheerful like I once was. Not some demented, angry person like I am now. I am trying to change myself now but I just can't. I am doing my best. Please forgive me for all who have been angry at me for the way I have been. I've been ignoring you mainly because of that specific reason. I don't wish to make it worse. Anyways that's the way I have been. Nothing happy really.

On a happier note though I got into Band II at my school finally, got my Brown Belt in karate, got Left 4 Dead somehow. I don't know how I am going to get microsoft points so yeah. I will figure out a way. Hopefully.

That's really all that has been going on in my life. Nothing to happy.

Back to homework. The karate. Then sleep. Then repeat the cycle.