I have not been... well to say the least. I don't sleep well, and if I do I wake in cold sweat, dry mouthed, and with a sky-high heart-rate. I am beginning to see things, and hear things. I have memories that I don't know if they are real or not. I'm actually going insane. I see people and I don't know if they are actually there, because they probably shouldn't be.

All these years of joking, and I'm actually going crazy.