So I guess I wasn't very truthful in my last journal. I did not return like I had hoped and I'm still not sure if I will now. It's kind of been nagging me in the back of my mind though so one day in the near future, or maybe right now, I will return and try to start again here. Looking back at my old posts 2 years back and those two hideous threads I made that supported my naive stupidity I'm tempted to get a new account, just to start off fresh again. For those of you who remember me I probably don't remember you. If any one from my old times on this site still notices this abandoned account then go ahead and post here but don't be certain I'll remember you right off. Hopefully though this will be the first of many journals of my slow return back to this site.