This night's going to be either a disaster, or incredible. I don't see an in between outcome really. The woman I've been after for months now I mean months is coming to see me, right now. I have an hour to make my apartment presentable. Thankfully my roommate is out of town on a random business trip. Perfect timing.

I'll tell the story if it's worth telling later, of who she is. Right now I'm just clearing my mind. Apparently she's more nervous than me, and that's hard to believe, I've been a pretty bad wreck the past month since I've been trying real dating again. A total fucking wreck. At times, I didn't even hide it well. Kind of left me pissed at myself. I got over it, moving on.

If it wasn't for this, I'd probably be certifiable right now...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=mRbE3lNTyYQ