Every single step I make towards a new beginning is met with some bullshit hardships. Get a new job, make new friends. Suddenly I'm working 11 hours a day, five days a weed, and any new acquaintance met is gone shortly thereafter. No long-term friends, been single for two years, haven't gotten fucked in quite some time as well. This internet doesn't do anything for me either, everyone seems to be disappearing from there as well with little rhyme or reason.