As of late I'm starting to feel more and more like Dr. Manhattan. Fictional character I know and I don't mean that I started glowing blue, I mean I feel like I'm losing touch with the human race and more importantly the people around me. I've always watched other peoples lives from the sidelines but not until this point in my life do I actually feel like an outsider. I've always had many people in my life but I don't feel as if any of them actually understood me and even worse I don't feel like any of them cared to. Over the last few weeks I've watched a man slowly fall apart after making a decision to end what was a terrible 5 year long relationship. A decision which I thought was the only way he could be happy again but despite what I thought he is now sadder then ever and I just can't understand why. For every logical reason he made the right decision but yet he is met with extreme depression to the point where he is not eating or sleep and is only able to remember the good sides of his relationship and unable to look at any of the bad no matter how much there was. And on the other side of the spectrum I've witnessed the beginning of a long distance relationship. Despite what I told her she continues to let it drag on no matter much how it doesn't work and is effecting how she would normally live her life. Once again I don't understand why she is doing what she is doing because to me a relationship like that can only end and is therefore a waste of time. I do understand that love can explain these two scenarios but love is a phenomenon that I haven't experienced and not from a lack of trying, but these people seem to fall in love with every coupling they enter despite how emotionally fragile they are. I do wish I could help them when they come to me with their problems despite the fact that they never seem to be concerned with mine, in all honesty I truly am becoming every tired of these people.....


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brb Mars....