I've not been around RT for awhile. It partially has to do with keeping myself busy, with working animals or studying. Though the main reason is because I've had a rough awakening this year, when my Grand Father suddenly passed away this January. I can't even begin to fathom my feelings, then or even still right now. All I can really say is that I've changed. I'm not the person I use to be, and I don't know if I can be the person I want to be. The next year or two will be the turning point of fully defining my character I guess. That being said I'm not sure what my decision is regarding this site, I in some ways want to leave the site, and In others have the want to stay. As I'm writing this I can't say I have clearly thought out my message here, and really am just writing as I go Actually my thoughts are that 2014 is gonna be a real bitch... I just hope my senior year of high school will be a lot better....

Keep the wind to your back.....