In a span of less than 24 hours, I went from being super excited to going to RTX to fucking hating everything about life. I have to cancel my trip. The decline of my credit card while trying to book hotel rooms was the straw that broke the camels back. This trip was turning into a $5-6k expenditure that I really cannot justify right now. So I'm sitting here with teary eyes, cancelling my flights and bemoaning the $300 in RTX tickets I cannnot refund. Hopefully 3 someones will want to buy weekend passes from me. This is why I don't plan things. Nothing ever goes my way anyway.