It's been so long and so much has happened. Those of you that are still here, man i gotta give ya props.  During and after college has just taken so much of my time but i've never forgotten this place.  

The question though is something that has been on my mind for months now.  Those that were here know of the fallout between an old roommate/friend and her sister.  Recently they have "extended", lets say, a somewhat patchy "friendship".  Many questions regarding, "Hey why don't we just forget everything that happened and move on?"  To my response, "You attempted to ruin the friends I made at college, almost got me homeless, and tried to destroy my reputation with everyone, including RvB."  While i may just seem like a complete asshole right now, there is good reason why I blew up this so-called bridge of "friendship."  But I still think about it and don't really know how to take it.  Will we ever be friends again?  Probably not, more like acquaintances at best and even that is pushing it for me.  How do you forgive someone who in your eyes was your best friend at the time just try and utterly destroy your rep?

I have a lot of other things on my mind but this is just the biggest thing that bothers me.  I wish I could say I had someone to talk to about it but I don't and I really miss it here.