It's hard to believe that it's been 3 years since Monty's passing. I still remember the day so vividly in my head and I probably will for years to come. Like so many, he inspired me to push myself and pursue what I love doing which is content creation and video editing. I've been so lucky to be able to go to college to further my skills and potentially have a career in something that I have a passion for.


This year, today has been especially hard. Monty was and continues to be a force pushing me to be creativity and do the projects that I want to do. However, the past few months roughly since October I've struggled so much with finding things to create that I both want to and that I would be proud to make. And looking back on the past few months today, I'm really disappointed in myself because I haven't been pushing myself to better or I haven't been able to find an idea for videos that I want to create. I've been in such a creative hole and I can't fine a way to get out of it. 


But I'm going to keep moving forward. I'm going to keep clawing my way out of this rut until I find the sunlight again and when I do, I'll push myself to be better than I was before. I know I've got a long road ahead of me filled with failure, uninspired ideas, and self doubt, but I'm not going to stop. I'm going to keep fighting because this is what I'm passionate about and I'm willing to work for it and I know that Monty's legacy will be there to push me to be better. 


So today may be hard and the months and years to come may be rough, but because of you and your inspiration, I'm able to push through it. Thank you Monty for everything you did and continue to do in our lives. 


You'll never be forgotten heart