I can't believe how long it has been! I feel like a fell into a wormhole or traveled in a TARDIS and I am now in the future of Roosterteeth. Hopefully I can try to be constant and catch up with my favorite community.
10 years ago00Griff
I just need to rant now. cause after all i'm everyone's soundboard. people bitch about anything and i'm the guy that ends up having all this shit that i don't want to hear. it can be minimal or this HUGE ass secret that i don't want to know. i don't care who this reads this it is just for my anger projection and just so i don't have an anierism or whatever. so all these people that come to me to hear thier problems or rants. I typically sympathize cause i'm a nice guy and i like to help people. but those people fail to see that my life has problems too. so what happens when i try to talk to someone about my problems, they're like, "pfft. i've got it worse" or "you think that bad, let me tell you....." and i'm like> WHAT THE FUCK!? SINCE WHEN DID I ASK FOR YOUR SOB STORY? oH, I'M SORRY YOUR RIGHT I'VE GOT NO PROBLEMS AND I CAN ONLY PARTICIPATE IN WHINE FESTS BY BEING THE JUDGE SEEING WHO IS RIGHT OR WRONG. AFTER ALL MY DAD'S ONLY A TEACHER THAT EVERYONE FUCKING HATES AND THEN ANY STRUGGLES THAT HE RECIEVES, I GET IT TOO. THEN WHEN HE GETS HOME, MY BROTHER ( A SLIGHT AUTISTIC, HARD OF HEARING 17 YEAR OLD BOY) HAS TO HASSLE HIM OVER ANY DETAIL INCLUDING HOW MY DAD FOLDS HIS HANDS OR EATS HIS DINNER! YEAH AND THEN I STAY HOME AND LISTEN TO THIS ALL THE TIME PRACTICALLY EVERY DAY AND NOW I'M THINKING THAT MY DAD IS LOOSING IT AND IT IS GETTING FOR MY PARENTS TO GET ALONG WITH EACH OTHER.
but enough about that oh yes. that's just boring shit that nobody cares about. after all everyone thinks my bro and they love his "crazy antics". NO LET'S GET BACK TO THE SOCIAL LIFE CAUSE SEX AND LOVE DRAMA IS WHERE IT IS AT!!!!!! SO AFTER ALL SEEN THIS ONE GIRL I'VE LIKED FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS GO THROUGH ALL THESE "REAL"ATIONSHIPS AND I FIND THAT THEY ARE NICEpeople. but they are truly people that go out and do dumb shit that gets them deeper. SO WHAT THE FUCK?! YOU HAVE TO FIND GUYS THAT HAVE SOMEWHAT OF A tiny BAD ATTITUDE BEFORE YOU CAN FIND A NICE GUY AND NOT EVEN GO ON A REAL DATE BEFORE ALL THESE "BONDS" FORM. FUCK THIS I'M A NICE GUY! AND I'VE LIKE WHAT? GOT ONLY ONE LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP AS A FRESHMAN AS AN EXPERIENCE STAT SHEET? IS THAT WHAT IT IS?! FUCK NO! AND THEN THE GIRLS THAT CAN'T STAND TO BE AWAY FROM BEING AWAY FROM THEY'RE OTHER HALF FOR A HALF-MONTH? PLEASE!?! I WOULD KILL FOR A GIRLFRIEND, BUT I HAVE TO SETTLE FOR THE FRIEND THAT EVERYONE CONFIDES IN AND TRUSTS SO I END UP BEING THE MANURE FARMER FOR EACH AND EVERY PERSON. no problem i'll just sympathize and smile giving any helpful info.
then people tell me that i act totally geeky and that i should grow up......FUCK THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO WONDER PETER PAN WANTED TO STAY A KID; IT'S SO MUCH FUCKING EASIER.!!!.......nobody thinks that i can have a deep conversation and just frickin analyze myself. i can believe me i've done it several on the quiet bus rides. i'm a kid that only has hope. hope helps you endure. i'm a kid that sacrifices himself before he even does anything for himself. i am too damn prideful to say anything, always feels guilt and can never hold a grudge against even my own worst enemy. i don't do homework until eveyone's in bed, because it is too distracting while skyler(bro) is picking fights; because i feel that my role as the first son is that my parent want me to succeed so bad that they've sacrifice their relationship with me to be sure i'm happy...and i'm not....
I don't care....you can judge me. go ahead. i have no idea what people truly think of me behind my back. i wish i knew. cause then it would make it so much easier to deal with people if you knew who hated you that way you could pick your friends better......i don't know...........i can't explain it.
and for those that i go to school with, i don't want to be hearing about if any of this involves you because i'll tell you the truth: there always will be.
not until we can honestly accept everybody for who they are, i will not apologize to anyone for any offense i cause anyone. after all, that would just make me seem like just another asshole.
10 years ago00Griff
copied this from garra86
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
Opening Credits: vision of division by the strokes
Waking Up: Had Enough-breaking benjamin
First Day At School: Time of dying-three days grace
Falling In Love: Fly from the Inside-Shinedown
Fight Song: Third engine-Saves the day
Breaking Up: Toddler mail-larry the cable guy
Prom: Connected[*]-Hoobastank (Halo 2)
Life's OK: Mausoleum Suite-Halo 2, Game Soundtrack, Martin ODonnell
Mental Breakdown: High Charity Suite-Halo 2, Game Soundtrack, Martin ODonnell
Driving: The Crimson-Atreyu
Getting Back Together: Walking After You-Foo Fighters
Wedding: Say Goodnight-Jump, Little Chicken
Final Battle: Sound of the Sun-Silverstein
Death Scene: Animal I have Become-three days grace
Funeral Song: Change Your Mind-The Killers
End Credits: You Look Good, Jack- Hans Zimmer, POTC: Dead Man's Chest
10 years ago00Griff
OK I love where roosterteeth has gone with Reconstruction, dig the new layout, and hopefully i will be on a little bit more now.
Oh and I may be possibly moving out of the country for the next 4-8 years...yeah....
"Remember, remember the fifth of November; the Gunpowder treason and plot..."
11 years ago00Griff
hey to those who read my entrys. sorry i haven't been on forever. but i just wanted to mention that a lady gave me her son's old classic Sega Genesis game console (box and everything). it came with one controller and good ol' Sonic the Hedghog.
it also came with madden '92 and '94 but who the 'eff cares?
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