00desi00

Female
from Millville, NJ

  • Activity

    • given up

      14 years ago

      00desi00

      ok ...that boi...well i told him the other day that i regret ever havin feelings for him...well his eyes got watery......and he now refuses to glance in my direction......fucked up ...huh

    • fucked

      14 years ago

      00desi00

      ok..theres' this old home economics book from like the 1950's..it's called how to be a good wife...let me tell u when i read it i got pissed off....it stated that a woman should have a mans meal on the table b4 he gets home.... for her to walk around the house and clear any clutter around the house and get a rag to dust the furniture one last time. it also said that she should take a 15 min rest to freshen up b4 her man gets home and not to ask him questions when he gets home becuz he's had a rough day at work and odds r what has to say to u is more important

    • exhausted

      14 years ago

      00desi00

      ok....i've been crushin this boi..for awhile...expressin my feelings letttin him now that he was the ONE and their was no other gurl best for him then me...well the boi brushes me off like i was dust on his shoulder.. lettin every body and their momma kno ..i wanted him...so i stopped tellin him how i felt..stopped whisperin in his ear as i walked by...stopped fantasying about what we could have been....it seemed like when i stopped my emotions towards him...he would express how he felt towards me..slowly ..he would begin to talk to me...tell his boy's he wanted me....and i began to listen...and feel for him again..it kicked off bad..see his mom and mine were like two crazy ppl who were jus not havin me and him get accuainted ...which made him turn away..real fast....so i stopped talkin to him yet again..he noticed of course..stupid of him though...because he would talk to otha gurls in my face...flirtin..ya kno how bois are!! i hated him for it because i wanted him..yearned his touch..when i looked in his eyes i swore i saw his soul...i felt for him more than i felt for my next breath..real deep..i went..real deep...he wouldn't talk to me though to tell me how he felt..he wasn't being real to US and what we could become...so now he has the nerve to ask me "what u don't like me no more" so i reply by sayin nah i jus don't care ne more and looked at me dumbfounded said he didnt' understand i told him i didn;t care ne moe didn;t kno what to say i told him to tell me what to do..becuz i had no clue....he jus stared at me...and kept starin...so i narrawed it done to the conclusion that he jus doesn't kno how to be true to who he is and who he REALLy wants...so this is my question to all the guys out there??????>>>>>why do u not express how u feel ......it tears a gurl to peices not tellin her what u want......it tore me to shreds.

    • hell

      14 years ago

      00desi00

      i wake up desperately tryin to find out who i am and what the hell i'm doing in the life. everytime i think i have the answer it turns out not being what i wanted so hell i woke and told myself poeple always try to hurt one another but how you try to hurt can only make me stronger so what the hell bring it on bitch!!!!!!

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  • Comments (12)

    • SlappyKilled

      14 years ago

      oh yea love your pic

    • SlappyKilled

      14 years ago

      hey you never now about some one till you become good buds

    • wingnut80

      14 years ago

      "u can't eat..what u can't see..."

      Hmmm...what the hell were you talking about!?!?

    • ythpstrmoby

      14 years ago

      appearances can be decieving when they are digital:P but you never know...

    • SlappyKilled

      14 years ago

      that boy must me a pussy.

    • Pip

      14 years ago

      those pics of yours will be taken off soon probably

    • njnaz765

      14 years ago

      Awww isnt that cute, you love the ability to murder and carjack via GTA series. You seem like a nice humble girl who i can trust. LOL

    • bobnewhart

      14 years ago

      i just started postin and stuff on here so i dont have any friends yet.

    • Yggdrasill

      14 years ago

      Heh just saying hi and posted on your journal ttyl.

    • blueproject

      14 years ago

      what!? you're not a geek?? then I'm not interested.... geeks are the new cool...

    • KriS_

      14 years ago

      you love law and order!!!! good girl.

    • akanickyc

      14 years ago

      you're so lonely?

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