8 years ago69mouse69
Mkays, firstly I wanna apologize once more, for failing with this site, lolz.
I've been like.. Ridiculously busy with EVERYTHING else.
Most people will not understand what, but meh.. S'all good. :3
So, Imma re-introduce myself.
Kays, lets start with the basics;;
I'm (4x2)+(5x2) years old. :3
Do the math, it's simple enough.
I'm single. :D
&& Pretty much loving it, right now.
I'm still a leo, lolz..
August 19th, FTW! :3
I'm in love with piercings && tattoos.
So far I got my ears, nose, && belly button pierced.
Along with one tattoo.
I plan on getting my lip, tongue, monroe, ears a few more times, && hips pierced. :3
&& Multiple tattoos.
Along with "Love" on my left wrist. :3
A few random, assorted words to describe me would be;;
Video games, Gloves, Pizza, Horror movies, Pig tails, Eye liner, Ghosties, Kittens, Poetry, Lyrics, Music, Halloween, Summer, Rainbow, Hearts, Candy, Cigarettes, Parties, Bubbles, Piercings, Tattoos, Internet, Bitch, Cuddles, Nympho, Crazy, Tacos, Subs, Chips, Energy drinks, Parks, Trucks, ADD, Eyes, Analyze.
Got some AMAZING plans coming up.
&& Hopefully, if things work out well, then I'll be going through with them fairly soon.
But, I'm not going to mention them til I know what's all going down.
I don't plan on getting ahead of myself, or getting excited about something have have it blow up in my face.
In case it does.
But, yer.. I love yas!
10 years ago69mouse69
Your flesh burns. Your hand around your wrist. Squeezing. Begging. For blood. Finally. A drop. Then. It starts to pour. You feel it pulsing. Escaping. Freeing you of the reason. The pain. The memory. Your eyes are glued. Staring. Prying for an explaination. Down at the cuts. That decorate your wrist. All directions. Futile attempts. To escape the truth. The reality. The fear and nightmares. That is life. You can't close your eyes. It hurts too much. Seeing him. Watching her. Knowing. It's true. Memories flashing. Shaking. Tears start to fall. Escaping along with the blood. Together. The leave your body. Leave you. You know you wouldtoo. If you had the chance. Escape yourself. Run away. Forget. Forget it all. Erase all the memories. Lose all control. No responsibility. It wouldn't be your fault. Your attention returns to your wrist. Still. Bleeding out. You touch a finger to it. Taste the blood. It tastes. Like metal. Closing your lips around your finger. You eyelids. Heavy. You wrap a cloth around your wounds. Squeezing once again. Pulsing and throbbing. Your wrist bleeds. Your eyes cry. You die inside. Slowly. The bleeding stops. You silence your last few whimpers. And cover your arms. Put that smile on. Big. Bright. Happy. And so fake. Ready to face the world. That lies to you. Hurts you. And expects so much of you. Standing tall on the outside. But.Crippled. Underneath your disguise. Your eyes. They reach for anything. Anyone. That will notice. That will care. But, your smile. And tough exterior. Challenge. Anything and anyone. That try to get close. Maybe. Someday. Someone will truly understand. Maybe. Just enough. For them to help. Without. Forgetting about you.
11 years ago69mouse69
So, yeahs.. I was in Clinton, visiting my brother, today. :]
It was pretty intense, lol ^-^
I chilled with Nate, for a bits. Him and I played Call Of Duty 4, and I kicked his ass! xD
Lol.. Even though, it was kinda.. *Ahem* Awkward..
He's kinda retarded, lol..
Keeps saying, I have a nice ass. >__>
I told him to shut the fuck up, and not to say anything about my ass, just 'cause he likes ass.
I think he finally got the picture.
Well, then Damian, Matt, Justin, and I went out and got some munchies.
It kicked ass!
I got Doritos, and an effin sub!
And, we hung out, for a bit.
Justin gave me a piggy back ride!
Lol.. He's excited.
He's gonna be 20, in a few days :]
I armwrestled Damian.
He's this like.. Fuck.. He's this native dude, with huge ass muscles!
Lol.. He's awesome!
Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut.. I kicked his ass, tooooooo xD
Anywho, today was pretty awesome.
Although, my fave part was running randomly in the rain, lol
It started pouring, and I ran around and danced in the rain, for like.. And hour :]
I hopes you enjoys them two pics, from after, lol
Even if I look like a spazztard. <333
11 years ago69mouse69
I wasn't gonna bother writing a journal, about my birthday, at all
'Cause, I didn't really wanna remind people, that I turned 16, yesterday
But, this birthday was great!
I chilled with friends, all day long :]
Lol.. And, I'll be going to get my belly button peirced again, tomorrow :D
Only thing ish
I REALLY MISSED CODY!
Lol.. But, besides that
My birthday was pretty good, for once :]
So, I ish gonna go, now
Today kicked assssssss!
I love you, guys
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