Ajemsuhgao

Male
from Santa Ana, CA

  • Activity

    • I'm (Probably) Not Dead.

      8 years ago

      Ajemsuhgao

      I cannot guarantee that my journal title is 100% accurate.

      Anyway, it's 1 o'clock in the morning and I randomly decided to sign into RvB, after not doing so in...probably close to a year now.

      I can't think of anything worthwhile to say here. I'm probably not even on anyone's watchlist anymore. If I remember correctly, the reason I was decently popular on this website was because of my 3d work, and Halo 3d "fanart".

      So, here's some of that:

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      These are pretty old..I don't do too much 3d stuff anymore, which..I think is sad. I kinda just ditched my dream, and got lazy. I'm waiting for that one opportunity where I'm needed, or one moment where I get super inspired to just sit and model something.
      That has not happened in a long time. The sniper rifle was done because I love the design of the Halo sniper rifles. The tank model was done because I had to do it for reasons I cannot say. I had a lot of fun doing both, but I can't seem to get inspiration to just sit and do anything anymore.

      My problem with 3d modeling is this: I love doing it. People say that I'm good at it. But I cannot bring myself to model something, just for the hell of it. Too much work goes into it for it to just sit there, unused. If I had a job doing this, or if I was part of some project I was genuinely interested in, I would happily model 24/7. But this is never the case. None of my project ideas ever actually come to fruition. They're always just ideas. And when I do have a great idea for something, it's always lost because of lack of willpower, knowledge, or(in most cases), support from friends. If I had an actual group to start a project with, that was completely dedicated to actually accomplishing something....it would be an amazingly great start to getting me back into doing things I once loved.

    • Well, shit.

      9 years ago

      Ajemsuhgao

      My C drive(which is all my old shit from years ago that I just decided to keep for whatever reason, nothing terribly important) is literally failing as I type.

      :(

    • A thought.

      9 years ago

      Ajemsuhgao

      If a Wall-E type future becomes a reality, and everyone just starts becoming really fat...can the phrases "THINK OF THE CHILDREN!" and "SAVE THE WHALES" be used interchangeably?

    • 9 years ago

      Ajemsuhgao
    • God I love Weebl.

      9 years ago

      Ajemsuhgao

      www.weebls-stuff.com/toons/Amazing+Horse/

      Gonna be listening to this for AT LEAST two hours straight, I'm sure...

    • GAH

      9 years ago

      Ajemsuhgao

      *Total Length: 01:30:52
      * Set: 4
      * Round: 2
      * Wave: 5


      SO CLOSE TO GETTING ENDURE ACHIEVEMENT FOR ODST T_T

    • Rah

      9 years ago

      Ajemsuhgao

      Having to reformat sucks.


      Backing up 90% of the contents of a 120GB hard drive sucks even more.



      On a completely unrelated note, what's with watches today having Chronographs? Trying to find a decent watch with day/month/date on it is ridiculously hard for some reason.

    • D:

      10 years ago

      Ajemsuhgao

      www.youtube.com/watch?v=6bMLrA_0O5I

      Boxxy..

      She may be cute, but GOD you just want to hit her with a broom. Or a shovel. At least the latter would shut her up.


      That being said, that song is pretty good. XD


      Glad the whole boxxy thing is done and over with, though. I haven't heard anything about her in months.

    • Very Thin Ice

      10 years ago

      Ajemsuhgao

      Auto-tune the news

      Pretty awesome. The Katie Couric part is amazing.

      And she sounds like fucking GLaDOS.

  • Comments (1568)

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Holy crap you got on after three weeks! XD

    • GeneraI_Beef

      9 years ago

      I would guesstimate that it cost me around $100NZ. I don't know how much materials cost in the US, so I can't give a good estimate for you in that regard. Also, some of the materials that I bought were on sale (such as the LEDs, which would be a bit more difficult to get cheaply when not around Christmas).

    • Alex_vanPutten

      9 years ago

      San Diego.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      neuschwanstein_2008neu2_062t.jpg
      using as reference for some project I'm setting for myself one day.

    • Shrew

      9 years ago

      So I can't message you on Live Messenger right now. If you get this before I can message you again, here's the DL link for the cortana stuff.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      the lack of ajem makes me saaaad
    • Shrew

      9 years ago

      Oh man, no good.

      Also, looking at our Service Records side by side, you have 5 times as many games as me and only twice as many kills. Also my K/D ratio against Brute Heroes is 2.6 to your 2.0. For shame, Ajem.

      Post edited 10/18/09 12:42AM

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      I love how everyone is in love with your work. It is pretty amazing considering all I can do is draw :/ All I know is that you're amazing. :hug:

      Love you!
    • Alex_vanPutten

      9 years ago

      Would you happen to have the Mark V model?

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Well, I plan on looking for a job starting next week. So I'll actually have reason to shave often. @_@

      So no more wolfman. >:3


      WTF HAPPENED TO THIS PLAN?!?! D:

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Oh

      I forgot

      I took a few pictures while playing in the Goth household

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      Mortimer proposing to Bella :3

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Sims took my name.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Oh, one more thing

      GPA is 2.9

      Want it in the 3.0 range :\

      Another reason why I hate Perspective and 3D

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      :O

      Checked my grade from last quarter. Got a C- in Perspective

      :D

      No more of that and a bit higher than I expected.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      WTF

      Got a class dropped.

      But I still go to school 3 days a week.

      Gonna try to change this... and I think I'm now part time...

      fffff

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Today wasn't too bad. Though the final was like >_O

      13 pages on 11x17 paper basically redoing what we did for our projects. The first half I got right for sure, other half is basically "well, if it works..."

      I really didn't remember how to do the last couple of pages, on top of that I was excused from one since I missed the day he taught that. I think I did okay.... I hope I did okay enough to pull a C or higher if it's even possible. I am almost certain I passed. Showed him my sketchbook that I hope made up roughly two weeks worth.

      What sucks is that today they are doing the buying back books thing. And I forgot to bring books D:
      I hope they do this once every quarter or something like that.

      The good things of today: Hung out with Mekinley (yeah, I spelt that right @_@) and she got me a cup of noodles and some candy before she left around noon.
      Finally got to see that one lady in career services to help me a bit with my resume. She had me go see Financial Aid to see if I qualified for Financial work study.

      Work-Study is a federal and state-funded, need based financial aid program designed to provide jobs to full-time students to help them meet their school related expenses. Students typically work 8 - 10 hours per week to earn the amount of their award.


      And I DO qualify :O
      But the person who does that is in Riverside, IIRC so :\
      She also got me a bunch of papers to fill out for positions around here and names of who to give it to. Jobs here go really fast...
      Went to one of the places, asked if they were. The woman there said that no one has submitted anything yet so no jobs have been filled. I can work in the library, registrar, cage, or academic affairs. But she said that you first need to submit a resume to them before filling out the application.

      Sooooooooo, working on the resume and going to email it to that woman I was talking to earlier for the resume and ask her to either forward it or print out a few and give it to everyone @_____@

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Got a huge cut on my pinkie somehow... no wonder it was stinging so much...

      Why am I always in pain when I'm away from you?!

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      ...........

      Most random comment ever...

      Some girl is playing a game with some people (I sort of know them, they're in game art) and she just stated loudly

      "MY UTERUS HURTS!"

      I'm sitting here doing some sketchbook homework, and then paused right when I heard that.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Just started working on the ear... that... is somehow super easy.... o_O Got it all shaped out in like, not even a minute.

      Edge, ring, connect, move vertices around, done with outline.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      My mom is coming in a half hour. Finishing up the body, and trying to make the ears.

      Jason said there was no tutorial for it, and to make it ourselves.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      I didn't know the light box would be so FUCKING HEAVY!

      Two minutes holding that and my fingers start to hurt.

      Don't you dare call me a wimp, most of that shit is metal.

      >:O

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      I'm FINALLY going to go sleep now.... after kinda raping your comments while you sleep.

      Oh

      fuck

      I just realized what today is!
      My sister's birthday
      ._________________________________.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      I lie to myself every night that you're not there with me before I go to bed... Though I know it's impossible for you to come here...

      So it's slowly killing me each day that you're not here...

      Still like that even now, it is possible for you to come here... to take me away from here... but I need to leave permanently...

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      ha...

      Right... the cookie in your pants, that was all I ever wanted.
    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      I RUIN EVERYTHING! DIDN'T YOU GET THE MEMO?!


      Basically....


      I'm just like my mother >:|

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      lancyth:

      Guess who's sponsored again. The day Ajem's not a sponsor is the day the world will end.


      Then the world's been ending for quite some time. Getting ready for 2012, I assume. >_>

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      I know you're not the type that would ever feel my wrath.

      It's because you are awesome like that. ^^


      I don't know why that kinda saddened me...

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      A) My sister and co. eats it all while I'm at school.
      B) Money goes to rent before anything else.
      C) Apparently hamsters are more important to feed than children.
      D) Mom needs a better job.


      The sad part is, most of that hasn't changed. Except for C, obviously, replace that with a cat and a hamster.

      and add an E)
      I need a job. Period.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      WHATTHEFAIL?

      You know, I never realized how crappy lower Upland (i life in the northern part of the lower area)


      How the fuck did I not see that?!

      I fail at English

      (//-.-) *is emo*

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      In reply to Kiarushka, #1:

      I want to play Dead Space... :|

      In reply to Ajemsuhgao, #2:

      I want to play Dead Space... :|

      In reply to t0mat03, #3:

      I'm playing Dead Space... :|


      Wow, why did I wait this long to see t0mat03's journal(s) again? XD

      I love looking back at things >_>

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      And now he let us go out early.

      Weh

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      And now you're not even online.. even after I called :\

      Well, I'm working more on the body. And tomorrow I'm going to do Perspective homework at school since it won't be due until the last week.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      GET ON AIM!

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      So true T-T

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    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

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      >_>

    • Alex_vanPutten

      9 years ago

      Not quite.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Get on AIM :3

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Hello :3

      I just saw idarii's pictures of her baby.

      Made me think of a song in Coraline

      which made me think of Devi :3

      Oh, and today was Nacho Tuesday! And the teacher had donuts for us too. Felt like it was kind of a waste to bring the Thai noodle box but I might get hungry during break. o.o

      How are you?! You do more gloves?

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      -.-

      At least you can leave and be with me in a few days. :3

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Oh, and why was your brother sleeping there last night? Did Aimee kick him out because he didn't have any money to spend?

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      So, how was your day?

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      I know D:

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

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    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      XD!

      The second comment made my day.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      Some guy just came in with some In N Out


      Weh, and I'm really hungry. :(

      And on a completely different note,
      these people need to die.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      :rage:

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      This site is full of sad and funny things.

    • Kiarushka

      9 years ago

      All I did was take a few pictures around campus. Don't really feel like drawing.

      And the library is fucking FREEZING

      my fingers hurt to bend. :(

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