Alyssa_Rose

Female
from Atlanta, Georgia

  • Activity

    • karma is a bitch

      7 years ago

      Alyssa_Rose

      Hi,

      So tomorrow is my 23rd birthday. most people are excited for birthdays, but i can honestly say the past few years have only left me pissed about a day that is suppose to be all fun. I try not to get all hyped about it, as i know ill be let down no matter what. Meh.
      This year i actually got a birthday letter from the hospital. you see, on my 23rd birthday i have to go get a biopsy. when i went for my physical, that was a good 5 years overdo, i was told i needed to go have a lump checked out. being scared shitless, i made an appointment asap for a mammogram. i sat in a room full of middle age ladies, some with fear in their faces and others with strength bouncy off them. i didnt really know how to feel or what to expect. i simply kept myself emotional-less and did what the nurse asked of me.
      they found several bumps, and asked that i came back to have a biopsy to see if they are fatty tissue things or something else.

      i guess you get what you deserve. i fully believe in karma.

      on the positive side, i started an internship this semester for an event planning company. im fully loving it, and hope to continue in this field upon graduation.

      other that school and work, i basically find things to fill my time. mainly its my dog and me going on hikes or trying to get lost somewhere in atlanta for a new adventure.

      well, that is it for now. i hope all is well with everyone else.

    • 7 years ago

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    • rambles

      8 years ago

      Alyssa_Rose

      hello anyone reading this! hope you are doing well.

      I finally decided to get on here and write something, so here i go.

      I am currently (well taking a break) from doing some homework as the electrician is here (again) to attempt to fix my bedroom light fixture. I swear that thing has been f uped for years, i think i have some form of a spirit living in my room.... jk

      I have about a year and half left of school. i should of been done this december, but i recently changed my major to hospitality administration. It seemed a lot more fun then accounting haha

      Um hm, if your still reading this then your pretty fucking amazing. So points for you.

      Baseball season has arrived, thank god. I went to the braves home opener.... sadly it wasnt a good game for us. Im hoping to make it up to chicago for a sox game.

      Ok that is all, good day.

    • Shit

      8 years ago

      Alyssa_Rose

      So, I just went to go use my debit card for something on this site.... and.... its gone.

      I will get to what I was going to buy on this account for that person asap. Ill probably just send cash into the site.. can you do that?

      FML

    • happiness

      8 years ago

      Alyssa_Rose

      For the best several months, or well a years really, i have been working to change my life. It has for sure been an up and down battle with lots of celebrations and tears of sadness. I had originally lost 70 pounds, and i will admit i probably did it the unhealthy way. So to no surprise i ended up gaining the majority of that back as soon as i stopped being so hardcore. it was this past April that i wanted to kick off the healthy life change movement. Granted doing it the way doctors say is a much slower process, but i feel like it will last my whole life. I am now down 30 pounds since April. Yes i know, that's not much. An average of 6 pounds a month doesn't seem like a lot. Its quite frustrating, however, i am freaken proud of myself. I am doing things i never thought possible and pushing myself more then ever. Its a great feeling. This time around i feel like my mental health is really what is helping me get by. I feel i finally stepped back and let myself handle issues that needed help. I seeked out help of friends, family , and professionals.... what a difference it can make to have a support system. Its definitely still a daily struggle, but i know im headed in the right direction.... finally!
      Basically what i am getting at here is... well im not sure....
      Just hoping someone passes over my journal and thinks to themselves... i can do this too....

      I joined a fitness community site, and am really liking it. They have message boards and you can track your calories, exercise and so forth. It helps you lose and gain weight. I encourage all to join. www.myfitnesspal.com

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    • Puppies Everywhere

      9 years ago

      Alyssa_Rose

      I sometimes wonder if im just meant to own dogs and not have kids. Seriously, i think i would almost be ok with that.

      For several years i had 3 dogs. A bichon (molly) , golden retriever (titan), and a lab mix (bailey)
      Molly at the age of 14 passed away last November, and titan at only 9 years old passed away in december. So, bailey and i were left alone. It was quite different, and i will admit my life was a bit easier. Although it just didnt feel right. 2 days before Christmas i decided to get a little Christmas dog, zoey. Bailey and Zoey have become good friends these past months and life has been good.

      While i love my two dogs, i still had an earning for another. I have a deep love for goldens and needed to fill that void. This past saturday i did a search on craiglists and what do i see... a golden mix! that was enough for me. i called the lady up and went right away to get her. Her name is lexi and shes 9 weeks old.Quite a cutie pie if i say so myself.

      all the dogs are currently sleeping, thank god, so i decided to hope on here and well do a lil mother bragging. There is a picture of bailey up in my images and i will get on of zoey and lexi soon.

      take care

    • Procrastination

      9 years ago

      Alyssa_Rose

      If there is one thing i can say i truly hate doing, its packing.
      I leave tomorrow for a little family trip to Orlando, and well i have a billion and one things to do in the next 14 hours. For some reason tho, i find finally writing a journal is a good excuse to putting off the following....taking final exam, doing laundry, running to the store, and of course packing.

      However, like always, when i sit down to write my mind goes blank. For some reason i write better with a pen and paper, i could write for hours that way. Plus i feel its more personal. I cant remember the last time i actual hand wrote someone a letter or received one. Anywho, that's a rant for another day.

      Thankfully summer courses end today, as soon as i take my last online final before midnight tonight. Then i get a month off before fall semester begins. Want to hear something sucky? I was unable to get any classes on the main campus (long story) which is in downtown atlanta, therefore, im having to move back home for the fall and go to the campus up by my parents. I am not looking forward to this.

      I ran my first 5k a few weekends back. Besides the deadly humidity and my ipod not working, it was a huge success and felt great to finally do it.

      Well now that i talked about a bunch of random crap, i will leave you with this amazing song that has been on repeat all summer long..... www.youtube.com/watch?v=2k6EbLm4Q1s .... it is sure to make you happy.

      O, and to that person... hopefully you know who you are and are reading this...... i hope you are feeling better and keeping your spirits up.

  • About Me

  • Comments (165)

    • TheMatt

      9 years ago

      Thanks.... now law school.
      *sigh*

    • TheMatt

      9 years ago

      Same. Working a lot.... lots of doubles because I had to get rid of a guy.
      And school. I should be done with my BS in August.

    • TheMatt

      9 years ago

      Yo, where have you been stranger???

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Ok so far.
      Not good.... not bad.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Sorry... it is my latino heat I suppose.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Yes... it sure is.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      I would rather believe in the good of people.... until the screw me over. don't screw me over. and Honestly, don't screw me over and with eyes like yours.... you can do no wrong in my book.

      Secret
      *I have a thing for blue eyes, exotic to me I guess*

      Well i am sorry you are so swamped with thoughts... hope you handle them soon.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Well i am glad you are doing so much better. A woman as nice as you should never be sad or feel insecure about how amazing she truly can be.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Well when you are ready, let me know when you are ready to accept my application for mister perfect ;-)

      But all and all, you are doing better right?

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      So still no special guy in your life then?

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Thanks.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      got the same finals things going on here hun. I can"t stand it.

      So whats new this week?

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      How are you doing dear?

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Well if you read it, Paul is telling people that marriage is good but that he is not married because he does not need to be. Paul was making it clear that his ministry way perfectly fine with out him needing a wife however not everyone can do that. Not having a wife helped him focus solely on the Lords work. He also go on to say, those that can not control their sexual urges need to get married quick so they don't have sex before marriage and become sexual deviants.

      I can control my desires and urges, I don't know what I am missing out on.

      And no you don't need a wife to get into heaven. In fact, after judgment day, we will be given glorified bodies and we will be married unto Christ and not our earthly counterparts. That is why wedding vows are.... til death do us part, once you die.... even if you are both in heaven, it is over. but whatever, not like I study scripture ;-)

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Well if you read it, Paul is telling people that marriage is good but that he is not married because he does not need to be. Paul was making it clear that his ministry way perfectly fine with out him needing a wife however not everyone can do that. Not having a wife helped him focus solely on the Lords work. He also go on to say, those that can not control their sexual urges need to get married quick so they don't have sex before marriage and become sexual deviants.

      I can control my desires and urges, I don't know what I am missing out on.

      And no you don't need a wife to get into heaven. In fact, after judgment day, we will be given glorified bodies and we will be married unto Christ and not our earthly counterparts. That is why wedding vows are.... til death do us part, once you die.... even if you are both in heaven, it is over. but whatever, not like I study scripture ;-)

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Well if you read it, Paul is telling people that marriage is good but that he is not married because he does not need to be. Paul was making it clear that his ministry way perfectly fine with out him needing a wife however not everyone can do that. Not having a wife helped him focus solely on the Lords work. He also go on to say, those that can not control their sexual urges need to get married quick so they don't have sex before marriage and become sexual deviants.

      I can control my desires and urges, I don't know what I am missing out on.

      And no you don't need a wife to get into heaven. In fact, after judgment day, we will be given glorified bodies and we will be married unto Christ and not our earthly counterparts. That is why wedding vows are.... til death do us part, once you die.... even if you are both in heaven, it is over. but whatever, not like I study scripture ;-)

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      1Co 7:28 But if you do marry, you have not sinned; and if a virgin marries, she has not sinned. But those who marry will face many troubles in this life, and I want to spare you this.
      1Co 7:32 I would like you to be free from concern. An unmarried man is concerned about the Lord's affairs--how he can please the Lord.
      1Co 7:33 But a married man is concerned about the affairs of this world--how he can please his wife--
      1Co 7:34 and his interests are divided. An unmarried woman or virgin is concerned about the Lord's affairs: Her aim is to be devoted to the Lord in both body and spirit. But a married woman is concerned about the affairs of this world--how she can please her husband.
      1Co 7:35 I am saying this for your own good, not to restrict you, but that you may live in a right way in undivided devotion to the Lord.
      1Co 7:38 So then, he who marries the virgin does right, but he who does not marry her does even better.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Had faith all my life.... but life passed me by. everyone else got ahead except me.

      I realize now that biblically not everyone is called to have someone.... I am one of those few.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Yeah i get you.... and yes i agree it is a turn off.... but I have never been like that and it never gets me any where. So a change of pace was needed.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Oh me.... I hate you girls...lol
      You are all so difficult and guys are no better.

      I no longer want to get married or have kids or sex or anything. I want to be alone for ever now. So yeah, I am fine.

      hahahaha

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      So no special someone in your life??

      What a shame, you are the total package. Are you waiting for someone worthy still?

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      I have been doing ok.
      How have you been? Haven't heard from you in a good long while. I thought something was wrong or you were busy having a life.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      me too.... did you see the video.... it was nice in a hopeful kind of depressing way.

    • vampireslaye

      10 years ago

      No worries, and Im doing just fine, thanks for asking. =)

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Not me... not anymore.

      I am never gonna be happy in this world. I guess my walk is just troubled.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      That is a song by A perfect circle.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Same. I am convinced I will never smile again.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      How are you doing my dear???

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      You are adorable!!!!

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Congested but not sick. Something is always wrong with me, not health care.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Could be better. Still sick.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      So how are you pretty lady?

    • chiro

      10 years ago


      awesome, i pretty much just sat around, i ended up taking like a 5 hour nap yesterday, and waisted the majority of my productive time.. so anyways. whats your story,.. you seem pretty cool, id really like to know..

    • Maxx_Payne

      10 years ago

      well, thats good...no secrets. lol. he sounds like a good boy.
      i actually had a girl cook for me last night.....she even asked me if i wanted to SuperSize my dinner...LOL!! it was a quick date...and i even paid her... smiley5.gif

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Well i just wanted to hang out with you, so why would I go to st. Louis by myself?

      Lots of other places I would go before that. Like a cruise. They take care of the housing, food at all hours of the day and night, clubs, bars, shows, movies, casino's not to mention the women that will surely be walking around...... you know, the cute ones that have no interest in me.... lol. That is a vacation that they take all the pain of planning out of. And you can take one any where.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Then like I said before, come visit me. Disney is a 3 hour drive away and if you are lonely or afraid or something, I am right here to hang out with ya.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Yeah that was me... like doing new places and meeting new people.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Ok, well if you want to get biblical, the scripture says "do not drink to excess" meaning it is ok to drink some, just don't get drunk to where you can lose yourself and stuff.

      And you should invite me over, I would have enjoyed a drink or too.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Drunk.... sort of.... It sucks being me.

      But ok all and all.

    • Maxx_Payne

      10 years ago

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    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Merry Christmas beautiful.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      I understand. I don't mind being alone. I am one of those types of people that is always surrounded by people but always feels alone. So everytime i do go away, I don't feel a thing.

      You can always come down my way, enjoy the beaches and if you get lonely, we can always hang out cause you got me down here. Just in case you need another escape.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      you are too cute... ok, now give me all the dirty, nasty details.... what is Vegas' seamy under belly like?

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      And it is snowing too.... awesome.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Hey beautiful, hope you are having a good time.... but not to sinfully good... lol

      Miss ya.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Let lose with video documentary for me right.... lol

      I know, I live a sad lonely life.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Awesome, well have fun but remember, What happens in Vegas...... gets recorded and sent to me ;-)

      I do hope you have a safe trip, I will miss you but be good and God Bless.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Awesome *Hugs*

      I am proud of you, keep up the good work.

    • TheMatt

      10 years ago

      Hey beautiful, how was that last final?

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