Amanda

Female
from Gainesville, Florida

  • Activity

    • The Aftershock

      10 years ago

      Amanda

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      So I am here to take back everything you've ever taken from me.

    • There is nothing left here

      10 years ago

      Amanda

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      And so are you

    • Carol Brown

      10 years ago

      Amanda

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      No matter where you go, bring your love with you.

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    • Too Many Dicks on the Dance Floor

      10 years ago

      Amanda

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      And there are thousands in the crowd outside everyday. And everyone's there. And they love me. And I don't care. Because they're not you.

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    • FUCK YES

      10 years ago

      Amanda

      I've been meaning to make this journal for a couple of days, but I've been working. ANYWAY

      So. If you know me IRL (which most of you don't), you know that I own a Nomar Garciaparra shirt that I've had for about 8-9 years. I literally wear this shirt 3 or more times per week. It's got holes in it and looks busted, but it's just my favorite shirt. Not to mention the fact that Nomar hasn't played for the Red Sox in like 5 years, but whatever.

      So, I've been searching online for another one for about 3 years, but it had to be the exact same brand etc. No such luck. Then like a week ago I'm on the phone with Lawrence and talking about this t shirt and browsing ebay. AND I SEE ONE. Oh my god I was losing my shit. Then I bid and kept getting outbid until I was like "WHATEVER." But I was super sad.

      BUT THEN IN MY MAILBOX

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      Douchebag face

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      The classic one

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      New and beautiful

      I am not even kidding when I say this is the best gift I have ever received. I immediately called Lawrence and was super excited for a little too long. Best present ever. I'm getting pumped up writing this journal again.

      Sadly I am not being sarcastic. I really like it. smiley12.gif

      -This was a hilariously detailed journal about a tshirt. I like myself


      Help out a good cause with like $5, bros

    • Biggest Challenge

      in Forums > Biggest Challenge | Follow this topic

      Amanda

      What do you consider to be the biggest challenge faced by _____ (animal, human, civil) rights workers today?

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    • Yes

      in Forums > Yes | Follow this topic

      Amanda

      This group is going to go amazingly.

      Favorite SY album

      GO

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    • 156

      10 years ago

      Amanda

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      I love you because you took the time to read this sentence.
      I love you because you give 110% even when no one is looking.
      I love you because your compassion and heart know no boundaries.
      I love you because even when I think no one cares, there you are.
      I love you because you know I am here too. Any time.
      I love you because you are you.

      I didn't want to wait until February 14th to let you know. All of you. smiley12.gif

    • Twice With Your Eyes Closed

      10 years ago

      Amanda

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      "But really, everything happens all at once.

      Every single moment that's passed and the moments still to come are all happening right now, in this moment. You are young. You are old. You laugh. You cry. You smile. You win. You lose. You don't care about either anymore. You love. You don't. You love again. You hurt. You heal.

      All at once.

      There's nothing and no one to miss because it's all still happening. They're still here.

      And it'll all continue to happen, forever."



      Things are happening.
      I will tell you all about them when I feel comfortable enough to tell you.
      Until then, know that I have found peace and I hope you have too smiley12.gif

    • Please Find This

      10 years ago

      Amanda

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      On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realize there were no more fears to fear. No tears to cry. No head to hang in shame. That every time you thought you’d offended someone, it was all just in your head and really, they love you with all their heart and nothing will ever change that. That everyone and everything lives on inside you. That that doesn’t make any of it any less real.

      That soft touches will change you and stay with you longer than hard ones.

      That being alone means you’re free. That old lovers miss you and new lovers want you and the one you’re with is the one you’re meant to be with. That the tingles running down your arms are angel feathers and they whisper in your ear, constantly, if you choose to hear them. That everything you want to happen, will happen, if you decide you want it enough. That every time you think a sad thought, you can think a happy one instead.

      That you control that completely.

      That the people who make you laugh are more beautiful than beautiful people. That you laugh more than you cry. That crying is good for you. That the people you hate wish you would stop and you do too.

      That your friends are reflections of the best parts of you. That you are more than the sum total of the things you know and how you react to them. That dancing is sometimes more important than listening to the music.

      That the most embarrassing, awkward moments of your life are only remembered by you and no one else. That no one judges you when you walk into a room and all they really want to know, is if you’re judging them. That what you make and what you do with your time is more important than you’ll ever fathom and should be treated as such. That the difference between a job and art is passion. That neither defines who you are. That talking to strangers is how you make friends.

      That bad days end but a smile can go around the world. That life contradicts itself, constantly. That that’s why it’s worth living.

      That the difference between pain and love is time. That love is only as real as you want it to be. That if you feel good, you look good but it doesn’t always work the other way around.

      That the sun will rise each day and it’s up to you each day if you match it. That nothing matters up until this point. That what you decide now, in this moment, will change the future. Forever. That rain is beautiful.

      And so are you.


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  • About Me

  • Comments (4742)

    • BlackMonsta

      10 years ago

      hey stranger how have you been?

    • BreeBurrito9

      10 years ago

      I kicked all those fuckers out btw. Next step is kicking myself out :-(

    • Leus

      10 years ago

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    • Leus

      10 years ago

      Only positive ones.

    • alexthegreat

      10 years ago

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      hey, what did I do?

    • BreeBurrito9

      10 years ago

      Dear Lover,
      I am having issues with signing onto AIM. Please begin using msn.

      Thanks,
      Your Lover

    • Rowen

      10 years ago

      people who hold signs go on...

      to hold many things

    • Leus

      10 years ago

      Aw I love you too.

    • jackiebot FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold me irl

      10 years ago

      Dammit.

      Find me one that's 25+ and worth my time.

      Post edited 3/23/09 4:23AM

    • Barbara FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      WAIT WAIT

      Are you also going on Birth right? Or are you just...stating the fact that I am?

    • atwa320

      10 years ago

      I was working!

      :O

    • DSchneider

      10 years ago

      aww, honeybee

    • Leus

      10 years ago

      Today, my guy friend and I were in his dorm room watching a movie when he started kissing me. Things heated up so we moved things over to his bed. He was on me when a hand shoots down from his top bunk. His roommate had been up there the whole time and he wanted a high-five. So they high-fived. FML

    • MysticGohan

      10 years ago

      Awww thanks.

    • jackiebot FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold me irl

      10 years ago

      Hair so long


      When i was dying it, i was considering cutting it more.. .


      . ...then i figured jon would kill me. Everytime i cut my hair, he sends me verbal threats.

    • BreeBurrito9

      10 years ago

      Chyes. You look so skinny mini and sexypants!

    • Brittewater FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I saw something about that but it was in a national enquirer mag at the grocery store so I don't really believe it.

    • BreeBurrito9

      10 years ago

      I have to clean out my fridge and pack my carry-on bag now. :-(

      get a twitter! :-D

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      but it's okay because i have my trusty guitar here with me and i can write all the songs in the world

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      je suis seule

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      baby's got a blue heart

      ;__________;

    • jackiebot FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold me irl

      10 years ago

      Cool, i think it would look way better as [--]

      And yeah! I'm hoping that the picture randomly disappearing doesn't mean i'm out of the competition or something stupid. idk.. it's pissing me off a bit.

    • jackiebot FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold me irl

      10 years ago

      Not so swell.. the image has been broken on the site for over a week now, and I emailed them like three different ways and have heard back only from "customer service" who keeps telling me they forwarded my problem to the design team, and they'll get back to me... which they haven't... =\

      Sucks, it'd really be swell to win that $1500

      Also, I wanted to ask you which direction you wanted the bumble bee.. like wide ways or tall ways... like umm..

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      or

      [ -- ]

      [i hope that makes sense]

    • jackiebot FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold me irl

      10 years ago

      You know my weaknesses.

      And I am lovely, thank you.. i was actually thinking about you earlier -- i finally have more free time, so i can have your bumble bee done soon.

    • BreeBurrito9

      10 years ago

      No worries, my love. He does it in an endearing, silly way. Same way he takes my hair and gives me a mustache.

    • jackiebot FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold me irl

      10 years ago

      *drool*

      hey, puddin'.. how's it going?

    • SpitFireJay

      10 years ago

      ha its the same one on my drivers license.

      4 1/2 years of braces has caused me not to want to show my teeth in pictures.

    • Leus

      10 years ago

      I can't believe I used to think he was gay because of you.

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      <3333 ~~~

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      well the pandalion shouldn't be hurt because even if i'm an empty shell of a man i'll find a way to loves her.

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      i was joking, insinuating that i'm a hollow shell of a man

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      say what?

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      it's cold.

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      it disappearededed

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      2008

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      T__T

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      most of my minutes are usually cold

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      i know right

    • boesthius

      10 years ago

      nm i

    • SpitFireJay

      10 years ago

      i spent 9.99 on my last pair. lol.

      thank you tj max!

    • Leus

      10 years ago

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    • DSchneider

      10 years ago

      LOLMAO

    • DSchneider

      10 years ago

      <3

    • DSchneider

      10 years ago

      I'm not though!

      I almost -1 Noob'd you for that. That'll show you!

    • DSchneider

      10 years ago

      How was I being a dick?!

    • DSchneider

      10 years ago

      Oh, well right on. That's pretty cool.

    • DSchneider

      10 years ago

      WHAT ABOUT IT

    • polarbearzip

      10 years ago

      Really? I thought it was more of a "we met on Rooster Teeth" kind of thing. Right on. I'll show her the group. She's not on nearly as much as I am though.

    • Leus

      10 years ago

      Aww hell. That is a sentiment and a half. :) I love you.

      How's this for somewhat of a sentiment: I'm even rejecting weed in my dreams now.

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