Antithanks

Female
from Kansas City, MO

    • Antithanks

      Jeez...

      6 years ago

      It's been a long time... and holy hell do I feel lost on this site!

      Just saying hi! *waves*

      I check my Facebook from time to time, so stop by and say hello.

      Love and miss you guys,
      -Steph

    • Antithanks

      A New Christmas Poem:

      7 years ago

      TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,

      HE LIVED ALL ALONE,

      IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF

      PLASTER AND STONE.

      I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY

      WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,

      AND TO SEE JUST WHO

      IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.

      I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,

      A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,

      NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,

      NOT EVEN A TREE.

      NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,

      JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,

      ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES

      OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.

      WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,

      AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,

      A SOBER THOUGHT

      CAME THROUGH MY MIND.

      FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,

      IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,

      I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,

      ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.

      THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,

      SILENT, ALONE,

      CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR

      IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.

      THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,

      THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,

      NOT HOW I PICTURED

      A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.

      WAS THIS THE HERO

      OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?

      CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,

      THE FLOOR FOR A BED?

      I REALIZED THE FAMILIES

      THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,

      OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE ! SOLDIERS

      WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.

      SOON ROUND THE WORLD,

      THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,

      AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATE

      A BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY.

      THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM

      EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR,

      BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS,

      LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE.

      I COULDN'T HELP WONDER

      HOW MANY LAY ALONE,

      ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE

      IN A LAND FAR FROM HOME.

      THE VERY THOUGHT

      BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE,

      I DROPPED TO MY KNEES

      AND STARTED TO CRY.

      THE SOLDIER AWAKENED

      AND I HEARD A ROUGH VOICE,

      "SANTA DON'T CRY,

      THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE;

      I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM,

      I DON'T ASK FOR MORE,

      MY LIFE IS MY GOD,

      MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS."

      THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER

      AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP,

      I COULDN'T CONTROL IT,

      I CONTINUED TO WEEP.

      I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS,

      SO SILENT AND STILL

      AND WE BOTH SHIVERED

      FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL.

      I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE

      ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT,

      THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR

      SO WILLING TO FIGHT.

      THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER,

      WITH A VOICE SOFT AND PURE,

      WHISPERED, "CARRY ON SANTA,

      IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE."

      ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH,

      AND I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT.

      "MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND,

      AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT."

      This poem was written by a Marine. The following is his request. I think it is reasonable.

      PLEASE. Would you do me the kind favor of sending this to as many people as you can? Christmas will be coming soon and some credit is due to our U. S. service men and women for our being able to celebrate these festivities. Let's try in this small way to pay a tiny bit of what we owe. Make people stop and think of our heroes, living and dead, who sacrificed themselves for us. Please, do your small part to plant this small seed.

    • Antithanks

      Bitter End

      7 years ago

      My brother finally ended his unhealthy relationship. He's too good of a guy to tell people off so he decided just to end all communication with this girl.

      Fuck that!

      I'm a little bitter-bitch and if you mess with my family... well... I won't kick your ass, but I'll definitely speak my piece.

      I decided not to get into a name-calling fest over the phone, instead I wanted to do the most retarded, pointless internet no-no and send her an e-mail.

      Here's what it says:

      I just wanted to thank you for FINALLY ending things with my brother. I mean a slut like you shouldn't hold on to a good guy like him. Since he's being a gentleman and taking the high road, I figured I might as well sink to your level and tell you off.

      Let's be honest, I always thought you were a fat midgets with tits. Oh, and you might want to try and buy some clothes in the big girl stores and stop shopping the pre-teen section at Wal-Mart. You have an ignorant mouth that spews garbage and has probably had waaaaaay too many cocks in it. Why do you only post hillarious boob shots? Is it because it detracts from your man-face?

      I'm sorry.....Yes, sorry that your son has gutter trash for a mommy. But hey, after social services eventually takes him away from you for being inadequate mother, I'm sure he'll get some respectful parents he can be proud of.

      I didn't know they had trailer trash in New York but, damn, you showed me!

      I don't get many chances for a guilt-free insult fest, so thank you very, very much! Seriously, my friends didn't stop laughing for over a minute after I showed them all those ugly-ass pictues you have posted of yourself. I'm assuming they were laughing to hold back the vomit.

      Love ya!
      Stephanie

      P.S. I can't believe you were a dumb enough bitch to actually read this whole message.


      I decided to delete it and not send it. I'm not going to give her even that little bit of attention, but it felt really good to write it.

      Love you guys!
      Steph

      -Edit-: I forgot to mention that she lives over a thousand miles away, so it's not like I have the opportunity to say this right to her.

    • Antithanks

      I think I've forgot how to blog...

      7 years ago

      Hey there! How's everyone doing out in wherever-the-hell-you-are land?

      Me? Imokay

      Not much new rocking my world. I'm becoming the master at middle-management bitchwork at my job where the slogan seems to be "Steph can do that, so I don't have to". I'm also mastering the art of busting ass to get a job done quickly so that I have the rest of the work day to slack off.

      After a series of disasterous relationships I've gained insight into the minds of men and realized that they're complete crap. Not you guys of course, because you're all just made of awesome! /sarcasm

      I've become a dirty hippie tree-eating vegetarian with the hopes of being a full-blown vegan one day. Go ahead, mock me. You know you wanna.

      With the weather becoming arctic hell outside I'll probably be on here more. I make no promises but I want to be on here more...we'll see.

      That sadly sums up almost a year in my life. Other than that I'm seriously deciding whether to buy an XBox 360 or a PS3 (any suggestions would be great).

      See you 'round.

    • Antithanks

      See ya when I see ya

      8 years ago

      By this time tomorrow I'll be in Philadelphia! (woooooooooooo) Well, that or on the 11 O'Clock news with the headline "Fiery Plane Crash of Fire, Death and DOOM Over the Midwest".

      I'm rooting for the prior.

      I'm super excited and am so freakin' ready. I would really like one of those bottomless suitcases like they had in Harry Potter, because it's impossible to fit everything and leave room for souvenirs in my one suitcase I want to take.

      Love you all smiley12.gif

    • Antithanks

      Yay! Yay! Yay!

      8 years ago

      My brother came home today! smiley0.gifsmiley0.gifsmiley0.gif

      He's in ur midwst durnking your beerz.

      There was a random phone call at about 10am today from my brother's best friend asking me if I heard from my brother recently. I was half-asleep and wondering how he got my home number but I was like "Yeah, he said he might be home in about a week.", and he's like "kbye".

      Then like ten minutes later someones banging on my door so I hurry to the door. Whoever it is is standing just off to the side, so I'm thinking to myself "k, either this is my brother trying to surprise me or I'm about to get mugged."

      It was him! Sneaky 'lil bastard!

      He's on two-month convalescent leave and it's so great having him back for awhile. Though, you can tell it's weird for him being back amongst civilians after being on a military base for almost a year.

      Yayz!

    • Antithanks

      An Update!

      8 years ago

      ...because I feel like it....

      .....aaaaaaand because I'm sure the nothingness that fills my mid-twenties is soooooo very riveting.

      Earlier this year I was given a promotion in-store from galley slave to Inventory slave Specialist. The "specialist" part of my title means I assist the Inventory Manager, verify store inventory and do assistant manager-like bitch-work around the store. Perks includ engraved black badge (ooooooh), supervisor overide abilities, vacation/holiday time, an office I share with my manager, health insurance and keys to the kingdom...er... store.

      It's pretty cool and once I have a clue what I'm doing it'll be even cooler.

      I've decided to go back to working overnights for the next month so I can focus on getting the store cycle-counted for the most part before I go on vacation.


      AND SPEAKING OF VACATION: OMG ANTITHANKS WILL BE IN PHILADELPHIA FROM AUGUST 11-21!!!
      ... bolded in case you stopped reading at the boring job stuff

      I can't wait. I look at my reservation whenever I get really fed-up with everything and want to take an overdose of fuckitall.

      My brother's still in the Marines. He's had some medical problems and they've postponed his leave a frillion times.

      I'm sorry, but I've had to take everyone off my watchlist because the alert rape was too scary. So please, I'd love to hear the goings-on in all your lives.

      But that's all folks! I love and miss you guys so much.

      <3333333333
      Anti

    • Antithanks

      OMGguesswhat

      8 years ago

      Today's my birthday. <3

    • Antithanks

      Holy Hell

      8 years ago

      Do you know what passed about a month ago without me even realizing it?

      My three year RvB-anniversary.

      *shrug*

      I'm still e-dead and real busy... just thought the milestone was worth a mention.

      1095-plus days and I still love you guys! smiley12.gif

    • Antithanks

      kthxbai

      8 years ago

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      Due to an overabundance of life in the "oshti, my life is going to swallow me whole" way I've decided to take an official break from the webernet to center myself

      I'll still be lurking around and if ever anyone needs to get in touch with me e-mail me at [email protected]


      *BIG HUG*

  • About Me

    The Guide says there is an art to flying, or rather a knack. The knack lies in learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss.

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  • Comments (265)

    • saiyan_queen

      saiyan_queen

      6 years ago

      Holy hell!
      With a Hitchhiker's Guide quote on your main page and an interest in Zim.... I HAD to stop and say hi. smiley1.gif

    • CoraOrtiz

      CoraOrtiz

      6 years ago

      OMIGOSH!!!! I MISS YOU TOO!!! ::HUGS, CRIES::

      Sure, check out my current and next upcoming journals, they're chock full o details of the NYC ComicCon and Marshall coming to the city!

    • wiggadewah

      wiggadewah

      6 years ago

      Is that my bag with the olive oil, retsin and post cards I lost at the airport in Greece....

    • lefty

      lefty

      6 years ago

      Hey Tom.
      Tom Hanks.
      Anti Tom Hanks.

      I miss you, what've you been up to?

    • Jackomack

      Jackomack

      6 years ago

      Did you know that your Katamari'd Puuchuu is still the oldest pic in my profile pics!?

    • RoadBlock

      RoadBlock DONGS

      7 years ago

      *glomp*

    • Bryy

      Bryy

      7 years ago

      I made a new Tulip jrnl, just to raise the stakes a bit.

    • RoadBlock

      RoadBlock DONGS

      7 years ago

      Cute Steph is cute.

    • Bryy

      Bryy

      7 years ago

      Ever heard of a band called The Barenaked Ladies (it's five guys, I swear)?

    • NJV1699

      NJV1699

      7 years ago

      That is just awesome. Where in KC do you live? Ever been to legends?