Ascendance

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from where ever Tanya is right now

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    • Hate (I really don't like you )

      9 years ago

      Ascendance

      Welcome back, to the show. It is a bit different now. I update via my ps3 the majority of my friends are gone. My best friend in Fox forsaked me. Tanya proved a waste calling me a year after we broke up, and a week before my beautiful son was born just to say she was still in love after leaving me. Note the title of this journal is a plain white ts song that examplifies my feelings for her. As for fox Im sorry for you, I wanted you to be my sons godfather, In my news my son is 1 year as of yesterday. Really happy about that I"m putting a pic of him up and im saying good bye to rvb. If you need me or care 352-870-8529

    • December 1st 2008

      10 years ago

      Ascendance

      A new life has been born today, this site has seen many good times and bad, and frankly in the end alot of what made it worth it to me has left. Pretty much all of my friends are gone, and it feels like the end of an era. We've had good times we've had bad, frankly we've even had those what the fuck happy time sad song moments when I just wanted to die. We've been through alot of shit, and we have so much more to go through. Relationships have died while on this site, and some have begun anew, but frankly none of it seems to matter, the show keeps putting out new episodes. New fans keep coming to watch, and the rest of us go about our lives as we watch the episodes, maybe they make us happier, but all in all we still have a whole lot of problems in our lives.

      As much as I could rant about the tyranny of publishment it is what it is, and everyone has to make a living. So the moral of the story is keep on living, after all what else can we do?

      Damien-Luccard Aloysius Edwards-Ragan has been born.

    • HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!

      11 years ago

      Ascendance

      Some shit like that.......... anyways I love you people or anyone and like bye. ^^ But I do <3 Archetype and wish I could get a hold of him proper!

    • 352-562-6706

      11 years ago

      Ascendance

      This is my phone number, if you see it and think you need it you can always call me. It's time for me to start this journey, time to draw people out and towards the next level.

    • :O

      12 years ago

      Ascendance

      You found me Taye... oh my so you got this far in the game but my question for you is this... where would you go to find something furry, cute, and always wanting carrots....


      good luck honey this is the end of it all almost :D I love you.

    • Um... Just don't give a fuck anymore.

      13 years ago

      Ascendance

      Seriously, sick of peoples problems when other's lives aren't that great either. No offense Archetype you know I am always here for you but seriously alot of people are just boring I realize when I look at their journals today. I mean wow your sister takes your makeup and uses it and shit.

      There are no sites anymore that really seem to deal with that which matters. I don't care about personal journals I realize we need to vent from time to time and I'm here to help my friends vent. But there seriously is no intellectual developements on this site anymore it seems. Frankly nothing ment to me like one of Dan's journals about Gothic people or problems in the world.

      Time for cleansing has truely arrived out of all this. I'm sick of stupidity and refuse to deal with it on this site to say the least. If you do have something of utter importance to say to me then great. I look forward to actually hearing something that matters, for the rest of you hey fuck off.

      In other news I know I'm not the only one looking forward to this but damn I can't wait for Saw 3 and the Ghost Rider movies to come out. I really hope the atmosphere of the original Saw is brought back . Ghost Rider should be an amazing film as well thanks to the storyline they are going for.

      My love for A Fire Inside has really grown as of late I am looking forward to joining the Despair Faction sometime soon. It's amazing to look at this band and see the things they have done for their fans and to drive their fans insane. Take the time someday to look up the Clandestine video of YouTube, or search for some of the things that happened during the Five Flowers. It truely is amazing to see a band that put it's greatest fans into a hunt to learn just what it is all about, and then give them a free show.

      In total I just don't give a damn about most of you fuckers anylonger and you are gone. I do though look forward to something of interest by a select few of you.

      Peace, your that much closer to dying.
      sNooVa

    • An interesting conotation.

      13 years ago

      Ascendance

      From death untill we part we know of only pain and joy, but upon the pain of death we never feel a thing. So if we must choose between pain and suffering or never feeling joy.

      So if you must choose between never feeling anything or always feeling pain with only moments of joy between your pain. Which will you choose, pain and suffering with joy as well or a never ending silence of thought and mind.

      In other news I plan on getting a new pet rabbit, and naming it squeezecheese. Well peace out my friends and make your choice..

    • Journal time.

      13 years ago

      Ascendance

      Pain, suffering, and anger. All are emotions I have felt lately since the death of my pet rabbit. Not even two weeks after buying her she dies in a painful death that I can't explain even though I heard her scream. I see her shudder and kick to death while her back looks broken. Yet I pulled her out of the cage before all this happens and her face is towards the wall. So I know her back isn't broken because she never fell forward like that. It was always backwards as she climbed to the top of her cage. She was always cute and always got back up because it was only a fall of about a foot diagonally. She was never hurt that way and I know she didn't die of heat. She had a bottle of water and it was more than half full.

      I heard my rabbit scream before she died yet I get called emo by a little kid who never has truely had to deal with much in his life besides what girlfriend to go with. A kid we see in some of his past journals has a love for dirty jokes. And has had issues with OMG my friends list is being removed. Well you may wonder why he's still on my friends list and to tell you guys the truth it is because of exactly that. He's not really worth the time of removing and perhaps some day he will understand.

      But I digress he is not the problem with me. My problem is the fact that my rabbit died not even two weeks after being bought from Pets Plus a "family" pet store. Who when I went there and told my rabbit died asked me for the body. Now let me set you this scene, a family pet store who should very well know families bury their dead even rabbits. Is asking me for the body so they can send it to the breeder. Now I admit if this wasn't a family pet store I wouldn't really expect much in the manner of sympathy. But this is a "family" pet store and we're not talking about the family gold fish you just flush down the toilet when it dies. We're talking about a living breathing inquisitive rabbit who went poo alot all over the bed.

      And the occasional wet spot on the pillow you didn't see before you laid down on of course. She was the perfect rabbit and she was a family member to me and Tanya. You don't keep your family member's bodies to give to someone do you? No, you fucking bury them where you can visit them and know they aren't being cut open to find out what happened. Even as an organ doner I know my body will be salvaged for parts but at least it will be for a good reason. Not just to check out why other bunnies died. I see a reason to but I doubt that the only way you can do it is through cutting open my dead rabbit.

      I'd like to say farewell to Fluffy the pet rabbit as of right now and start a discussion in this journal. I'm leaning towards you guys, Tanya, Fox, and Dan. You two are some of the best I know at keeping a discussion going so let us being with this discussion. Family Pets are family and should be burried not dug up for them to find out why they died, and family pet stores should know that. Next part of this discussion is Organ Doners right or wrong.


      Let the games begin.

    • Saddened

      13 years ago

      Ascendance

      I lost something important to me and let's just say I feel broken in half but I will recover thanks to my wife I love you Tanya :(

    • I don't like feeling like this

      13 years ago

      Ascendance

      Like I am all alone,
      As I sit here,
      I watch my girl filled with anger and just hope it don't turn around on me.
      I don't understand this jealousness or the inability to trust me. I just stick around and see what happens though because I love my girl. No matter what happens I'm with her, I just wish she could let this anger goes. It scares me to much and I just want peace. We're is the peace is my question I want to see the love again. Not this hatred which consumes her.

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  • Comments (330)

    • Platipus

      9 years ago

      It is so hard to get ahold of you. But I have a faceook now, and have no quams about letting you see what I look like after all these years lol.

    • RedPhobos

      10 years ago

      I just recently got the Infinite Ammo on Umbrella Chronicles. It was worth it. I just love going through the levels with an infinite handcannon and getting 2 critical hits with one bullet. Man that's fun.

    • RedPhobos

      10 years ago

      The game in my opinion is pretty fun. I like how certain characters that have weapons (Baraka and Deathstroke for example) you press one button to have them out and you get a whole new slew of moves with them.

    • theKoW216

      11 years ago

      it makes me laugh at how immature you are. honestly, grow up and get a life.

    • RedPhobos

      11 years ago

      Awesome. Just FYI, if you two plan on heading down here now, just be prepared for some wacky weather. Cause it's been rainy sunny rainy sunny. It's been going back and forth like that for several days now but then again, when it hits around this time of the year, the weather is always wacky.

    • RedPhobos

      11 years ago

      When is she due?

    • RedPhobos

      11 years ago

      How was your holidays?

    • RedPhobos

      11 years ago

      Hi. ^_^

    • Platipus

      12 years ago

      MRAWWW!!!!!!

    • Archetype

      12 years ago

      Hey man! Pop in once in a while. Happy New Year!

    • funnybunny

      12 years ago

      Shazam?

    • itscrazyman

      12 years ago

      DUDE SCHWEET I found you it took me this long to *holds up 2 fingers*

    • funnybunny

      13 years ago

      TODDDDDDDDD!!!!1

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Bunny toes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • theKoW216

      13 years ago

      excuse me?! bitch please

    • funnybunny

      13 years ago

      TODD!

      Hurry over to my pics section and tell me what you think of my new pics! HURRY!

    • funnybunny

      13 years ago

      Todd hurry i need another journal to read!!

    • funnybunny

      13 years ago

      HI TODD!

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Holy shit like hi :O
      I don't know who you are, but a little monkey told me it was our 1 year anniversary today. So, happy anniversary!!! <3 I love you :)

    • OwNeTh

      13 years ago

      darn that tanya!
      lol

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      I'm bored babez. Just thought I'd share this piece of information with you.

      Love you <3

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      I can't wait til we're at home with flufflez again. I miss both of you. I'm bringing you home a candle holder today!!!!! And I don't know what the point of me saying that was since you're gonna get the candle holder before you see this message anyways, but oh well :P I LOVE YOU <3

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      I love you too!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you <3

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Lol I gotta go babes, ill see you when i get home i love you :*:x

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Weird. I don't know baby but you have to go to work tomorrow. And eek, I just saw a mouse in here.

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Well take it, it should help you. Does it hurt like you're in pain or you just feel like puking?

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Did you already take some tylenol today? If not, take 2. And I can't really imagine how your stomach can be hurting for 2 days straight.

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Yeah, you can go on any ride as many times as you want.

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Pshh you know my grandma loves to give us money. Today's family night, it's only $12 per person. tomorrow it's gonna be $30 again.

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      The one we saw on Red lion last time. It opened.

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Lol anna thought you meant it hurt to go pee :P

      Anyways, i wanted to go to the carnival with you today :( But if you're still not feeling good then i guess nevermind

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Hurry up and answer!!!! Do you think I have all day or something? Sheesh.

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Yay :D Hi

    • funnybunny

      13 years ago

      Todd's ugly!!

      *runs back into cave and hides*

      doitbythebook.ytmnd.com/ <-- check it out.

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Actually wait, one more to make it an even 10.

      There we go, 10 comments :)

      <3

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Alright time to leave fluffy alone now. Bye babez <3 See you soon.

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      I get to pick fluffy up from work today!

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      I <3 you, fluffy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      But only you fit under that category so I'm only raping you cause you're awesome.

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      I rape pretty people with comments :)

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      You're pretty.

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      I love you :)

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Let's play ball when we get home :D

      I like ball.

      Ball squishy and fun.

      YAY!!!!!

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      Tee!!!!!!! :) Hi

      I miss you being online when I'm at lunch :( Now you're at work and I'm lonely.

    • iron_monkey

      13 years ago

      what happened between us

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      I wuv you.

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      I'm cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      :( YOURE NOT ON!! WHY? OH WAIT... nvm.. you're right next to me :|

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      No problem babez, I'll be fine *kissies and hugs*

    • sNooVa

      13 years ago

      alright well ill see you at 2:35, i'm not going home 1 period early, there's no real point in that. Besides, i want to see how much worse my day gets.

      i love you see you soon :*:X

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