Asphyxiate

Female
from Tucson, AZ

  • Activity

    • ';lc

      13 years ago

      Asphyxiate

      So basically UA's bookstore makes me want to rip my hair out.

      I spent over $200 on fucking textbooks, and am only getting a whopping $6.50 back.

      Fuck UA. Fuck Tucson. Fuck this. I fucking hate college. What a fucking waste of money.

      Someone remind me again WHY I didn't stay in Phoenix?

    • i quit at life

      13 years ago

      Asphyxiate

      Yeah so I did nothing but drink for an entire week.

      Pretty awesome.

      And now back to class/life!

    • Radio-

      13 years ago

      Asphyxiate

      Yeah so this might be my song for the moment.

      Radio- Alkaline Trio


      Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
      waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
      I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
      while you're taking your time with apologies,
      I'm making my plans for revenge.
      Red eyes on orange horizons
      If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge.
      I'd drive straight off the edge.

      Taking your own life with boredom,
      I'm taking my own life with wine -
      it helps you to rule out the sorrow,
      it helps me to empty my mind.
      Making the most of a bad time
      I'm smoking the brains from my head
      Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red
      This kettle is seeing red.

      I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling.
      In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying.
      I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
      plugged in and ready to fall.

      Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
      waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
      I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
      while you're taking your time with apologies,
      I'm planning out my revenge.
      Red eyes on orange horizons
      If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge.
      I'm seeing red.

      I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling.
      In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying.
      I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
      plugged in and ready to fall.

      Plugged in and ready to fall.
      Plugged in and ready to fall.

      Plugged in and ready to fall.

    • PHOENIX.

      13 years ago

      Asphyxiate

      So the love of my life might be in PHOENIX.

      SPRING BREAK IN FOUR DAYS.

      This past weekend was pretty great. Good times. I went to my old highschool's musical, The Wizard of Oz, which was kind of lame. What the fuck. How can you even HAVE Wizard of Oz without Toto? Anyway, I saw some kids from highschool, which was kind of AWKWARD.

      Eventually, I ran away to Blake's with Ryan and Denise. I met up with Ed, Drew, Blake, Mal, and John. Somehow we all ended up at Jared's party which was pretty great. I might never consume that much alcohol in one night ever again. No joke.

      Saturday kind of blew because Denise and Ryan were being boring and didn't want to do anything outside of making out in Ryan's car. Gay. We were originally going to the hookah bar, but then they decided to be boring and do nothing. LAME.

      Sunday consisted of going back to Tucson and pretending to do my homework. Speaking of homework, I'd like to announce: HELL WEEK IS OVER.

      So last week was the ultimate hell week ever. I had so many fucking midterms and papers due in one week and on top of that piles of Japanese homework- all of which somehow got done. w000t.

      Annnnnnd now off to finish some really confusing astronomy homework~

    • SURVEY

      13 years ago

      Asphyxiate


      [Relationship Status] Single
      [Parents still together] - No.
      [Siblings] - Two brothers and a sister.
      [Pets] - YOSHI, my yellow lab <3

      FAVORITES
      [Colour] - Orange~
      [Number] - 98273085390853985
      [Animal] - Wolf because I'm basically addicted to Sonata Arctica.
      [Book] - A Clockwork Orange
      [Flower] - Sakura because I'm lame and cliche

      DO YOU
      [Twirl your hair?] - Not really.
      [Have tattoos?] - Haha, no.
      [Cheat on tests?] - Haha, no.
      [Like roller coasters?] - YES
      [Wish you could live somewhere else?]- Phoenix =/
      [Like cleaning?] - Surprisingly, yes.
      [Write in cursive or print?] - Print
      [Know how to drive?] - I fucking rock at being the getaway car with Denise/Blake/John. Haha.
      [Own a cell phone?] - Haha, I couldn't live without it.
      [Ever get off the internet?] - I try to have a life sometimes.

      HAVE YOU EVER
      [Been in a fist fight?] - Meh.
      [considered a life of crime?] - Haha, I really don't want to talk about it.
      [Considered being a hooker?] - NOTHING.
      [Been in love?] - Maybe.
      [Made out with JUST a friend?] - Mmmm no.
      [Been in lust?] - Haha, yes.
      [Kicked someone in the nuts?] - Yes.

      CURRENT..
      [Current clothing] - Sex Pistols shirt, ripped up skirt with pins/patches all over it, etc.
      [Current hair] - Straightened.
      [Current thing I ought to be doing] - Sleeping.
      [Current CD in stereo] - Mix.

      RANDOM THINGS...
      [Last thing you ate] - Kit Kat.
      [Believe there is life on other planets?] - Yeah.
      [Read the newspaper?] - Mmhmm
      [Hate yourself?] - Currently, yes
      [Collect anything?] - Not really~ Although thanks to my roommate I have quite the bottlecap collection.
      [Like your handwriting?] - Haha, no way.

      LOVE..
      [First crush] - I actually don't remember.
      [You believe in love at first sight?] - Not really
      [You believe in "the one?"] - Neo? Haha, not really.
      [Are you a tease?] - Nothing!!!
      [Too shy to make the first move?] - Usually.

      ARE YOU A...
      [Daydreamer] - Yes
      [Sarcastic] - I try.
      [Shy] - Around new people.
      [Talkative] - Sometimes.

      WOULD YOU RATHER...
      [Pierce your nose or lip?] - Lip,
      [Be serious or funny?] - Funny.

      ARE YOU...
      [Simple or complicated?] - Complicated~

      ABOUT YOU...
      [What time is it] - 1:40 AM
      [Name] - Sarah
      [Nickname(s)] - Meh. Nothing really.

      WHAT DO YOU WANT...
      [Where do you want to live] - ........Phoenix!
      [how many kids do you want] - None!
      [What kind of job do you want] - I want to be a knight of Algeroth on quests to slay dragons and fight evil dark knights.And yes, I am above the age of ten.


      UNIQUE...
      [Nervous Habits] - Excessive talking about NOTHING, and dropping everything I'm holding at the time.
      [Are you double jointed] - Yes
      [Can you roll your tongue] - Indeed
      [Can you raise one eyebrow] Yes
      [Can you cross your eyes] - Yes
      [Do you make your bed daily] - I try

      CLOTHES, ETC...
      [Which shoe goes on first] - I don't pay attention
      [Ever thrown one at someone] - Probably
      [How Much money do you carry in your wallet] - Haha, I'm a poor college kid. I have no money.
      IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU...
      [Bought something] - Yes
      [Gotten sick] - Yes
      [Sang] - Yes
      [Felt stupid] - Don't wanna talk about it!!!
      [Missed someone] - Yes.
      [Gotten drunk] - Yes~
      [Gotten high] - Yes
      [Danced crazy] - Yes
      [Gotten your hair cut] - No
      [Watched cartoons] - Yes
      [Lied] - Yes

      LAST PERSON THAT...
      [Slept in your bed] - Me
      [Saw you cry] - Denise and Ryan.
      [Made you cry] - Mark, last weekend~
      [Saw a movie with you] - Mariah, Matt and Jenn.

      HAVE YOU EVER...
      [Been to California] - Oh yes.
      [Been to Canada] - I wish.
      [Been to Europe] - Yes.
      [Wished you were the opposite sex] - Hmmm not really.
      [Snuck out of your house] - Sneaking out is not the problem, sneaking back in is.

    • HI.

      13 years ago

      Asphyxiate

      I never really update here. Oh well. Too fat! But anyway, I HAVE A QUESTION.

      I got seriously uncreative, and have 0 idea on what to get my brother for xmas. :/

      He's fourteen, a football player, not exactly big on any video games, movies, or music. He's actually pretty boring. He's really into sports though, but he owns EVERY piece of merch from his favourite teams, and besides that...it's uncreative. Haha, I don't think he'd appreciate another football, or jersey or anything like that anyway, considering he owns at least twenty.

      Mmmm, so...any suggestions?

    • "John..PUT THE BONG AND LIGHTER DOWN!!!"

      13 years ago

      Asphyxiate

      So I've been thinking about the future...

      And Iv'e come to the realization that I'm never going to be happy in Tucson at U of A. No matter what I do, I'm miserable over there. It's not that I'm horribly afraid of living away from my parents and being on my own, it's just that...TUCSON MAKES ME MISERABLE!!!

      I've tried everything. I've tried making new friends, and much as misery loves company, something's still missing.

      I thought partying it up would fill the gap, but really, it fucked me over. If I keep going there and continue to do what I do on a nightly basis, there is no possible way I'll ever graduate. And I'm definitely not dropping out of school- I'd get disowned for one, and two, I really want to be more than some drop out loser.

      In any case, TUCSON MAKES ME ASBOLUTELY DESPISE LIFE/ME/EVERYONE.

      I've decided that I'm most likely going to end of transferring to ASU next year, and at the latest, 2nd semester of next year.

      There is no way I can go on like this. I seriously LIVE for weekends I leave Tucson. That is no way to go through life. I should not be paying money to attend a school that makes me consider suicide. As much as I'd like to stick it out, swallow my pride, and just bear going to U of A, I can't. I don't have that kind of willpower. So I'm doing the stupid teenager thing and running back home because obviously, I suck at life.



    • EGYPTIAN HEROIN <-- Anthony is my hero.

      13 years ago

      Asphyxiate

      YAY PHOENIX.

      Last night was pretty awesome. Vandalism and porn is totally how I roll. Haha. Oh man. Good times.

      I <3 Phoenix people. I got to see Denise, Blake, Anthony and cool John last night. Awesome.

      And before I start orgasming over the rest of the weekend, I'd like to bitch about school.

      BASICALLY I AM FUCKED.

      My final for English is a portfolio of all the essays and drafts of essays we did over the semester.

      No problem, since I did all the work, right?

      Wrong.

      My harddrive with ALL my English papers/drafts/LIFE is wiped.

      I think I might go slash my wrists.

      I went to the teacher's office hours to explain and see if he'd give me back the papers I already turned in, but apparently, not only does he not show up for class, he doesn't show up for his fucking office hours.

      My life blows. Yay for failing out of college after 1 semester.

      But on a lighter note- tonight is going to rock. John, Blake and I are going to this sweet party where I will just ignore and pretend I'm still in high school. Fun.

      Tomorrow is going to consist of; developing our softcore porn pics (Really, don't ask. It's more like an inside joke) and going to Ed's show. Huzzah.

      I don't know about Saturday. TOO FAT/LAZY FOR PLANS.

    • PHOENIX IS COOLER THAN YOU.

      13 years ago

      Asphyxiate

      So basically, Phoenix weekends own Tucson weekends on so many levels. I'm writing this running on a grand total of three hours of sleep, so ignore the hideous amounts of typos.

      Thursday

      I took my insane Japanese exam- most likely failed, but whatever. And I ignored that I had math and ran away to the union with Jenn, Daniel, and Yae Kyu where I sat there and prayed Tae and Kyung Joong would come in. No such luck...

      Anyway, after waiting around the union my mom finally calls and says she's at the school. HUZZAH PHOENIX. That might have been the worst car trip EVER. We got stuck in Tucson rush hour, there was a huge accident on the freeway outside Tucson, and then we hit a major traffic jam as soon as we reached Chandler.

      Now, the entire reason of me going to Phoenix this weekend in the first place was to see KILL SOME TIME live (My friend's band). I get home, pick up Shannon, Desiree, my brother and some faggot girl Desiree invited, and we drive like Drew the entire way to the concert.

      SO AWESOME. I <33333333333333333333333333333333 KST. They were amazing and totally worth spending like, three + hours in a car. I got two songs dedicated to me. PWNED. Faggot Diane got nothing and just sat there looking slutty. Haha. Actually, she spent most of the night glaring and giving me and Shannon dirty looks *probably because as soon as I walked in and saw her I yelled out "SKANK" at the top of my lungs, and then continued to yell SKANK everytime I saw her that night*

      After the show I went to the after party at Paul's house, which was pretty sweet. Soco frightens me. Ed drank an entire liter of Soco in like five minutes and was drunk off his ass for the rest of the night. I got shitfaced after like, 4 shots because I suck at drinking. Dylan was too hardcore to drink. Brittany was trashed at some point, Blake was pretty buzzed, Mal was fairly drunk, John Soto was...sober, suprisingly, and faggot Diane was sober because no one likes her enough to get her drunk. Mostly I spent my night giggling and telling everyone that I loved them. Around 2-3 AM, I called Mark and insisted that I had to call him to tell him that I love him and then threw the phone at Mal and kept drinking. It was saaaad.

      Everyone left around 4 AM, which was gay, because I couldn't leave Paul's house. (Drunk + driving at 4 AM = Not good) And I was really sick after that anyway. Basically, I spent the next hour or so throwing up violently and crying while calling Yves. It was awful- Paul's dad walks in while I'm throwing up. Somehow, he wasn't pissed at all and was just glad I made it to the sink.

      I don't think I got back until 7AMish. I passed out at some point. Laaaaaaaame.

      Friday

      FRIDAY WAS GAY AND I DID NOTHING. The most exciting thing I did Friday was go to Starbucks and take horrible amounts of those Double Shot things. And I went to Shari's which was grand up until Denise dragged me to her house with her creepy parents that were still awake for some obscure reason.

      Saturday

      SATURDAY ALSO SUCKED. I drove my faggot brother around town- he was trying to sell his broken xbox. Some really sketch store actually bought it for $40, but when we got the cash it was HORRIBLY counterfeit. It was fucking great. We pwned them. He looked at the bill and blurted out "This is fake I want tens" Ownage. Haha. Ohhh and I watched lame movies tonight.

      TOMORROW IS GOING TO SUCK. I DON'T WANT TO GET READY AND GO TO TUCSON IN LIKE THREE HOURS. CRY EMO SLASH WRISTS KILL SELF.

    • owned

      13 years ago

      Asphyxiate

      So basically, college is PWNING me. I'd advise NOT getting the flu.

      I missed all day yesterday in favour of sitting in my dorm and throwing up. Grand.

      I'm so horribly behind in Japanese.

      Registration is on Saturday.w00t, maybe I won't get stuck in shit classes this time.

      English is shitty. Math is boring. Japanese is hard. And..NATs is RAD because it all makes sense. w00t.

      Off to do hwk before college PWNS me and I fail out.

      Also, I'd like to note that my parents SUCK. Seriously, I lived off $40 for the past week and a half (It's harder than you think, because my meal plan ran out, and they decided to cut me off like the assholes they are). Fuck, they totally couldn't do that. They should send me more money, since I'm way too fucking lazy to get a job.

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  • Comments (52)

    • NicoleAnne

      12 years ago

      We never talk anymore.

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    • jackal5

      12 years ago

      Completely random comment I realize, but I must say you have pretty much the coolest user name on here.

    • GK_Ryo

      13 years ago

      I have a serious question I must ask.

      Can you take a picture of a shoe on your head?

    • Goaway

      13 years ago

      Hi

    • the_bloke

      13 years ago

      yeah ok

    • the_bloke

      13 years ago

      HI HOW R U DOIN I SAW UR PICS!1"

    • Brock88

      13 years ago

      hi how are u cheeck out my new profile pics and journal

    • the_bloke

      13 years ago

      HI HOW R U DOIN I SAW UR PICS!1!!!

    • ShadowK

      13 years ago

      Hey, do you have a myspace?

    • gangsta_06

      13 years ago

      plz check out my journal thx

    • gangsta_06

      13 years ago

      plz check out my new fucnny but actually true journal, the incident took place a few hrs ago

    • jaly223

      13 years ago

      Here's a dancing Spidey and Master Cheif, for you.

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    • huus_bone

      13 years ago

      wow. a mean girl. surprise surprise.Lets go get high sometime. It'll loosen you up.

    • JDragon

      13 years ago

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    • bdlambell

      13 years ago

      man.. no one leaves you any comments... so im just stopping by to say HI

    • StupidIdiots

      13 years ago

      Hello!

    • bdlambell

      13 years ago

      A Baptist minister was seated next to a Marine on a flight to Memphis, TN.

      After the plane was airborne, drink orders were taken.

      The Marine asked for a scotch and soda, which was brought and placed before him.

      The flight attendant then asked the minister if he would like a drink.

      He replied in disgust, "I'd rather be molested by a dozen brazen whores than let liquor touch my lips."

      The Marine then handed his drink back to the attendant and said, "Me too! I didn't know we had a choice!"

    • bdlambell

      13 years ago

      and 1 more

      A little boy was lost at a large shopping mall.

      He approached a uniformed security guard and said, "I've lost my grandpa!"

      The cop asked, "What's he like?"

      The little boy replied, "Jack Daniels and women with big boobs."

    • bdlambell

      13 years ago

      random comment to you...

      A young couple with a box of condoms proceeded to burn some rubber.

      When they were finished, she discovered that there were only six condoms remaining in the box of 12, so she asked him, "What happened to the other five condoms?"

      His nervous reply was, "Er, I masturbated with them."

      Later, she then approached her male confidant friend, told him the story, and then asked him, "Have you ever done that?"

      "Yeah, once or twice," he told her.

      "You mean you’ve actually masturbated with a condom before?" she asked.

      "Oh," he said, "I thought you were asking if I’d ever lied to my girlfriend."

    • Dukether

      13 years ago

      Weirdness, i never saw that u liked agent orange. I know the drummer from that band.

    • MightyJ

      13 years ago

      nice taste in music btw.

    • 888DALEJR

      13 years ago

      my friend coolzbk is having a contest go check it out

    • cavorca

      13 years ago

      hey sarah, nice profile. i love phoenix. my home away from home. your pictures are pretty too. nick

    • bob902004

      14 years ago

      TETRIS ROCKS!!!

    • bdlambell

      14 years ago

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    • COWkillsGERG

      14 years ago

      Holy Fuck!!!!!!!! Phoenix??? Im in Mesa! Its hot!

    • church451 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      14 years ago

      Awesome

    • opeagleeye

      14 years ago

      Amusing asian novelty items. Tasteless candy gel like bubble thigs in tea. Pure genius.

    • opeagleeye

      14 years ago

      Holy shit. Bubble tea. I love bubble tea. Its not really all that good, but I love it anyways. Bubble Tea!

    • church451 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      14 years ago

      you listen to great music

    • tealwarrior

      14 years ago

      your taste in music rocks my socks.

    • bubblespantz

      14 years ago

      The only thing i can say is.....WOW. much too see. Never heard of the music but Kill Bill is the shit. And halo 2 fuckin rocks and who doesnt love tetris. Will you or someone explain to me wtf is Clockwork Orange.

    • UT_TEXAS_17 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      14 years ago

      www.bungie.net/Stats/PlayerStats.aspx?player=NIGHTHAWK%20017

    • jdfox

      14 years ago

      Amazing that someone else in phoenix enjoys good music.

      I may shed a tear.

    • chuckmn8

      14 years ago

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    • musicman_Ryu

      14 years ago

      mate the rammones rule. i love thier cover of what a wonderful world, and ya gotta love pet cemetary.
      dont kno most of the others tho...
      cheers

    • theguyacross

      14 years ago

      Hello there. Don't mind me I'm just bored and looking at people's profiles trying to fill the time between now and my spanish exam in 1 and a half hours :(.

    • AshGrave

      14 years ago

      check out my reall shitty stop animations i made in my journal :D
      tell me wut u think?

    • ASeven

      14 years ago

      You have perhaps the coolest sn ever.

    • TheCape

      14 years ago

      I see you like Melee, good choice.

    • SpaceMonky13

      14 years ago

      clockwork orange is one the best cult flim ever!! wOOt!

    • G_spot_7

      14 years ago

      I like the junk on your profile so I'm commenting...I guess I have nothing to say except....Kick Ass

    • aggie1138

      14 years ago

      Good taste in music and films!

    • ToyDolls

      14 years ago

      You have like 8 comments on your page. I wish I had 8 commments. Damn your popularity! URgh

    • Dark_Angel

      14 years ago

      Wow, you sure like disturbing films...Alice in Wonderland, sheesh :-S

    • eightbalrulz

      14 years ago

      I like your name. The meaning is a little rough but I alwayz liked to say the word. I think I like to say it because of that AFI song. Have a good one.

    • acorn

      14 years ago

      yeah im into the ultra-violence myself...but l like the old twenty-to one better.

    • wolfwood7

      14 years ago

      tetris kicks ass. and office space is funny as hell

    • ILUVHALO16

      14 years ago

      I hate where I am too. I live with nine other people and i'm always home, I guess thats what I get for being homeschooled. No kid should ever be homeschooled, it makes you feel dumb with a hint of sadness and a dash of anger. I blame it all on the fact that i'm homeschooled because I don't want to blame myself. Sorry for putting all this bullshit on here.

      I wish my parents would spontaneously combust.

    • Nomak

      14 years ago

      Your the coolest person in the world don't ever talk about dieing, your to beutiful to die; it would be a wast of beuty.

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